Author: Bernie
Disclaimer: This is fiction
Rating NC-17
Pairing: Eric Brewer / Shawn Horcoff
Dedication: Happy Birthday Nicky!
It was not the kind of present Eric was expecting. The
thick black cloth that he is running through his fingers, the soft whispery
noise filling the room.
Shawn wanted to know what it would be like to be in
total blackout. His skin totally undifferentiated from the air around him. To
have no idea where space and him began and ended.
That is the reason he prefers them to make love late
at night, with the curtains pulled closed, in soft blankets piled around them.
Eric thinks it is to make a wall between the outside world and them, but that
is totally wrong. Really Shawn would not mind being in a sea of people as long
as it were totally black. If he could not see where the hands were coming from;
and to reach out in any direction was to touch the warm giving flesh of another
person. But, still Shawn wagers he could tell which skin belonged to Eric; from
the way it tasted or smelled.
Fantasy. The line between what Shawn wants and what he
can have, and who wants the messy truth that comes from fulfilling their
desires anyway? It's not like he wants to share Eric; he'd get fucking jealous
for a start. And there is no way Eric would agree.
But, this blindfold is something between just the two
of them.
Shawn watches Eric carefully. They are as far away
from each other as they can be and still be on the same bed. Eric is running
the thick cloth of the blindfold between his fingers. Letting it stretch all
the way from one hand to the other. Waiting is killing Shawn, who wishes Eric
would just say no, instead of dragging it out. It's so Eric to think it through
from every angle, turning the blindfold over like one side is different from
the other.
"Ok." Eric finally says. "Ok, yeah I
can do this." He takes a deep breath. He said yes? Holy shit. Shawn's
breath catches in his throat. He had already convinced himself that Eric would
turn his request down.
Eric walks on his knees to where Shawn is sitting on
the bed and kisses him on the forehead.
"Really?" Shawn would be somewhat concerned
about sounding like a dork, if he wasn't so pleased.
Eric grins at that, and the sides of his eyes crinkle
up. Making Shawn happy is one of the things he likes best in the world.
"Yes. Close your eyes."
Shawn does and feels Eric lean forward and kiss the
skin under his eyes and then his eyelids before finally tying the fabric over
Shawn's eyes, wrapping it around his head twice so he can't get it off easily.
"Does that feel ok?" Shawn nods, not
realizing that Eric is waving his hand in front of his face to see is Shawn can
see at all.
Shawn instinctively reaches out to Eric, but the other
man just laughs.
"Be right back" he whispers and leaning
forward kisses Shawn firmly, pushing him back against the bed.
Shawn waits, wondering what Eric is doing. He can't
see at all, but Eric turns on the lamp by the side of the bed, and it baths the
room in a honey glow. He hates the room always being black when they are
together, this way, they both get a bit of what they want.
Eric crawls back on the bed, grabbing at Shawn's hands
that reach out to him.
"How do you feel now?" Eric turns Shawn's
hands over so he can kiss his palms.
"I like it." Shawn sinks back on the bed
breathing out quickly when Eric moves over to straddle his hips.
"I could be doing anything and you would never
know." Eric leans down and nips at the side of Shawn's neck, shrugging of
Shawn's attempts to pull him up to be kissed. "I like that, I could have
been off getting whips and chains and god knows what."
Shawn laughs ands sighs as he feels Eric kiss the
fabric of the blindfold. "Where have you been hiding them all this time
then?"
Eric leans back and touches the buttons on Shawn's
pale blue shirt. "I'm gonna take your clothes off now ok?" Eric pulls
the buttons open slowly, liking the way the lamplight turns Shawn's white skin
creamy.
"Ok." Shawn whispers feeling his breath
speed up in his chest and a twisting feeling of anticipation in his stomach.
This is unexpected, how amplified everything feels by not being able to see.
How sudden every touch feels, how much more he can sense Eric's fingers even
though they barely wisp past his skin as he continues to slowly pull the
buttons of Shawn's shirt open.
"I have to get my clothes of as well ok?"
Eric kisses Shawn swiftly and climbs off his lap.
"You're still there right?" Shawn sounds a
little freaked out.
