January 8, 2000

Dear Ahmet,

HAPPY FREAKIN NEW YEAR! Hope yours was great! I'm sure it was, you probably did something cool unlike myself. Well, I guess my New Years Eve was OK. I went to a friends party and it was fun, at least I was with friends. I'm just happy I didn't have to kill someone for a glass of water! I was kind of hoping the lights would go out or something just to freak everyone out. But no, it had to be a well lit evening!

Right now life kinda sucks. My friend Carla and I aren't speaking and I don't know why. I even went to her house and asked her point blank what the hell was going on. She said that nothing was wrong. I'm the kind of person that when I have a problem with someone I speak to that person. I'm a firm believer in communication.

Ahmet, I do not know what to do. I know that I didn't do anything wrong. I am a peaceful person and I'm pretty well in touch with my own feelings as well as others; and I'm pretty sure I would know if I did or said something that wasn't right. She will not listen to logic. I tried to talk to her calmly but she didn't care. I hate that this might mean the end of a good friendship for some stupid reason that I don't even know. If you have any advice, hand it over; I need it.

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Yours,

Guru Catherine