These experiences took place between 1986-1996. I started writing them down in a journal in 1987. I am sure there are a few out there that can relate. Everyone's experience starts out different and this is how mine began. I have met more and more people from all over the world that the same things had happened to, and during the same years. I was afraid to speak of what happened and carried the memories with me for several years before finally deciding to share it with others.
I was not alone when these things occurred. There were others like me that had been singled out. A special bond had formed between us, but the others asked not to be identified here. When our experiences came to an end we wondered if it was just a strange dream that we witnessed together, or if it was real and we were made to remember it as though it were a dream.
I have also spoken with several individuals that claim the majority of the popular "Sci-fi" shows on TV were written by people that had actually experienced those stories. I find it rather strange that quite a few years after this experience took place, movies and weekly series (like Sliders, X-files, and Stargate, to name just a few) came out with almost identical subjects. It was rather obvious to me that my friends and I were not the only ones that had had these types of experiences. We speculated that our experiences were leaked out by some of the ones in "the groups" that had studied people like us. But I think now it is just that so many people have been abducted and don't remember it and the information leaks out from their subconscious into the stories they write for television.
The arrangement of the stories are not in the original order as the times the events took place, they do follow a specific train of thought, however. This is my personal account of an experience endured while being observed in an intense government based study. The things I am about to tell you are in regard to secret activities involving many people, which I intend to disclose for anyone that is interested.
After reflecting on the years spent being monitored, I wrote something that defines my own conclusions:
Now, I have better insight into the past events, despite the unpreventable influences that clouded a portion of my perception. I realize that there was too much emphasis placed on whom I was personally by those monitoring at that time. I had merely reacted to the situation spontaneously, which related to my own characteristics through the devotion to higher reasoning. In fact it had taken total trust in the Creator to be able to let go of my own personality and allow divine authority to guide. Had the researchers been focused on the spiritual interpretation of the hidden presences, the motives would have been clearly understood. I also felt that if all persons involved had truly been inspired by the Lord to be there, they would have been able to agree about what was transpiring around myself and others who were considered to be the main subjects. Those researchers that had been led to me through prayer and meditation expressed no confusion or conflicts while witnessing each phase.
Now, I wonder if criticism had come from ones that would never understand the true essence of man's spirit let alone the Creator's. Perhaps they were permanently limited to a superficial comprehension of how the human presence relates to the vast universe. The type of individuals that if asked where space ended they would have likely answered beyond our universe with no hesitation.
I know it is time that everything be clarified on the level that this type of scientific research bestrides. It is important to put my testimony into words that each person can grasp, if not now, then at least planted in their memories for later... for a time when it will be most needed. My truest hope is to reach and inspire the ones out there that are included in a spiritual awakening, to remind them of what their calling means before it is too late. Unfortunately, There will be very few that are appreciably reminiscent from this or any other prompting. But, I consider sparing even one person of a final separation from spiritual hope as a great privilege.
If someone were to ask me what it is all about, I would sum it up like this: "It is a battle for your soul; between good and evil. Each individual be will lead to one thing - a choice. If the right choice is made, they must let go of you. After a short while you are filled with contentment, and that leads to joy"...
THE BEGINNING: This experience started in Spokane, Washington, in 1986. My connections to the study realted some to having previously served in the Civil Air Patrol for a couple of years, from 1977-1979, during that time I was introduced to Air Force Brass. I had family in Law Enforcement that were connected to higher officials in government as well, and one family member was a General in the Pentagon. The Fairchild Air Force Base is an arms length from Spokane and it is my belief there were quite a few singled out in the area for just such a study.
I had always been a person with one foot in another world having to do with the paranormal, but what happened to me has changed my life forever. Most of the things described here happened physically, with witnesses in numbers no fewer than ten at all times. Other experiences were dreams or virtual realities shared by at least five other individuals at the same time.
Important: we used fasting (with prayer) and were often influenced by sleep deprivation, which by the way has been known to invoke unusual spiritual experiences.
I had made the acquaintance of a man who was involved with Naval Intelligence. I will call him the “navy man”. He was a strangely quiet, secretive, and exceedingly intelligent person who, on a humorous note, often had me wondering whether he had escaped from Area 51. He seemed to be overly interested in my extra sensory perception. I told him that back in the seventies I had taken part in some scientific experimentation involving my abilities, which he seemed to have already been aware of. I moved in with him and after a short time our friendship changed.
I became more and more aware of groups of people secretly monitoring me with special equipment from many nearby locations. I found out that he was involved with a research project and the group's main purpose was to monitor my every contact and response to extraterrestrial and inner-terrestrial beings (inner-terrestrials were beings closely connected to extraterrestrials but living underground or amongst us, most often unseen and on a different energy level that can physically affect us). I was later told that I was chosen from a list of possible subjects because of my spiritually oriented past, telepathy, and moral values. Also, according to them, I had clearly shown signs of having been abducted by extraterrestrials for experimentation at an early age.
