I am one of the elite
One of the few that reside in heaven
If only I am with you
But this feeling of eternal bliss
Can it last forever?
Doubts plague my mind
They cloud my heart
And smother my soul
They linger around me
Always trying to make me waver
Trying to corrupt my beliefs
Doubts
Evil incarnate
Whose only purpose is to defeat me
Who prays on my hesitation
It lurks in my mind
Follow my heart?
Or trust my head?
Questions
My soul searches for answers every second of the day
Inner turmoil
Yet total euphoria
A double-edged sword perhaps?
It cuts either way
I just need to choose which side inflicts the wounds
I never realized just how hard
Or just how strong emotions could be
Until I met you
You turn my life upside down
But chaos is just what I need
Confusion's all around me lately
Heart…
Head…
Heart…
Head…
So hard to believe in either
Both deceivers of the soul
Both plan against each other
To bring each other down
Never agreeing, never coinciding
Does love really conquer all?
Is this what love is?
I need a new perspective
I need to have some space
Got to feel and think alone for a while
You're too distracting
Or am I too easily distracted?
Either way
My heart and head need to decide
Once and for all
