A.G. Entry
From AG:
Submission:
...It really seems that lately I have been trying to reach out to someone with the same... & it has been hard finding the right person who knows exactly what it feels like to be in complete dispair and...in the feeling that they are losing their control. And it is hard to wake up in the morning and look at myself and feel like I am alone in this ride. And it has almost gotten to the point where I am afraid to look into someone's eyes for fear that they will know that I am losing my control and grip on myself. Because I am...It is hard for me to admit to myself that I have no control anymore....but in the deep clouds of my mind... I see my sky that looks like heaven, and an Earth that looks like shit..and I keep going...and reaching. And feeling dissapointed in the end. My dissapointment only fuels me to keep going because in my head I know that if I keep going and persuing my ideal of perfectness (if even such a word) it will get better...............and it cuts me to know that it hasn't.
WM, thanks for your site..I am glad I am not alone....and that somewhere else in the world another human being is in the same race that I am in..experiencing the same. Thanks soo very much.
A.G
Note from WM
You are never alone, A.G., nor is anyone this site touches. Thank you for your submission, and keep up your hope.
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