Feb 11, 2003~ I gotta tell you, I'm telling the truth when I say I'm going to update!! I know I have been saying that for like 5 million years but being a college freshmen kinda takes up a lot of time you know! As awesome as it is got lots of work and midterms are this week! YIIKKES! So please forgive me and check back here once in a blue moon cuz I have all these little notes and things everywhere about stuff I want to add on here and I'm just lacking the time these days! But that doesn't mean i'm less of a BSB fan~ still 101% behind them! The news is updated so scroll on down and take a look I think from now on I'll try to at least update the news! Ok? Ok! Have an awesome day! PS: Thanks Steph!! It's great to know that someone cares that I'm still alive lol thanks a lot!! :oD <--big smiley!

Did you guys catch 10 rules for dating my teenage daughter?? I think that's what it's called! With John Ritter? Well Nick was on it! Twice actually! First appearance he made he was Bridget's drum teacher and it was pretty cool cuz he played some beats and gotta say it's pretty good! And Bridget also gave him a big smoocharoo before he left back for college cuz she thinks they are meant to be or something like that. And he was on the show again today! I didn't know so I missed parts of it but she tracked him down in college and she realizes he doesn't like her back stuff like that.

Speaking of Nick, him and aaron were judges on Star search! And they liked the asian model (nice considering i'm asian too haha) and it was really funny because aaron would speak for them when they were giving out scores and he kinda justs sits there nodding his head or something lol Ohh nicky

Nick's kinda been here and there and I know we miss the other boys as well soo did you guys catch Kevin guest hosting with Kelly on The Regis and Kelly show?? Ok I know everyone has there favorite boys and what not but watching the show (by the way Kev was clean cut with the hair in a suit and had his usual goatee thing nothing too long nothing too messy looking) I must say that Kevin s SUCH a good looking man! I mean he is like so handsome! My eyeballs were just GLUUED onto the screen! I don't know! He has like this glowing porcelin skin and dark hair and he looks like such a gentlemen! There was this one part where they were cooking and he's like what should i do?? And the lady's like just stand there and look good! Or something and it was so funny cuz he kinda struck a pose. Then barney was on the show, yeah the purple dino (I didn't even know kids still watched him I thought he was out since the invasion of telle tubbies and those guys that wear bright leotard suits) and this one kid was like scared or pissed or something he wouldn't clap his hands or stomp his feet (they were doing if you're happy and you know it) and here comes Kevin trying to get him into the spirit but the kids just not having it! But watching Kevin try was kinda cute! Kevin, kevin, kevin your wife is one lucky gal!

Gosh I just realized how much I missed working on this site!! =)

Do you guys watch the Bachellorette?? yeah I don't care if it's a guilty pleasure I am sucked into that show like you don't even know!! But um this one guy I don't remember his name anymore but he had like the curly kinda long but not really dirty blond hair and was reallly soft spoken and he got cut kinda late into the game and i was so rooting or him cuz he was just such a cutie!! AND because he reminded me of BRIAN!! Totally! I don't know I think it's the nice guy vibe and he looked kinda like brian! In some ways! Anyone know who I'm talking about?? If you do sign the guestbook and tell me what you think! Kinda a Brian look alike, yea??

Ok this is a little off topic but do you listen to Sum 41? Well I was watching the DVD included in their Does This Look Infected album and in the first of the home videos, there is this little clip of them at some radio station doing an interview and they are all wearing like helmets (i dont know why!) but anyway Deryck (lead singer dude) says something like, "yeah we all met at a hole concert we were in the front row!" and he smiles and OMG there is an uncanny resemblance to my favorite singer in the world (that was a sarcastic remark by the way) JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE! Like the side shot of deryck smiling i was like HOLY MOLY! And since I'm on the topic of deryck, normally he doesn't look like justin, just there because i think he was younger then and we didn't see his hair (he looks like the young justin back in the "i want you back" days) but yeah I'm really digging sum 41 these days and yes ive fallen for the lead singer guitar man! I don't even know what it is but I think actually I am attracted to the whole group not just for their music but because they are SO FREAKING HILARIOUS!! Have you ever watched these guys?? That DVD is so funny that I went on this crusade looking for Introduction to Destruction their first DVD. MAN! NO music store around carries it! I mean I went to sam goody, wherehouse, blockbuster, tower records, borders, another sam goody, another wherehouse, barnes and nobles and best buy!! So I finally just ordered it online but I have to wait like 2 weeks!!! GOODNESS!Yeah but they seem like so much fun to hang around with cuz they are so rowdy and charming in a boyish immature kidna way...lol plus deryck has the cutest dimples! awwww haha sorry i had to add that little tennybopper remark.

Another hot guy alert: Mike Erwin! Who the hell is Mike Erwin you might be asking yourselves! He plays Colin Hart, the boyfriend who had a coma, on WB's Everwood. He was also in The New Guy and American Pie 2 I think. He is just so gorgeous! He has dark hair and light colored eyes they are so like beautiful! So I started watching the show cuz of him but now I actually like the show too lol So yeah just letting ya'll in on all the hotness I've been seeing these days =) Oh Orlando Bloom too, way hot! gotta love the pointy ears/tights thing hes got going on haha

(Look I update like 8 months later and you can't shut me up!)

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