Chapter 6 Bad News
I asked my sister if I could invite Tay to sleep over at her house and she was fine with it. We where in Tay’s room and I needed to talk to Annie about Zac and Ike. We sat down on Tay’s bed; he was taking a bath.
“How are you?” I asked her.
“Great” she answered smiling.
“Are you ok about Ike?” I wanted her to tell me everything and how she felt but there was something she didn’t wanted to tell me. Most of the time it's kind of obvious if something wrong with your best friend, right?
“It’s ok, I mean if he wants to be with Marit, I am happy for him and I really like Zac. He is very funny and nice,” she said looking at the bathroom door. I bet she was worried to see Tay coming out of the bathroom.
“So, Zac is definitely the one...of the moment?” I asked her.
“Yeah, I guess so,” she said “Tina I will be back in a sec, I need to talk to my mom,” she said standing up and leaving.
“Ok…” I was shocked, she never acted that way. I lay down on the bed; I was very tired and sad because I wasn’t going to see Tay again in two long weeks. I was asleep when I heard Tay coming out of the bathroom.
“Are you sleeping?” he asked me sitting next to me.
“No, I was resting” I said and sat down next to him.
“I am going to make my bag to go to your sister’s house ok?” he said kissing me on the cheek and he left.
“Ok…” I said and stood up to look for Annie.
“Tay!” I yelled. I had forgot completely that I needed to ask him about something very important. He came back from wherever he has gone and looked at me sweetly.
“What baby?” he asked.
“I forgot to ask you something,” I said hugging him.
“Yes…?”
“I can’t leave Annie here, she's coming with us tonight to my sister’s house, itz ok with you if Zac omes??” I asked hugging him.
“Yeah” he said kissing my head.
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I went to look for Annie and she was lying on Zac’s bed, alone.
“Hey Annie” I said softly.
“Hey” she murmured. I sat down next to her.
“Where’s Zac?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” she said sadly.
“You don’t know?” I just hoped that Zac would do the same thing that Ike did to her.
“Hey I am back!” Zac announced, he was on the door and he was carrying a white rose. Zac came near Annie and gave her the rose. That was the sweetest thing I had ever seen. I was so happy and Annie looked very happy too.
“Thank you” Annie said hugging Zac. I just smiled and left the room. I was very happy for Annie and for me. I sat down on the living room, waiting for Tay to finish, whatever he was doing.
“Hey” Ike said sitting next to me.
“Hey” I said smiling. I guess that I have already forgotten Ike.
“About last night…” Ike started.
“Itz on, look, if you like Marit, go for her, but whatever you do, don’t you ever play with anyone’s feelings” I said grabbing his hand.
“I am so sorry, but I really like both of them, so I guess I am confused” Ike said looking straight at me.
“You don’t have to worry about it any more, Annie is now with Zac” I said smiling. Ike looked confused and hurt.
“What?” he said loudly.
“She and Zac are going out!” I said.
“No way, this can’t be true” Ike sounded pissed off.
“Ike, sorry, let Zac and Annie be happy” he sat down next to me again.
“Yeah, I guess you are right!” Ike said looking at the floor.
Tay came out of his room and looked at both of us and asked, “Who yelled?” he said confused.
“Me, sorry, I didn’t meant to worry you” Ike said smiling. I guess he would be ok and Marit really likes him too.
“Tina, can you come a sec, please?” Tay asked me.
“Sure” I said standing up and heading to Tay. He had a weird face. I looked at him and wondered what happened.
“Tina…remember Natalie?” he said holding both of my hands.
“Yeah…” I was worried now.
“She wants to talk to you and so do I” Natalie was standing all the time next to Tay, I haven’t notice that.
“What is it?” I was so nervous, I had this horrible feeling inside me. I couldn’t breath.
“Sit down please” Tay said. I sat down on the bed just as Tay said.
“Tina, I love you and you know that…but…we haven’t been together for a month and…” Tay started. I knew this were very bad news. “Natalie and I…well we are going out” that hurt me so much. Tears began to run down my face. I couldn’t believe Tay have said that to me.
“Wha…what?” I couldn’t even talk nor breathe. I felt as my face become red and how tears run thought my cheeks and some ended at my mouth and some in my shirt.
“I didn’t meant to hurt you” Tay said touching my face.
“Don’t touch me” I said rudely and stood up and left.
I run out of the room and took the elevator and didn’t know where I wanted to go or what to do. I felt the pain and it was too much, I couldn’t handle it. I arrived to the lobby and there was lots of people smiling and everyone was happy and as soon as they notice me crying the all turned and looked at me. A brown hair boy came and asked me if I was ok. I didn’t answer and just ran. I couldn’t stop. I noticed that someone was following me. I didn’t even looked who it was. I ran so much I was very tired and had to stop for a moment. I sat down on the floor, in the middle of everyone.
