No One Else But You

I thought we were meant to be,
But you looked at another,
I thought you knew how I felt,
But clearly you did not.
I wanted us to be together,
But you wanted to be with another.

You stepped over my heart,
Left me by myself.
I tried to find another,
But each and everytime,
I found you
In my heart,
In my mind each and everyday.
I knew there was no one else but you.

I want to tell you how I feel,
But I can't find the courage.
Everytime I'd try to,
But I can't because of the way
You've reacted when
You knew some girl likes you.
And I don't want you to react the same way.
I can't because I don't want to
Jeopardize our friendship.

Days go and days past,
More and more girls like you,
More and more the chances
Of me telling you that I like you gets slimmer.
But it seems like I'll never have the chance,
Because we were never meant to be in the first place.

I've tried moving on,
Moving on to liking your friends,
But it's never helped.
I want nothing more from them than friendship.

You say I flirt too much,
But it's to make no one jealous,
Just to make me forget you.
To put you behind.
To put you in the past.
For me to move on.

Almost a year has gone by I cried because of you,
Almost a year has gone by I wanted to let go of you countless times,
Almost a year has gone by you tortured me inside,
Almost a year has gone by you tore me up inside.

When the time comes,
I believe you would do the same you did to me,
I would never know how you feel about me,
I would soon wither up and die inside,
Because I know there will be no one but you,
That can hurt me as much as you can.