I learned that visitations by the extraterrestrial beings had been occurring throughout history, and while some seemed positive and constructive in nature, most were out right negative and destructive. In more recent times, the Pentagon decided they needed answers from as many sources as they could find, since it was soon discovered that they had no special protection from them. They sought out those that had secretly been placed on a list of the abducted. They were hoping to scan the minds of the people who had had exposure to the inner/extraterrestrials. The government wished to gain some insight into extraterrestrial technology from the memories of the abducted. In many cases the government conspired to invoke the influences and then monitor from behind the scenes.
THE DOORWAY: In my experience the main event actually began when, late one evening, the navy man seemed to have changed into a different being. Still appearing as the same man physically, "It" spoke and looked very unusual at the same time; altered or superimposed in some way. It said that with my help it would open up a door to the unseen worlds and let out the forces waiting there. Many times my hands had been used as a tool for healing and eventually I used the same energy to move objects. Before I could comprehend what was taking place, it directed me to use my hands for sending out energy in a southwestern direction, saying that this was where one of the doorways existed. It mentioned something about Isotopes and unseen levels of existence. This was the direction that Hanford Nuclear Energy Plant was located. He began explaining that it was a threshold for many extraterrestrials and that the facility and a number of others had been a doorway to the other worlds for many years. But now, different sets of influences were ready for concurrence.
I suddenly remembered something about nuclear plants; the one in Russia with a name that meant wormwood came to mind. That particular name was mentioned in the bible as a force that would be involved in a portion of earth’s destruction. I did as It said and all of a sudden I heard a loud roar like thunder. Then came more vibration and rumbling that shook the building. When I looked out the window I saw many lights and heard strange music coming from above the dwelling. I had no idea how to stop what had been set into motion. I prayed to the Lord to help me. Turning back to say something to the being, it then looked more completely like the navy man once again. He seemed disoriented as he keyed information into the computer and watched the activity with amazement. I began to review information from separate levels of reality, starting off on a journey seemingly beyond dreams.
VISUAL CONTACT: The navy man sometimes took me on long drives to Lake Pend O'Reille, Idaho, often it was at night, other times it was later in the daytime. He owned a beautiful home on the lake. Sometimes we brought a few of our friends. We were usually followed by black helicopter looking crafts (even during daylight). At night they would shine different colored light beams of greenish-yellow, blue, and red, down on us. They didn't stay around for long, it was more like they just wanted us to know that we had been followed.
I loved to stay out in the boathouse. I slept better with the waves rocking me to sleep. At different times when I was visiting there, I heard a low humming sound and felt intense vibration all around. I would come out of the boathouse and see a cigar shaped aircraft moving back and forth across the water a short ways off. It had different colored lights along the sides.
A couple of times when we were driving back to Spokane, one would move directly over head and shine a beam of white light down on us. The navy man did not trust these crafts, and he refused to go to the places that they would summons us to go (by pointing the light into a wooded area off the road). I did not ever remember being beamed up like other people had reported.
The same black helicopter aircrafts that followed us to the lake cabin often floated over the apartment building in Spokane too. They made so much sound and intense vibration that people on the south hill in that area were calling the Police Department and the Air Force to complain about the noise and intense vibration on a regular basis. They were told that it was just the Air Force doing practice maneuvers. Many demanded to know why the maneuvers were going on all through the night and into the early morning hours. They also wanted to know why they often could not see the crafts in the sky. No one ever got a straight answer.
My friends and I were once driving back from a trip to Lake Pend O'reille at night; we could see three crafts hovering over our apartment with the colored light beams coming from beneath them. Our apartment was over on the west side of the South Hill. We were observing them from across town on the Division Street hill. We saw other people in cars next to ours pointing at the crafts with looks of amazement on their faces. Other times we had seen the crafts out the window at night about a mile away, they seemed to be carrying out their surveillance and/or experiments on people in Hangman Valley homes. Then, in a split second flash they would move to a lengthy distance somewhere else. Curious, we drove to an edge that over looked the valley; we observed their every maneuver and were fascinated with watching them. It was becoming clear to us that they could sometimes be seen and at other times only heard.
There was an actual "local" news story at one point, which attempted to explain that these were Air Force experimental aircraft, and that they had the ability to move in two seconds from one place to another; two to five miles away. They said that they were using them to monitor drug activities, and that the different colored beams of light accomplished different things, such as monitoring sound, movement, and enabling them to render a person immobile if necessary. I knew this information was in part fabricated-- the crafts did not originally belong to the Air force, and they were not always maneuvering them. We were not connected with drugs activities either.