"Yeah I'm standing right here." Eric smiles
and looks down at the man on the bed.
"Shame you can't see me you know?" He says
in a casual tone.
"Why so?" Shawn sounds slightly confused,
still breathing heavily, Eric can see his tummy rise and fall rapidly through
his open shirt.
"Cause you can't see me pull this shirt
off," Eric quickly strips his sweater off, "and you can't see me run
my hands up my chest."
Shawn moans softly on the bed. "Are you
really?"
"Oh yeah." Eric lies easily grinning
wickedly. "I'm running my hand up my chest, pinching my nipples, god feels
good, bet you wish it was you."
"Come here." Shawn pleads a little.
"You can move." Eric reminds him.
"No I can't."
Eric crawls back on the bed, bracing himself over
Shawn's body, so Shawn can feel the heat from his body but not lying down yet.
"What do you mean?"
"It's stupid." Shawn laughs a bit bashfully.
"It is kind of like, I can't move, or I don't want to move, like I want to
be surprised."
"Really?" Eric leans down to nip the skin
over Shawn's belly button. "Like that?"
Shawn jumps at the feeling of teeth on his skin.
"Exactly, like. That." Shawn mumbles around the feeling of Eric
kissing down his side, pushing the fabric of his shirt away with his nose.
"Cute noise." Eric laughs. "I should
have tied you up as well."
He laughs at Shawn's moan. "Oh you thought you
were the only one with a kinky side? Not today baby, but soon, I think we get
to play for me instead of you."
"Sounds good." Shawn chokes out.
Eric smiles and nuzzles the skin around Shawn's belly,
he settle between his legs and undoes the buttons and zip of his pants slowly
watching and laughing at Shawn arches his hips off the bed.
Eric tugs the pants and boxers off and dumps them on
the floor. He leans down pushing Shawn's legs further apart, but Shawn
naturally splays himself back on the bed, one leg bent at the knee resting on
the bed, one leg resting on it's side.
Eric settles into the warm circle of Shawn's legs and
starts to lick around the top of Shawn's thighs smirking at the fluttery moans
that slide out of Shawn's mouth, shrugging Shawn's hands of his shoulders and
putting them on the bed, grinning more widely when they immediately fist into
the sheets.
"Good?" Eric laughs at Shawn's enthusiastic
nod and blows lightly across his swollen cock, smiling at the way Shawn's hips
buck off the bed. "Want more?"
"God yes."
"Yes what?" Eric prompts.
"YesÉ Eric?"
"Nah, I want to hear that you have some manners
before I fuck you."
"Yes, please?" Shawn asks hesitantly.
"ThatŐs the way baby." Eric stretches up to
kiss Shawn quickly. Something about Shawn being blindfolded has made him feel
helpless, but it has made Eric feel, different as well, more in control.
"People get what they want when they ask
nicely."
"Ok. Ok, please, pretty please." Shawn begs
more loudly and rocks his hips up again when Eric slides one finger slowly up
the underside of his cock.
"I have to get the rest of my clothes off."
Eric says and rolls off the bed smiling when Shawn slumps back mumbling
unhappily.
"I'll say it again, it is a shame you can't see
me Shawnie." Eric sing songs. "Undoing these buttons slowlyÉ"
Eric sheds his clothes quickly standing by the bed naked. Shawn has turned his
head to where he hears the voice coming from and Eric quickly tiptoes to the
foot of the bed.
"First the top button, folding the material down,
then another button, so you can see the hair from my cock, do you want to feel
my dick against your lips?"
Shawn's head snaps around when he realizes Eric has
moved. He half rises up the bed and Eric takes a second to admire the play of
the muscles of his abs.
"Don't get up." He softly orders and Shawn
slowly lies back on the bed. "Just one more button to go." Eric lies
easily again, walking to the other side of the bed to grab some lube from the
bedside table. "God you look pretty lying there, I'm going to start
stoking my cock, but it feels like a waste, when it could be inside you."
Shawn whimpers slightly and leaning down starts to
touch his own cock.
"I'm going faster than that." Eric says, not
touching himself yet. "And my hand is going further up and down, right to
the hair around my cock and my hand is getting wet from me running my palm over
the top of my cock when I stroke up."
