"Sounds"
This is really how I feel
This is me now that I’m real
This is what I truly believe
Hide me, I’m not ready to be deceived
I’m not looking to be sought
I’m too drug out in thought
I’m not looking to be found
All I hear is the sounds
Laughter directed right at me
Sadness coming to overtake me
Bitter words race towards my mind
All I want to do is hide
These experiences are overwhelming
My emotions aren’t for the selling
You wouldn’t even try to buy in
I’ve bottled up too much to dive in
I can’t even force a smile
I wouldn’t dream of remorse
I looked for a cure a while
I’ve only found the obscure
Deceptive but perceptive of all that goes on
I see what is out there for me to hold on
Resilient and brilliant in the like of all things
But this has pulled me away from my dreams
