So don't you mess with me
I'm not here for you to screw my mind
I'm not here to get you off
With you I had such a frigged up time
Don't feel all big and proud
'cuz you didn't do jack
I had the cart full of you
always pulling against
your inability
to be something real;
something true.
I'm not here to be played
I'm not here for your games
You smile as my heart says
I still like you
through my liquid eyes
but ha! my heart lied!
Did it tell you how I cried?
I never thought this pain would end
I always thought
I'd want to stay friends
but how could we
when we never were?
In other circumstances
we wouldn't give eachother
a second thought
in your web of deception
I was thoroughly caught
contained by your fire soft lips
held by your comfortable lies
with all my countless tries
to keep my own illusions together
oh heartless fiend!
My stormy weather
I'm glad I'm through
I've cut down your pedestal
blade to your throat
as you plead insanity
for the wrongs you commited to me
you can smile all you want
'cuz I'm free.
