Maybe I should have never told you.
But I wanted the answer.
I’ve waited for a year
And I think that was long enough.
I didn’t expect any special answer.
And there wasn’t.
I don’t regret it much.
Well, maybe a little.
You were the first guy I ever liked
That never made me cry.
You’re so perfect to me
So perfect in every way.
But as I read an old conversation that we had before…
Before you ever suspected anything.
Before when you knew us as “just friends”
Before when everything was so good.
…It made me so sad.
Sad that things changed
Not for the better, but for the worse.
Sad that nothing can ever be the same again.
Sad that everything turned awkward.
The conversations we had long ago is gone now.
Gone and replaced by silentness and awkwardness.
The conversations we had that led me to trust you.
The conversations we had when we joked and messed around.
The conversations we had where it led me to start liking you.
But one by one,
All those are gone now.
The conversations, the talks, the trust.
They all slowly vanished.
Vanished and left us behind.
If our friendship is true,
If our friendship is strong,
We can surpass the obstacles
And start over again.
And this time,
I won’t make any mistakes.
But I’m glad that our paths crossed
Or I wouldn’t have known someone
As wonderful as you.
Someone that changed my life so much.
If you ever change your mind.
I’ll still be here,
But not for long.
As time heals most wounds.
But there will be no one after you.
