Last
Kiss (One of three Heroes fics)
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SPOILER WARNING: Big time for "Heroes" (ep9)
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Something
warm flowing through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, and then she looked at me and said
Hold me darling just a little while
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I had missed ~
~ Last Kiss, Pearl Jam ~
Im no gonna cry
this is when I prove to us all
what
Im made of
This is when I redeem mself from
thcowardly life Ive lead
This is to save those
innocents, for the innocents I turned mback on
for
Harriet.. for Angel - you were a good friend, man -
and for her
My Princess. My Cordelia
I cn
hardly
believe Ive just found ya, and Im leaving ya..
forgive me, darlin?
Angel thinks he gets to be the hero again.. nuh-uh,
man. He puts his hand on my shoulder, saying goodbye.
"Fight the good fight? You never know what youre made
of until youre tested
?"
I gather me thoughts.. yeah.. Im gonna do this. I'm
a little afraid, but I'm gonna do it. I deck me
vampiric friend with a straight right
he falls off
the platform - thas *gotta* hurt, sorry man.. I *am*
savin ya here
Take care o Cordy fer me, huh?
My Cordy
. She looks at me with kinda of a
disbelievin horror. Those dark eyes beggin not ta be
doin what shes afraid I am
I put my right hand
in
her silky dark hair, and gently, bwith all the love
in the world, kiss her
our first and last kiss
Ive
heard it said that when youre dying - or know youre
about to die- you experience everything with 10 times
the intensity that ya normally would
The sparks leap
between me an me princess
But I gotta pull away.
There's no' enough time fer this
Again, Cordys eyes compel me to wait another second
to say gbye. Gotta be strong Allan Francis
I
let
her know Im regetting everythin we never had the
chance to do, too..
"Too bad we never found out..
Stay focused! I slip into me demon face.. Her eyes
widen with surprise
surprise, but not a glimmer of
horror.. My brave, beautiful, tough, tender darlin
"
if this was a face you could learn to love."
I cn hear Angel yellin at me.. tryin ta get me
ta
stop
Not a chance, buddy. One last moment to gather
me courage
. And I make my leap into the arms of
death
my leap of faith.
I grab the cables and wrench at them with all me ½
demon strength
~ And it starts to burn
~
God, what if Im not strong enough? Not good enough ta
save them? Not enough of a hero?
~ I feel my spikes searing away
God, the agony..~
Help me! I beg any Power that may be listening
Dont
let them die cus I fucked up again
.
~ My skin chars away.. Im dyin
I cn feel
it! ~
Gotta succeed! Fer once in me miserable life, let me
do somethin right!
~ I open my mouth and scream out this pain.~
I did it! I finally did somethin right.. finally
learned I can be a hero! I save them
I save her
~ The scream is now part victory cry as I feel me body
vaporise..~
Cordy, darlin
I love ya
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