Laverne has been at the end of every runway that the up and coming fashion model Trevore has walked for the past two years. One could say she has become a bit of a groupie. Laverne has seen Trevore in business suits, casual attire, swimwear and even in sexy underwear. Laverne has seen Trevore in everyway except the one way she has been fantasizing about since she laid eyes on him. She hopes tonight will change her fantasies to reality.

Backstage, Trevore has been psyching himself up for the show. He has taken his usual round of antidepressants. Tonight he's not really worried about his performance on the catwalk. He is more concerned with the fact that he has a date with his number one fan, Laverne, this evening. Trevore knows he's a good catch. He doesn't smoke or drink. He's intelligent, sincere and polite - not to mention fine. Even so, he definitely has some reservations about this evening.

After the show Laverne and Trevore decided to retire to his place for a cozy evening of videos. Laverne had been waiting for this night for what seemed like an eternity. Everything was falling into place. The ambiance was right and when they touched one another it felt as if they were on fire. As soon as Laverne thought her wildest dreams were about to come true, Trevore stopped everything. He didn't want to rush things. He was no one's one-night stand.

Laverne was frustrated and confused. She was not even sure if she wanted to go out with him again. It should have been refreshing having a man want to take his time and get to know her, but it wasn't. She had fantasized about Trevore for so long, the abrupt end to their impending passion was definitely a sore point. Even so, when Trevore called to ask her out on a second date Laverne was thrilled.

Their second date was magical. Romance permeated the air. Trevore blindfolded her and secreted her away to a yacht. The evening was filled with music, food, poetry, and passion. But, Trevore still felt he could not give himself to her completely. She wasn't ready yet. Nor was he. Would Laverne ever be able to handle the nagging secret he has been carrying since puberty? Would there be a chance that she could possibly ever love him after what she was bound to discover during intimacy? Would size really matter?

For a great deal of women and men size really does matter. Psychologically speaking, we tend to feel that bigger is better. Most issues of sexual inadequacy are not physical problems, but mental ones. Realizing these mental blockages will enable readers to come away with a better understanding of their perceptions and appreciate the tools the creator has bestowed upon them.