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It seems to be the time of year to hear from old friends. Yesterday I received an email from Charlotte. She used to be my best friend in Holland. We have lived next to each other for close to 7 years, a long long time ago...
She has been on my mind these past weeks. Although I feel we both have changed over the years and realize the worlds we live in are veryvery different -until the edge of absurdity- I would love to meet up with her again and just chat about everything that has happened since we last saw each other. Just thinking of it makes hundreds of plans pop into my head. I would let her meet some of my friends here and she would let me have a look into her 'life-after-jen'. That would be very cool.

I went out with a few people from Keltgar last night. I am still holding chance with them.
Fuck, they want me. But things are complicated. That's all I'm going to say :))

Last night, being dropped off at home, I watched some tv before going to bed, and switching from channel to channel picked up parts of a porn film. Not a *real* porn movie, just one of these erotic late night serials consisting of several independant plots. One of which was situated at a deserted office after working time. Main characters: a brusty secretarish female, high heels and hot pants -because people wear that at their job- and an overtanned macho type electrician. After a short conversation beyond all patheticness they had sex on their boss' desk.
Aren't they clever those script writers.

I wonder whether people who seriously watch this sort of stuff bother about the whole thing being a set-up story, the sweating subjects of their attention being just two cheap actors, surrounded by cameras and a film crew. The script being written by some horny writer that has failed in his attempts to write a real novel.
I would just feel betrayed. Then again, me and porn never have been a striking match.

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Quote of the day:
Willem, deadly bored behind his desk, exploring the use of the paperclip.
"Can I pierce your apple?"

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Music:
Keltgar. I am currently figuring out some Nightwish-thingy things on the piano :)

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