Shawn sighs and pumps his hand more quickly. Eric
smears some of the lube on his fingers and climbs on the bed.
"Let me." He licks the base of Shawn's dick
and quickly slides his finger into him. "Don't move." He orders again
resting a second finger against Shawn. "I'll let you know when to move
ok?"
"Sure." Shawn nods and drops his leg over
Eric's shoulder rubbing Eric's hip with his toes, groaning aloud when Eric
sucks him quickly into his mouth bobbing his head a the same speed he is
thrusting his fingers into him.
"Touch yourself." Eric says, kissing across
the top of Shawn's dick with his lips as he says the words. "I want to see
you."
Shawn runs his hands over his chest, rolling his
nipples between his fingers as Eric sucks him deeper into his throat.
"Eric, please, I want you." He finally
chokes out.
"You want it how?" Eric climbs up Shawn's
body kissing and licking up way up the other mans chest. "Hard, soft, fast slow? What do
you want?"
"Hard." Shawn gasps out. "Hard and
fast."
"Roll over then" Eric leans back and pushes
at Shawn's hips with his hands.
As Shawn settles himself back on the bed and Eric over
him kissing the back of his neck. "You sure?" He whispers licking up
behind his ear. "Positive?"
"I'm sure." Shawn says firmly.
"Please." He whispers. "Pretty please."
"Love you baby." Eric whispers kissing Shawn's
cheek under the blindfold.
"Love you to." Shawn says back.
Eric holds his cock lightly at the base guiding it
into position. He takes a quick deep breath and pushes it firmly into Shawn,
all at once, ignoring the gasp from the other man like asked, pushing against
Shawn until he falls on the bed with Eric deep inside of him. He holds Shawn's
hips firmly and starts to move inside of him keeping Shawn hard against the
bed.
Shawn sucks in a deep breath bracing his hands on the
bed enough to push himself back up and against Eric.
"Don't touch yourself." Eric growls into his
ear. "Don't you dare touch yourself, I'm gonna get you off."
"Ok." Shawn leans down, folding his arms on
the bed and leaning his temple against his forearm, breathing harshly trying to
push back against the hands that hold his hips in place.
Eric looks down at the pale glow of Shawn's skin in
the light and comes with a horse grunt, slamming his hips against Shawn's one
final time. He waits for a second, almost choking his breath coming too quickly
and rests against Shawn.
Shawn whose own breath is coming in quick gasps, his
back bumping against Eric's chest.
Eric eases himself out of Shawn and sits back on his
heels, pulling Shawn up so he is sitting back against Eric's chest.
Eric runs his hands across Shawn's lips until Shawn
opens his mouth and sucks at the side of his fingers, his other hand he closes
around Shawn's hard weeping dick.
"Want this hard and fast to?" He asks almost
gently.
"Please. "Yes." Shawn leans further back
toward Eric, resting his head against the side of Eric's neck.
Eric grabs Shawn's hand and puts their hands on
Shawn's dick, twisting his head back to kiss Shawn's temple holding his head
against his neck and shoulder. "I wanna see you come, even if you can't
see anything." He whispers stroking Shawn's cock quickly.
Shawn moans loudly rocking his hips forward and he
leans back harder into Eric and comes hard his whole body shaking.
Eric cradles Shawn gently for a few moments, sitting
on his backside and wrapping one leg over Shawn's hip, the other resting on the
bed tangled with Shawn's.
Eric undoes the knot at the back of Shawn's head,
unwrapping the blindfold. He throws it on the floor by the bed and wraps his
arms around Shawn's middle smiling when Shawn puts his arms over the top. The
both try consciously to slow down their breathing, taking deep gulps of air and
letting them out slowly.
"Was that what you expected?" Eric finally
asks softly kissing the back of Shawn's shoulders.
"Better, better and unexpected." Shawn
wriggles around until he is facing Eric and wraps his arms around his neck.
"Good, but, unexpected. What else, came out with
us."
Eric nods in understanding. "I want some
sleep." He tilts his head down and kisses Shawn's lips lightly. "I
need to sleep and think. Tomorrow?"
"Tomorrow." Shawn agrees. "We can talk
tomorrow."
End.
