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Smile For The Camera



I see the family album.

How happy now we seem.

We all smile for the camera.

Our life is but a dream

The lady in this picture

Who seems to head it all

Has left me lying bleeding

As she hides behind her wall

And from our separate bedrooms

I try to recompense

For all our lonely hours

And wishful impotence


I know that I have failed her

Yet has she not failed me

And who will seek me out here

Upon this lonely sea



I tried to lend some meaning

Though words could not convey

And in my anguished silence

I cried for light of day



Give to me of your substance

Though you may not see mine

And take that chance of daring

To see if you shall find



The fine art of forgiveness

That leads to love anew

And I shall give my honor

As fresh as morning dew



The past we'll place behind us

You never more need fear

That what has come between us

Should ever reappear


But my kiss has no meaning

My lips lie listless still

For one holds me guilty

And holds to her own will



Must strangers know my own heart

Far more than you and I

Must strangers give me solace

Or hold me as I die



Must strangers know my secrets

More close than our sweet breath

And whose name shall I call then

When I approach my death

She is but a dream here

I hold her to my heart

You wonder where I am now

As we seem miles apart



So smile now for the camera

The image looks so fine

Will all we have just die here

And wither on the vine



You know I cannot leave you

Yet surely now you know

That someone has my essence

Another's touched this soul



And so if here we linger

And here if we remain

What must I now relinquish

And what now shall I gain



If we can go no higher

If we cannot go on

Just smile now for the camera

For this is all we own






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