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Next week this time I won't be living at home anymore. I have wanted to move out from the age of 16, just like any other teenager. Not that I don't like home. I will miss my parents, even. I will miss them being around when I need them to be. But at the moment thinking about the opportunities following from their not being around still is more powerful. I just want to be free, live my own live, do what I want.
I *so* sound like a teenager now, lol. I am a teenager. Sod it. I am excited as a little child...

I keep walking around in my room and wanting to pack my things, decide what books I will take, what music, etc then realizing it is TOO EARLY to pack. It's actually really amusing to watch myself. I think this is one of the nicest periods in ones life. Standing in between school and university, trembling on the verge of a new life, having loads of things to look forward to, not feeling their off sides yet. Having only your imagination to look upon what is about to happen.

I will be probably cursing my text books in two months from now. I recognize this feeling from a long time ago, when I still was eager to go to high school... Eep.

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Lily: I like metal.
Pooh: You mean the music?

Yeah well, black smith isn't as popular a job anymore these days...

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~Music:~
The gothic compilations.

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What are *you* planning to do with your life?
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