MEANT TO BE DEAD-3/4/00

Crunching teeth and breaking glass.
Apathy was too much for me to take.
I'm kicking everyone's smart ass.
I won't do NE thing for my sake.

I won't pretend nothin's gotten to me.
I'm flippin out for real this time.
Someone shoot me out of my misery.
I'm not gonna be fuckin fine.

Stuck on the facts, I can't relax.
My life was over when I admitted it.
I'm meant to die, shoot my own ass.
Pulling my hair and throwing a fit.

I WAS MEANT TO BE DEAD
I WAS MEANT TO BE DEAD

Over the hill, I hit the bucket.
Dark eyes, and my lips are feeling white.
No one to kill but me, so FUCK IT.
Through it all, I never saw the light.

I WAS MEANT TO BE DEAD.