Well. What a long strange trip it's been, and I can't believe it's over for me. Finally. Last year, on the 19 July 2002, I wrote a note that tried to explain why I was letting go of the fandom. And it was a ramble. No direction, no nothing. I've figured out why it didn't make sense... because I hadn't truly let go. I was still holding on to some thread of... hope, I guess. Hope that Hanson wouldn't truly let me down.

The truth is, they have let me down, and now I have moved on. Nothing even remotely related to Hanson sits on my bookshelves, on my walls, anywhere. I still have the CDs on my rack, but I dont' listen to them anymore. The sad truth is, I don't want to anymore.

But there's hope for this disillusioned girl yet. I look back on Hanson with nostalgia, and no bitterness.

So thanks. I appreciate it. If you can't stand to be without me, I have a new site. It's called Fiction Oasis, and *gasp* there's a Hanson story on it. Good luck, my friends, and may everything you do turn out well. - Anarchy, Sabrina 29 July 2003

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