DC for a business trip.
It was all so very ordinary, until we
landed in Denver for a plane change.
As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin,
an announcement was made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the
United Customer Service Representative immediately.
I thought nothing of it until I reached the door
to leave the plane, and I heard a gentleman asking every
male if they were Mr.Glenn.
At this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk.
When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man
came toward me and said, "Mr. Glenn,
there is an emergency at your home.
I do not know what the emergency is, or who is
involved, but I will take you to the phone so
you can call the hospital."
My heart was now pounding, but the will to be
calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this
stranger to the distant telephone where I called
the number he gave me for the Mission Hospital.
My call was put through to the trauma center
where I learned that my three-year-old son had been
trapped underneath the automatic garage door for several
minutes, and that when my wife had found him he was dead.
CPR had been performed by a neighbor,
who is a doctor, and the paramedics had continued the
treatment as Brian was transported to the hospital.
By the time of my call, Brian was revived and
they believed he would live, but they did
not know how much damage had been done
to his brain, nor to his heart.
They explained that the door had completely closed
on his little sternum right over his heart.
He had been severely crushed.
After speaking with the medical staff, my wife sounded
worried but not hysterical, and I took comfort
in her calmness.
The return flight seemed to last forever,
but finally I arrived at the hospital six
hours after the garage door had come down.
When I walked into the intensive care unit,
nothing could have prepared me to see my little
son laying so still on a great big bed
with tubes and monitors everywhere.
He was on a res- pirator. I glanced at
my wife who stood and tried to give me a
reassuring smile. It all seemed like a terrible dream.
I was filled-in with the details and given a
guarded prognosis. Brian was going
to live, and the preliminary tests indicated
that his heart was OK, two miracles in and
of themselves. But only time would tell if his
brain received any damage. Throughout the
seemingly endless hours, my wife was calm.
She felt that Brian would eventually be all right.
I hung on to her words and faith like a lifeline.
All that night and the next day Brian
remained unconscious. It seemed like forever since I
had left for my business trip the
day before. Finally at two o'clock that afternoon,
our son regained consciousness and sat up
uttering the most beautiful words I have ever
heard spoken. He said,
"Daddy hold me" and he reached for me with his
little arms. [TEAR BREAK...smile]
By the next day he was pronounced as having no
neuro- logical or physical deficits, and the story
of his miraculous survival spread throughout
the hospital. You cannot imagine our gratitude and joy.
As we took Brian home, we felt a unique
reverence for the life and love of our Heavenly Father
that comes to those who brush death so closely..
In the days that followed there was a special
spirit about our home. Our two older children
were much closer to their little brother.
My wife and I were much closer to each
other, and all of us were very close as a
whole family. Life took on a less stressful pace.
Perspective seemed to be more focused,
and balance much easier to gain and maintain.
We felt deeply blessed.
Our gratitude was truly profound.
The story is not over (smile)!
Almost a month later to the day of the
accident, Brian awoke from his afternoon nap
and said, "Sit down mommy.
I have something to tell you."
At this time in his life, Brian usually
spoke in small phrases, so to say a large sentence
sur prised my wife.
She sat down with him on his bed,
and he began his sacred and remarkable story.
"Do you remember when I got stuck under the
garage door? Well, it was so heavy and
it hurt really bad. I called to you,
but you couldn't hear me. I started to cry,
but then it hurt too bad.
And then the 'birdies' came."
"The birdies?" my wife asked puzzled.
"Yes," he replied. "The birdies made a whooshing
sound and flew into the garage.
They took care of me."
"They did?"
"Yes," he said. "one of the birdies came and got
you. She came to tell you I got stuck under the door."
A sweet reverent feeling filled the room.
The spirit was so strong and yet lighter
than air. My wife realized that a three-year-old
had no concept of death and spirits, so he was
referring to the beings who came to him from
beyond as "birdies" because they were up in the
air like birds that fly.
"What did the birdies look like?" she asked..
Brian answered, "They were so beautiful.
They were dressed in white, all white.
Some of them had green and white.
But some of them had on just white."
"Did they say anything?"
"Yes," he answered.
"They told me the baby would be all right."
"The baby?" my wife asked confused..
Brian answered. "The baby laying on the garage floor."
He went on, "You came out and opened the garage
door and ran to the baby.
You told the baby to stay and not leave."
My wife nearly collapsed upon hearing this,
for she had indeed gone and knelt beside
Brian's body and seeing his crushed chest
whispered, "Don't leave us Brian, please
stay if you can."
As she listened to Brian telling her the
words she had spoken, she realized that
the spirit had left his body and was looking
down from above on this little lifeless form.
"Then what happened?" she asked..
"We went on a trip." He said,
"Far, far away."
He grew agitated trying to say the things
he didn't seem to have the words for.
My wife tried to calm and comfort him,
and let him know it would be okay.
He struggled with wanting to tell something
that obviously was very important to him,
but finding the words was difficult.
"We flew so fast up in the air.
They're so pretty Mommy," he added.
"And there are lots and lots of birdies."
My wife was stunned. Into her mind the
sweet comforting spirit enveloped her more
soundly, but with an urgency she had never
before known.
Brian went on to tell her that the "birdies"
had told him that he had to come back
and tell everyone about the "birdies."
He said they brought him back to the house
and that a big fire truck, and an ambulance
were there. A man was bringing the baby out
on a white bed and he tried to tell
the man that the baby would be okay,
but the man couldn't hear him.
He said the birdies told him he had to
go with the ambulance, but they would be
near him. He said they were so pretty and so peaceful,
and he didn't want to come back.
Then the bright light came.
He said that the light was so bright
and so warm, and he loved the bright light
so much. Someone was in the bright light and
put their arms around him, and told him,
"I love you but you have to go back.
You have to play baseball, and tell everyone
about the birdies.
"Then the person in the bright light kissed
him and waved bye-bye.
Then woosh, the big sound came and they
went into the clouds.
The story went on for an hour.
He taught us that "birdies" were always
with us, but we don't see them because we
look with our eyes and we don't hear them
because we listen with our ears.
But they are always there, you can
only see them in here
(he put his hand over his heart).
They whisper the things to help us to do what
is right because they love us so much.
Brian continued, stating,
"I have a plan, Mommy. You have a plan.
Daddy has a plan.
Everyone has a plan.
We must all live our plan and keep our promises.
The birdies help us to do that cause they
love us so much."
In the weeks that followed, he often came
to us and told all, or part of it,
again and again. Always the story remained
the same. The details were never changed
or out of order. A few times he added
further bits of information and clarified
the message he had already delivered. It never
ceased to amaze us how he could tell such detail
and speak beyond his ability when he talked about
his birdies. Everywhere he went, he told
strangers about the "birdies."
Surprisingly, no one ever looked at him strangely
when he did this. Rather, they always got
a softened look on their face and smiled.
Needless to say, we have not been the same ever
since that day, and I pray we never will be.
"Author Unknown"
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