Home Coming
For my Father
I would listen in the night
For the familiar roar
And crunch of rubber tire
On gravel,
And the quiet that follows
When an engine dies
Into the cricket's song.
And I would watch
After the slam of the door
Punctuated the dark air
And calmed my worries.
The grass glowed
An unnatural green
Against the dark
As the floodlight beat down
Upon it.
Then sometimes,
When the moon added her glow,
I would see you emerge
On the path,
Halfway up our hill.
Most nights though
You would appear later,
A ghostly gray
As you approached
The floodlight's
Sphere of influence.
And there you strode,
Full and manly
In gray shirt and pants
Under your orange helmet,
With the arched rectangle
Of your lunchbox
Hanging black from your hand,
your brown tool-pouch
slapping your thigh
Like a leather holster.
You passed the retaining log
And started up the brown path
Amid the unnatural green.
Sometimes you'd see me
and wave,
Or stop and give
A jaunty salute;
Or perhaps you would glower
To see me up so late.
But it didn't matter...
I could sleep now
After willing you home
One more night.
İMarch 27, 1999