D I V O R C E
Mood:  incredulous
song of the day !!

Our little boy is four years old and quite a little man
So we spell out the words we don't want him to understand
Like t-o-y or maybe s-u-r p-r-i-s-e
But the words we're hiding from him now
Tear the heart right out of me.

Our D-I-V-O-R-C-E; becomes final today
Me and little J-O-E will be goin' away
I love you both and it will be pure H-E double L for me
Oh, I wish that we could stop this D-I-V-O-R-C-E.

Watch him smile, he thinks it Christmas
Or his 5th Birthday
And he thinks C-U-S-T-O-D-Y spells fun or play
I spell out all the hurtin' words
And turn my head when I speak
'Cause I can't spell away this hurt
That's drippin' down my cheek.

Our D-I-V-O-R-C-E; becomes final today
Me and little J-O-E will be goin' away
I love you both and it will be pure H-E double L for me
Oh, I wish that we could stop this D-I-V-O-R-C-E.

HA HA you get the point!
wait for tomorrows song. lol

happy birthday to me!!!
Mood:  party time!
Topic: life
happy birthday to me!! i had to say that one last time today. lol well i got the movie Say Anything for my birthday tonight and i am only 50 min into a 100 min movie but i am telling everybody i know to get this damn movie!! Please atleast check it out. it is a great life movie so pleaz check it out. :-) back to my movie...............night;-)

happy birthday to me!
Mood:  lazy
Topic: song of the day......
hey bitches! howz it goin? alright here now! lol i just called out of work. lmao i am too good at lying. call me if you ever need a excuse. i am the fucking best at those. ha ha, now nobody will ever trust me. (why should they?) well let me find a song.............got it! here ya go. i kinda feel like crap putting a Sublime song on here so late in the game but late is better than never. well Sublime was one of the best fucking bands i have ever known so if you don't know the song than you gotta be on crack or def. well right now this song means alot to me because the way it comes across. it is so soft then just breaks out into what he is gonna do to the guy. i feel like that sometimes. lol well, alot!
Artists > Sublime > Santeria


I don't practice Santeria
I ain't got no crystal ball
Well I had a million dollars but I, I'd spend it all
If I could find that heina and that Sancho that she'd found
Well I'd pop a cap in sancho and I'd slap her down

What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, I can't define
Well it's love that I neeeeeed
My soul will have to

Wait till I get back
Find a heina of my own
Daddy's gonna love one and all
I feel the break, feel the break, feel the break
And I gotta live it out
Oh yeah un-huh
Well I swear that I

What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, I can't define
Got love! Make it go
My soul will have to...

What I really wanna say (my baby)
What I really wanna say, is I've got mine
And I'll make it
Yes, I'm going up

Tell Sanchito that if he knows what is good for him
He best go run and hide
Daddy's got a new .45
And I won't think twice
To stick that barrel straight down sancho's throat
Believe me when I say that I got something for his punk-ass

What I really wanna know (my baby)
What I really wanna say, is there's just one way back
And I'll make it
My soul will have to wait


*RIP Bradley Nowell 1967-1996*

Mood:  party time!
Now Playing: Incubus ; Drive
Topic: song of the day......



Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear.
And I can't help but ask myself
how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.

It's driven me before,
and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I am beginning to find
that I should be the one behind the wheel.

Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there I'll be there

So if I decide to waiver my chance to be
one of the hive will I choose water over wine
and hold my own and drive?
It's driven me before and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find
that when I drive myself my light is found.

Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.
Yeah. Whatever tomorrow brings
Would you choose water over wine....
hold the wheel and drive?

Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.
Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there I'll be there

happy birthday to me !!!!!!!!!!
Mood:  special
Topic: todays fun......
happy birthday to me!! well it is not officially my b-day yet but i am gonna go out at 12 tonight. lets see how much trouble i can get in to in one night. lol

G.C.
Mood:  lazy
Topic: song of the day......
hey ppl. howz it goin? alright here i guess. well i said i wasn't gonna post much this week but what the hell i am up.
well i decided to have a "feature" on my blog so here it is. : song of the day.........
well todays song is not the first one that popped in my head but i thought it was a meaningful summer song. everybody remembers back when you where young and had a new boy/girl friend every summer/spring break. this song reminds me of then.

Artists > Good Charlotte > Seasons

Summer air reminds me of
All the feelings of your love
And what it was like
When we were together
Walking all along the beach
You were never far from my reach
And you held me
Through the stormy weather
And I wanna fall in love
Tonight
And I remember when you said
Everything's gonna be alright
Laying in the summer grass
You told me not to talk so fast
As I told you
How I feel
You made me feel right at home
You told me I was not alone
And you knew
Just how I feel
I know we talked about it
I just can't get around
I just want one more night with you
I wanna fall in love
Tonight
And I remember when you said
Everything's gonna be alright
October air reminds me of
All the seasons of your love
And what it was like
When we were together
The smell of fall is everywhere
And though it seems I just don't care
'Cause now you've gone away
I wanna fall in love
Tonight
And I remember when you said
Everything's gonna be alright
Alright
I wanna fall in love
I wanna fall in love
Tonight

goin to the beach!!
Mood:  lazy
Topic: Swimming
hey ppl!! just wanted to tell all my lurker friends that the news around here might be slow for a few dayz. i am gonna leave for the beach in a few mins. i will not be back till the 3rd so u kiddies have fun with out me. i will get nice and sun burned for ya. peace

hello ?
Mood:  special
hey ppl how ya doin? well i just wanted to tell my blog passersby/stalkers to please sit , stay , stop and chat a while. at least say hello. heres a spot just for you. pleaz feel special.

it is fuckin hot !!!!!!!!!
Mood:  on fire
Topic: damn


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Mostly Sunny
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Rel. Humidity: 49%
Wind: N at 3 mph (5 km/h)
Sunrise: 5:56 AM Sunset: 7:47 PM
Last Updated: 07/25/05 17:04:26 EST



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For Courtney.......
Mood:  incredulous
Topic: that shit was so funny
"Some people are like a Slinky,not really good for any thing, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs." i laughed my ass off.
alright kiddies enough for tonight. see ya later!