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~*Chapter 26*~

Jessica's view: I almost let myself go with him. Let the things I had always dreamed of be taken away. Like wearing white on my wedding day and having it mean something. I wanted to be able to kiss my husband under the altar and whisper in his ear," I can't wait for tonight." It was what I wanted what I needed. I didn't know where to go. So I drove around town for an hour. I stopped at the store picking up a carton of Browney Fudge Icea-cream. I looked casual in my shorts and Nick's heavy sweatshirt. Some young girls recognized me and gave me funny looks. I shunned them away and drove home. Nick's View: I should have been more responsible! I could have killed myself for being such an ass. I might have just lost her. All because I couldn't control below my belt. Nick's thoughts began to run. What if he had gone farther with Jess? Was he wiling to deal with the consequences that might come from such a great thing? What if Jess had gotten pregnant? He shook the thought out of his head. He couldn't deal with it right now. All he wanted to do was hold her in his arms and never let her go. Before the vsion of her sweet face the door opend and his love walked in. Jessica's view: I saw his face... full of tears. I had never seen him cry. I went strait to the kitchen. Nick appeared at the kitchen door. "I'm sorry," he said standing in the doorway not moving close to me.

"I'm sorry," I said.

"Sorry for what?" he asked in a scared voice.

"For letting you have so much access," I said.

"Letting me access? It isn't your fault that I think your gorgeous, amazing, and the most beautiful women in the world. If we ever get in that situation like we where just in. I promise to remove myself from it," he said walking over to me.

"Nick?"

"Yeah," he said still standing in the doorway.

"Come here," I said. He walked over to me, not touching me, just steps away from me. I took his hands and pulled him toward me. I put his palm against mine and wove my finger's through his. I then stood on my tippy toes so my five-foot seven body was a bit taller. I leaned up and kissed his lips. "So your not mad at me?" Nick asked when we had parted.

"Ummmm no," I said wrapping my arms around his stomach. Nick's View: My heart was releaved. She had taken my heart back. That night we ordered a pizza and ate the Browney Fudge ice-cream. I put on Gone with the Wind and held her with all my love. "You look so sexy in that sweater," I said lying on the couch behind her.

"Well it belongs to the sexiest man in the world so I guess that counts for something," I said kissing his lips. That night I fell asleep to the sound of jess's breath, and the smell of her hair shampoo. I could have held her like that forever. It seemed like we had just been over a huge bump in our relationship. I was then ready to take it further. Then the phone rang...

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