One last night...

Well i have been playing with my toys and thinking about what I am going to wear what a girley thing to do .... and I am trying to forget that I have one more day of work before the event.

I was playing with my scanner a bit tonight that's why I have the stupid background and pic :) but every stupid little thing I do just adds to my excitement. I should go to bed...I should be well rested.. I keep debating if I should bring soda for the wait in line I was going to be cute and try to pick up a bottle or two of tea and some other soda ... but then I thought what if that makes me go to the bathroom ... what a silly detail... I don't even care about what I just wrote , I can't see why you would.

Anyway back to the rest thing ... I drive myself crazy with that everytime I count on the fact that I don't need much sleep .... like on Friday night when I am home with Joe ... I fall asleep... If I fall asleep in the movie just shoot me ok ... hehehe I think I may be worrying over nothing.

That damn water is still running .... ugh !
Today work was annoying again ... It was fine yesterday but today I came into chaos and the situation didn't improve much... my manager was in a meeting there was work everywhere the main coppier was down and once again they were sweeping up and I was running around muttering oh shit,oh shit, oh shit trying to hide all the uglies so I can go home and not hold up everyone else ... and of course like always I had one of those 8:55pm customers that wanted to run hundreds of coppies ...ignoring completely the announcements telling them polightly to get the fuck out.... and I am so bad at pushing people ... tonight I lost track of time and didn't realize we were closing until I head John give the customer the 3 minute warning ... Thank God for John :) Tonight the gentlman seemed respectful enough and was out the door before another prompting was necessary.. but there have been times ... I will give the customers 5-10 minute warnings I tell them we are closing and they don't move ... then John or someone comes and says the exact same thing and they get all frazzled and pick up the pace ... I don't know what it is about me ... I don't know why I am am not intimidating .... but I wanna be... What I love is when they say something like oh you don't understand I got out of work late, not realizing my lack of sympathy for them because they are making me and everyone else in the store late... but no sense in bitterness for the most part we have great customers .. I just need to bitch a little every once in a while or I explode :) Tomorrow night though I am going to be the biggest bitch ... I am turning off the machines at quarter to ... I am sweeping the mess under the rug and I will do or say anything to get out of there early.
I even need time to change clothes LOL I plan on getting all gussied up I guess ... not really but for the first time this year I am hauling out my summer dress I think it is a little fufu for me but I kinda feel special in it and Joe likes it alot. I will have to wear some perfume too ... Joe remembers smells and everytime he smells me wearing perfume he hugs me a little tighter ... I think it reminds him of when we first went out I wore it more often back then. ...hehe i can't remember the last time I put this much thought into what I want to wear ... and you know what to everyone but Joe I will look the same as I always do.