Sometimes I wonder if this is all there is
If there's more
How will I find the door
That it all hides behind
How come it's me I've yet to find
I know what I want
But I can't find a way
It's sad after wanting for so many days
How much longer do I wait
Before I give up
Do I keep searching, hoping believing in fate?
Its like I'm not really apart of the world
I'm in it but can't experience it because I'm being held back
Invisible arms saying no
Protecting me
From the life of the show
So do I want out
Or do I stay in
Do I give up
Or do I give way?
Confusion is to less of a word
Lost is mixed about it the turns
Life is an acid
My heart it burns
Everywhere I look
Every which turn
I'm faced with a decision
I yet to learn
I wish the world had a book
A helpful guide
To show the answers
When they seem to hide.
