"Forget The Initiative"
Talking to myself
Medicine’s on the shelf
Am I weird for not
Taking the drugs I’ve got?
Frequently I’m seen
Martianlike and green
Still I’m normal I think
Down it out to drown it out I drink
The responses I get
Seem repetitive
Angering my head
Forget the initiative
Haven’t you ever heard
To use the lessons learned (to your advantage)
No matter if it’s futile
In the end, it’s all worthwhile
Oh why is it always woe is me?
Why do I get caught up in why?
When I can I go back to normal?
Too bad I did what I said I wouldn’t
No turning back now
Can’t look back now
Those moments are gone
No way to catch the past
Or fix anything that went wrong