“Tina!” I didn’t want to be with anyone or hear anyone. Zac came running after me and sat down next to me and hugged me so tight and warmed, I felt safe now, but still hurt. I couldn’t forgive Tay what he has done to me.
“Calm down…” Zac said softly and sweetly.
“Why? Why?” I said softly while I cried on Zac’s chest. Zac didn’t answered; maybe he was as confused as I was.Zac didn’t answered; maybe he was as confused as I was.Zac didn’t answered; maybe he was as confused as I was.
“It hurts so much” I managed to say.
“I know…” Zac said again in his sweet tone. I stoop up and Zac hugged me. Maybe he didn’t wanted me to run away or whatever, I didn’t care at that moment.
“Come on let’s go back” Zac said grabbing my hand.
“No!” I yelled.
“Come on Tina, at least to tell your sister to take you to her house” Zac said hugging me.
“I don’t want to see that asshole or the bitch!” I yelled and tried to run Zac was too strong for me. “Zac…for how long does this shit has been going on?” I asked Zac, I wasn’t sure if I did want to hear the answer.
“I don’t know” Zac murmured.
“You knew about this Zac! How couldn’t you tell me! I thought we were friends,” I yelled at him.
“He is my brother and he told us, we shouldn’t tell you anything” Zac said sadly.
“Go to hell Zac! Leave me alone! Fuck you and fuck Taylor and fuck that bitch!!” I shouted at him. Lots of people turned to look at me.
“I know you are hurt, so I am not yelling at you back and I love you. Calm down my pretty Tina” he said holding my face.
“Zac let me handle this” it was Tay. He was alone.
“Fuck you Taylor Hanson!” I shouted as loud as I could. Lots of girls looked at us and wanted to see if that was the real Taylor Hanson. Many of the girls came towards us and I just ran. I didn’t look back. I didn’t know where I was and I just looked in front of me and I saw the beach. I just sat down in a bench and cried. I love Taylor so much. Why does he have to do this to me?
“Tina?” it was Annie.
“Leave me alone” I murmured.
“I won’t” she said and sat down next to me. I wanted to stand up and leave, but I was too tired to do that. Annie hugged me and I cried and cried. I could feel how tears burned my cheeks.
“Natalie is very worried,” she said softly.
“So what?” I said angrily.
“Oh God Tina” she said and started to cry.
“Annie it hurts so much!” I murmured.
“I know T, I know” (Annie called me T). We hugged each other for what it seemed for a long time.
“I don’t know what to do” I told her, I was still crying.
“Maybe talk to him” she suggested cleaning her tears.
“No!” I yelled.
“Ok, lets go to find your sister and tell her to take us away from here, ok?” she said and hold my hand.
“What about Zac?” I wanted at least Annie to be happy.
“Don’t worry about him,” she said smiling and cleaning my tears from my face.
We walked for one hour. I couldn’t believe I had run for so long. I was tired. I just wanted to go to sleep so this will be over soon. We arrived to the hotel and I saw Zac sitting next to the elevators. He looked worried. As soon as he saw as he came and hugged me ad Annie.
“I was so damn worried!” he said loudly. I tried to smile, but the only thing I could felt was my tears.
“Annie, please call my sister and can you please grab my bag?” I asked her.
“Ok, I will be back in a minute” she said and left.
“Come on, lets sit over there” Zac pointed at a brown bench.
“How are you?” he asked me.
“Still hurts,” I said softly.
“Tay is very sad too” he said very low, I could barley understood what he had just said.
“What?”
“He is sad too” he repeated.
“I don’t care” I murmured. Zac started playing with my long blonde hair. I just started crying again, remembering all the times Taylor had played with my hair.
“Don’t cry, please” Zac said sadly. I was looking down at the floor and didn’t notice that Zac left and someone sat by my side.
“Tina” Tay murmured. I tried to stand up, by my legs hurt too much. I didn’t answered.
“Listen please” Tay grabbed my face sweetly. I tried to leave, but I couldn’t, Tay’s eyes had a good effect on my.
“Baby, I love you, I need time, I am so confused. I love you and I love Natalie. Please give me time. Natalie agreed and I hope you too” he said so sweetly I that couldn’t say no. Well actually I didn’t answered him.
“Please Tina, talk to me” I saw my sister and Annie coming towards us and I just did my best effort and stoop up. I could felt my pain and tears rush my face again. My sister saw me and came to hug me.
“What happened?” she asked me holding me so tight.
“Can we please leave?” I asked her crying.
“Come on lets go!” my sister sounded pissed off.
“Victoria, can I go with you?” Zac asked my sister. My sister looked at me and I nodded.
We left the hotel and all the way home I cried and couldn’t stop. I couldn’t handle the pain I was feeling. It was too much, I love him so much, how could he done something like this? I asked my self. When we arrived I went directly to the bathroom. I just sat down on the cold floor and cried for at least one hour. Annie, Zac and my sister knocked on my door a few times. I came out of the bathroom and went straight to my sister’s room.
“Tina…are you ok?” she asked me holding me.