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THE UNSEEN- Soon after we had witnessed those crafts, visitations were made on us that seemed to involve beings practicing some type of attack exercises. First we would feel the house vibrating along with the sound of a large craft that could be heard overhead. Next we would listen to a group of people's voices and loud thumping on the roof as though they were jumping from the craft and then landing up there. We could hear them entering the apartment, but could not see them clearly. They could be heard moving around us with what sounded like "jetpacks" on their backs. They seemed to be using High Power Microwave [HPM] Weapons: Energy generated by a conventional electromagnetic apparatus, such as a radar transmitter, or released from a conventional explosion converted into a ratio-frequency weapon, which causes the disruption of electronic systems. Usually an ultra-wide ban source focus due to target vulnerability considerations. HPMs can also cause human unconsciousness without permanent maiming by upsetting the neural pathways in the brain and/or death. Another weapon used caused a burning sensation to our skin. They also used gas that burned our eyes.
Finally, just before one attack, I got a large mirror and aimed it at them. Muffled screaming and them running and falling down was heard. I can only tell you that the mirrors somehow had a very serious effect-- as though their own weaponry was turned back on them.
THE WATCHERS: It was not long until we were aware that various groups were a part of the research project such as the CIA, NASA, NATO, the Air Force, and others (whom I suspected were religious groups and/or powerful cults). Each followed their own reasoning, and not all were in complete agreement with one another. After I had expressed that I knew there was monitoring in the background and named a few of the participants, many of the groups made little effort to conceal their presence and identity.
The motives of the extraterrestrials and inner-terrestrials were becoming clear to me, as it had likely already become apparent to the researchers involved. Unsuspecting people such as the telepathic, along with the poor, homosexual, third world races, drug-addicted, alcoholic, and criminal types, (basically society's outcasts) were the different types being used for experimentation (and/or torture). It was all done with an advanced technology. Many humans had been singled out and influenced from the beginning of their lives with rigorous brain washing. They were stigmatized to ensure the likelihood of antisocial behavior. Many leaned toward reclusive lifestyles and were afraid to acknowledge that something was forcing them to be different, more vulnerable, and less successful. There were several types of experiments taking place, and contrary to many people’s beliefs, none of them had anything to do with helping the human race. The government was being forced to comply with much of the activities or they and their families would become targets as well.
Unknown to most, the government had a time altering device created by an esteemed scientist that had been discovered by accident after his death. It was used as a teleportation unit (and instantaneous travel as well). This scientist had outlined detailed information on its use, which the government confiscated. The extraterrestrials along with certain branches of government were rushing to gain control over the device's operation. The US Government had repeatedly failed to accomplish constructive results with the mathematical equations involving its function. The extraterrestrials made it known to them that they already had full control of systems very similar to the one that was found.
The government knew full well that they had a potential weapon in their possession. The device could be used to attack an enemy from an unseen level of energy and change the time frames to switch attack strategies. They were learning how to command space by bending it, creating energy surges of dissimilar resonance. Although they did use this method to manipulate certain episodes of past and future close to real-time, the government became afraid to use the apparatus for traveling too far through time where important events had or would take place. They had attempted to do so, and specially trained teams along with countless unsuspecting test subjects (civilians) were lost on a separate unknown level of energy, forever. The government planned to admit that they had copied advanced technology from the wreckage of crashed extraterrestrial ships, but later decided against it because they were using it to ready themselves against ET warfare. They had been spending billions on the race to gain a reasonable defense against them.
HANGARS: Much of the time I was being tested in huge hangars. I was never sure who was responsible the most for inciting these experiences. I tended to believe that they were for testing extraterrestrial technology. People who were chosen for the same spiritual reasons that I had been were soon accompanying me into many of the advents.
Situations inside them were set up to test and evoke responses from us. Some of the experiences we had had inside the hangers were actually brain stimulated virtual realities rather than real events in authentic surroundings. We concluded that the altering of our perception to different realities was mainly achieved through the manipulation of brain waves with special equipment used by the extraterrestrials, not from any special meditation or drug. However, many times we were literally taken to other locations from our normal surroundings through the use of their time-travel/teleportation devices. Each of the settings bore just a slightly noticeable difference from the world we had been accustomed to living in. But, we sharpened our abilities to see many things that were different, subtleties capable of being physically and visually overlooked.
The days ran together for weeks at a time as we lost track of how long we had been removed. We did not know for sure where these hangers were located geographically, there were many. I remember some in deserts; some under water, and others deep underground. I remember hangars that were out in space where I sometimes became physically exhausted. I was convinced that the stress had related to a simulated gravitational force and/or lack of the natural occurrence.
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"Science and religion are two windows that people look through, trying to understand the big universe outside, trying to understand why we are here. The two windows give different views, but both look out at the same universe. Both views are one-sided, neither is complete. Both leave out essential features of the real world. And both are worthy of respect."
-"Templeton Prize for Progress in Religion" winning words made by a physicist named Freeman Dyson.
"Religion and science are one and the same in that both are rehearsed through collective thought, while the spiritual is the order in all things, complete and perfect, always unsurpassed, without the need of practice for anything. It is the desire for truth in the inner parts; wisdom in the inmost places. By this, the universe is seen first-hand from within ones own being. Space ends at the hardened hearts of men."
-The words of a regular person named "Thunderhead".
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