// June.25.03

Cool. I just found this awesome Dj software. It will do till I get some real shit. I love this shit. Ive been scratchin mp3's all day. This shit go fed.

Can't to get some CDJ's or turntables... I think Im gonna go wit the CDJ's tho. ; )

posted 3:59 PM

Bored. Look this is the worst summer of my life. I mean it sucks. I have nothing to do. Im away from all my friends. Im just at home. Ahh I can't take this bull shit. I wanna go to Altus and live with my Dad. So at least I could be somewhat social.

Michelle said that she was going to send me some pics and shit. Thank god. I havent seen her in the longest. I can't wait till I see her again. It will be great.

Well none you people thought it would happen.. but yes Im getting back into efedding. Im going to run the wWc along side Ryan. And Brandon and Philip. It will be run the way it was ment.. all pitching in here and there. And I wont have to be a wrestler in it. Yes :) woot. I have always just wanted to run a succsesfull one.. and damnit. I will...

Damn I have no life.

posted 12:06 AM

// June.22.03

I feel pretty good now. Since me and Mom finally talked about me going back to Altus today. She said it would be good if I went with my father back to Altus and to go to school down there. I mean I got more stuff to do down there. Fun place for me.

I really fuckin' hope I go back. I wanna go to Altus Highschool so bad. I think I still got to go to summer school this July I think. Which will suck. I got to go to Edmond Santa Fe Highschool for it. So I'm like... "Oh great another new school". I'm tellin you man I've been to a new school ever 3 months. This shit is pittiful. And its been that way all my life. Oh well. Maybe... hopefully I can come back to Altus and settle somewhere for at least a year or something. It all depends if there is another war or disastor or not. Seeing that he will get reactivated again. I really hope that doesn't happen.

They are really working the shit out of the Army National Gaurd... expacially for this Iraq bullshit. The National Gaurd pretty much won this war for us on the ground in Iraq.

Anyways I'm just happy things are begining to look at bit clearer. So till next time.. im out.

posted 8:40 PM

// June.21.03

I don't know if people have realized it yet. But yeah, I have no life. It's a terrible thing. I don't like being coop'd up in this house all the time. But I guess that what you do when you have no one around to see or no where to go. Seein' I was only in school here in Edmond for the last of the year and really didn't make any solid friends. Well now some might say, why don't you just go out and make friends during the summer? Well uh.. I have no way too. I live around a bunch of college students who keep to them selves and I have no transportation. My Mom is never home anymore. She is always with her boyfriend.

It's differnt not having her around as much. I mean she never comes home at night. She goes to work at somewhere around 8am. And comes home at around 4pm, then leves at like 6 and doesn't come back home till then next morning around 7am... then 8am she goes back... its and on going cycle.

I don't ever see her. I'm always on the computer.. hold on I have a incoming call..

Oh how relectant.. and call for Mom. Oh wait that's right she isn't ever here. Yeah well let me tell you something. Ever since she started this cycle with her boyfriend. I've had to take alot of responsiblility. See if Jason X ran through that door... I'd have to kill him. Ok well maybe thats a little desrastic but it could happen.

Anywayz, about my apparent rap career and all. I guess I'm doin ok. Droppin' mixtapes and all. It's ok. I still haven't really got to were I want myself though. I don't really like my voice. But oh well. People are going to have to deal with that. lol.

Well I feel bad now. I hung up on Michelle (my love). I was mad at my Mom for talking some bullshit about what needs to happen and what not.. she ain't ever around "fuck her", lol. But yeah back to Michelle. I feel bad... but she is still like.. "Well when you wanna talk just let me know. I don't want to talk to you when your mad. :-)". She fuckin' put the smilie face and everything. Now that's a women ladies and gentlemen. Most other gurls woulda been like "Awww Hell Naaaw!." But nooo. Not my Michelle. :)

Well Im out.

posted 6:16 PM