1. head like a hole
head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a
hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control.
bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve.
2. terrible lie
(hey god), i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation comes only in a
dream. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. (hey god), can this world be as
sad as it seems?
terrible lie
don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from
me. i need someone to hold on to.
(hey god), there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security, and
pride. i'm all alone in this world you must despise. (hey god), i believed the
promises, the promises and lies.
terrible lie
you made me throw this all away. my morals left to decay.how many you betray.
you've taken everything.
terrible lie
my head is filled with disease. my skin is begging you to please. i'm on my hands
and knees. i want so much to believe.
i need someone to hold on to. i need someone to hold on to. i need someone. i
need someone. i need someone to hold on to.
i give you everthing. my sweet everything.(hey god), i really don't know who i am.
i this world of piss.
well shut up, so what,what does it matter now. i was swimming in the haze now i
crawl on the ground. and eveything i never liked about you, is kinda seeping in to
me. try to laugh about it now, but isn't it funny how everything works out. ("i.
guess the jokes on me" she said).
i was up above it. now i'm down in it..
i used to be so big and strong. i used to know my right from wrong. i used to
never be afraid. i used to be somebody. i used to have something inside. now it's
just this hole, it's open wide. i used to want it all. i used to be somebody.
i'll cross my heart and hope to die. but the needle's already in my eye. and all the
worlds weight is on my back and i don't even know why. and what i used to think
was me is just a fading memory. i looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye".
i was up above it. now i'm down in it.
i am justified. i am purified. i am sanctified. inside you..
heaven's just a rumor she'll dispel. as she walks me through the nicest parts of
hell. i still dram of lips i never should have kissed. well she knows exactly what i
can't resist..
if she says come inside, i'll come inside for her. if she says give it all up, i'll give
everything to her..
i am justified. i am purified. i am sanctified. inside you..
i'm just caught up in another of her spells. she's turning me into someone else.
everyday i hope and pray that this will end. but when i can, i do it all again.
if she says come inside, i'll come inside for her. and if she says give it all up, i'll
give everything to her..
i am justified. i am purified. i am sanctified. inside you..
(as surely as the blade's course is run. maybe my kingdom's finally come).
5. something i can never have
i just want something i can never have..
in this place it feels like such a shame. though it all looks different now, i know it's
still the same. everywhere i look you're all i see. just a fading fucking reminder of
who i used to be. come on and tell me..
make this all go away. you make this all go away. i just want something. i just want
something i can never have. i just want something i can never have..
( i think you know what i meant. that night on my bed. still picking at this scab. i
wish you were dead. you sweat and perry ellis. just stains on my sheets.).
7. sin
8. that's what i get
but that's what i get.
how could you turn me into this? after you just taught me how to kiss you. i told
that i would never say goodbye. now i'm slipping on the tears you've made me cry.
but that's what i get.
why does it come as a surpize? to think that i was so naive. maybe didn't mean
that much. but it meant everything to me..
9. the only time
maybe i'm all messed up. maybe i'm all messed up in you.
but this is the only time i really feel alive. this is the only time i really feel alive.
i swear. i just found everything i need. the sweat in your eyes, the blood in your
veins are listing to me. well i want to drink it up and swim in it until i drown. my
moral standing is lying down..
nothing quite like the feel of something new..
maybe i'm al messed up. maybe i'm all messed up in you..
but this is the only time i really feel alive. this is the only time i really feel alive. (i
can't help thinking christ never had it like this).
10. ringfinger
well you got me working so hard lately. working my hands until they bleed. if i was
twice the man i could be, i'd still be half of what you need. still you lead me and i
follow. anything you ask you know i'll do. this one act of consecration is what i
ask of you..
ringfinger. promise carved in stone. deeper than the sea. ringfinger. sever flesh
and bone and offer it to me..
you just leave me nailed here. hanging like jesus on this cross. i'll be dying for
your sins and aiding to the cause.
.
ringfinger. promise carved in stone. deeper than the sea. ringfinger. sever flesh
and bone and offer it to me..
wrap my eyes in bandages. confessions i see through. i get everything i want,
when i get part of you..
ringfinger. promise carved in stone. deeper than the sea. ringfinger. sever flesh
and bone and offer it to me. ringfinger promise carved in stone. deeper than the
sea. ringfinger. devil's flesh and bone. do something for me..