“Yes” I was calm by now.
“Do you need something?” she asked me.
“Can I go out for a walk? I need some time to think” I told my sister.
“Ok, but be back soon” she said kissing my forehead.
“It hurts so much” I managed to say.
“I know…” Zac said again in his sweet tone. I stoop up and Zac hugged me. Maybe he didn’t wanted me to run away or whatever, I didn’t care at that moment.
“Come on let’s go back” Zac said grabbing my hand.
“No!” I yelled.
“Come on Tina, at least to tell your sister to take you to her house” Zac said hugging me.
“I don’t want to see that asshole or the bitch!” I yelled and tried to run Zac was too strong for me. “Zac…for how long does this shit has been going on?” I asked Zac, I wasn’t sure if I did want to hear the answer.
“I don’t know” Zac murmured.
“You knew about this Zac! How couldn’t you tell me! I thought we were friends,” I yelled at him.
“He is my brother and he told us, we shouldn’t tell you anything” Zac said sadly.
“Go to hell Zac! Leave me alone! Fuck you and fuck Taylor and fuck that bitch!!” I shouted at him. Lots of people turned to look at me.
“I know you are hurt, so I am not yelling at you back and I love you. Calm down my pretty Tina” he said holding my face.
“Zac let me handle this” it was Tay. He was alone.
“Fuck you Taylor Hanson!” I shouted as loud as I could. Lots of girls looked at us and wanted to see if that was the real Taylor Hanson. Many of the girls came towards us and I just ran. I didn’t look back. I didn’t know where I was and I just looked in front of me and I saw the beach. I just sat down in a bench and cried. I love Taylor so much. Why does he have to do this to me?
“Tina?” it was Annie.
“Leave me alone” I murmured.
“I won’t” she said and sat down next to me. I wanted to stand up and leave, but I was too tired to do that. Annie hugged me and I cried and cried. I could feel how tears burned my cheeks.
“Natalie is very worried,” she said softly.
“So what?” I said angrily.
“Oh God Tina” she said and started to cry.
“Annie it hurts so much!” I murmured.
“I know T, I know” (Annie called me T). We hugged each other for what it seemed for a long time.
“I don’t know what to do” I told her, I was still crying.
“Maybe talk to him” she suggested cleaning her tears.
“No!” I yelled.
“Ok, lets go to find your sister and tell her to take us away from here, ok?” she said and hold my hand.
“What about Zac?” I wanted at least Annie to be happy.
“Don’t worry about him,” she said smiling and cleaning my tears from my face.
We walked for one hour. I couldn’t believe I had run for so long. I was tired. I just wanted to go to sleep so this will be over soon. We arrived to the hotel and I saw Zac sitting next to the elevators. He looked worried. As soon as he saw as he came and hugged me ad Annie.
“I was so damn worried!” he said loudly. I tried to smile, but the only thing I could felt was my tears.
“Annie, please call my sister and can you please grab my bag?” I asked her.
“Ok, I will be back in a minute” she said and left.
“Come on, lets sit over there” Zac pointed at a brown bench.
“How are you?” he asked me.
“Still hurts,” I said softly.
“Tay is very sad too” he said very low, I could barley understood what he had just said.
“What?”
“He is sad too” he repeated.
“I don’t care” I murmured. Zac started playing with my long blonde hair. I just started crying again, remembering all the times Taylor had played with my hair.
“Don’t cry, please” Zac said sadly. I was looking down at the floor and didn’t notice that Zac left and someone sat by my side.
“Tina” Tay murmured. I tried to stand up, by my legs hurt too much. I didn’t answered.
“Listen please” Tay grabbed my face sweetly. I tried to leave, but I couldn’t, Tay’s eyes had a good effect on my.
“Baby, I love you, I need time, I am so confused. I love you and I love Natalie. Please give me time. Natalie agreed and I hope you too” he said so sweetly I that couldn’t say no. Well actually I didn’t answered him.
“Please Tina, talk to me” I saw my sister and Annie coming towards us and I just did my best effort and stoop up. I could felt my pain and tears rush my face again. My sister saw me and came to hug me.
“What happened?” she asked me holding me so tight.
“Can we please leave?” I asked her crying.
“Come on lets go!” my sister sounded pissed off.
“Victoria, can I go with you?” Zac asked my sister. My sister looked at me and I nodded.
We left the hotel and all the way home I cried and couldn’t stop. I couldn’t handle the pain I was feeling. It was too much, I love him so much, how could he done something like this? I asked my self. When we arrived I went directly to the bathroom. I just sat down on the cold floor and cried for at least one hour. Annie, Zac and my sister knocked on my door a few times. I came out of the bathroom and went straight to my sister’s room.
“Tina…are you ok?” she asked me holding me.
“Yes” I was calm by now.
“Do you need something?” she asked me.
“Can I go out for a walk? I need some time to think” I told my sister.
“Ok, but be back soon” she said kissing my forehead.
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