Weir Tenshi
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(Author's Note: This is a different fanfic than Love Underconstruction
just FYI.)
Zel's Insanity
Zel walked along the beach shoreline. It had been two months
since he had seen anything of Amelia or the others. He wondered how
they were. If Amelia was with... HIM... He had found out that Amelia
had secretly seeing Xellos... while they were together. They
didn't have sex or anything... It was just... a kiss. A single little
kiss on the lips. Zel didn't know why she kissed him... only that
he walked around the corner, saw Amelia go onto her tippy-toes, and
give him a small mild little peck on the lips. Zel would have been
just a little upset if it were someone else... but no! It had to be the
one person whom he hated.
He felt his eyes burn. They weren't bawling tears or sorrowful
tears. He had already spent those. They were just a small sting. He
didn't mean to, but when he got Amelia all alone, he swore at her,
shook her by the shoulders, and, never ever did he mean to do this,
but he was blinded by his own ignorance and hate, that he slapped her
across the face. It wasn't just a little prissy slap but it was a
full blown back-hand across her cheekbone. Those hurt the worst. In
his own fury, he ended the growing relationship. They were so close
too. Zel was even thinking about "popping" the question to her.
Now the tears did fall as he had mental pictures of the
earlier days, when they were happy. HE had kissed her. The kisses were
so sweet. He could almost taste her sweet mouth now. 'How could I
have been so stupid?' he thought gloomilly. She was his girl. She
loved him. Though the actual words were never said, he could tell. His
heart filled with pain. "I love you..." he muttered to himself. Those
were the words he longed so to say to the woman who he broke the heart
of. He would give anything to be back with her. Even, if he had it,
he would give back his flesh to his chimera form. Even a last kiss would
do. He felt it drove him mad inside thinking how stupid he was, like
splinter in his mind.
He really hadn't eaten anything since he left her. Nor stop
walking for that matter. Ever since he stormed out of her life that
night he hadn't stopped walking. He hadn't even slept. He ate... not
very healthy though. Here and there he felt he was about to collapse,
he'd hit a bird with a fireball and eat it. Just like that... without
even truly cooking it. He'd peel the feathers off and begin to munch.
The first time he did it he threw up. He was really skinny now. He
hadn't even thought about curing himself now. All he ever thought
about was Amelia and the others.
They were several times close to... doing it. Even with his...
manhood having emmbedded stones on it, Amelia didn't care. Zel was always
the one who stopped them right before it happened. He refused to because
he didn't want to hurt Amelia. He looked up and realized he was
approaching a town. A rather big town. 'Could it be?' Zel thought. It
was Seyruun. He didn't mean to come here. It just happened. He
thought a moment as he kept walking towards it, 'Where were we...
when... we... I... Xoana? Martina's newly rebuilt town?' He approached
the castle and finally he stopped. It was an odd feeling. His
knees wobbled a bit. He overlooked the castle. It was deserted.
He felt his head as it began to hurt. He felt the wound at the
side of his head. It was bleeding again. About a month ago, he ran into
a battle with a monster. It hit him pretty hard against the head.
Every so often the wound would bleed. Zel suspected the wound was small
cracks in his skull, because if he pressed really hard it would begin to
falter underneath his fingertips. Without proper care, it became heavilly
infected to the point where the skin was bit green there. He felt the
thick crimson blood on his fingers. He freed them of it when he licked
it off. The word stupid lifted into his mind again. The grinned at
the evil word, baring his teeth. He snuke into the castle, snikering.
He slowly made his way into Amelia's quarters.
She turned to see who had entered the room. When she saw who
it was tears built up in her eyes. She stumbled over to him crying
incontrollably. She fell into his arms and he held her there for a moment.
He took her over to the bed and looked her over. She had grown rather
attractive in the past months. As she began asking him a berage of
questions, he ignored her a began unting her dress in front. She stopped
and stared at him, confusion in her eyes. She backed up a bit and he
went forward after her. Her breathing quickened at his nearness. He had a
strange look in his eye. Suddenly, she knew what he was going to do.
He was going to rape her.
She got off the bed and ran to the door, but Zel followed and
when she tried to open it he slammed it closed. She backed away from him,
frightened. She began screaming for help but he grabbed onto her
mouth. He slammed her back onto the bed and undressed her. Tears rolled
down her face and she tried to break free from his tight grasp.
Slowly, he undid his pants and began his evil buissness. First, he
suckled her nipples and then he began to rob her of her virginity.
She was only seventeen. She wasn't ready for this. Suddenly, she let
out a loud scream when she felt a hot substance come from him and
into her. She cried out knowing now, might bare the child of a maniac.
She grabbed onto the bedposts and started sobbing. Finally,
someone heard her cry and they entered the room. It was Lina! Lina
gasped at what she saw. When she noticed Amelia had been crying,
Lina knew what the man had been doing. She raised a sword and yelled
at him to get off her. He stopped what he was doing but he didn't move.
She repeated herself and again he didn't move. She moved very
carefully towards the table and picked up vase. She got a little closer,
then threw the vase, hitting him right at the injured part of his head.
He fell off and hit the ground, cracking his head open. Lina ran over
to Amelia and asked if she was okay. She shivered but slightly nodded.
Lina ran to the other side of the bed to see who it was. She gasped
when she saw it was Zel. She looked at Amelia and she was crying again.
Lina looked at his wound and immediatly she knew he was dead.
Quietly, she told Amelia that he was gone. Amelia screamed and tears
flowed down her face. Lina silently reached over and closed Zel's
eyelids. She felt on his shirt and found two items on him. A letter and
an engagment ring. The letter read:
My Dearest Amelia,
It is I, Zelgadis. I'm so sorry for the way I acted. It wasn't fair
to you. That kiss between you and Xellos, I forgive it with all my heart.
There's no excuse for what I did and I'm so sorry. That kiss wasn't
even that big a deal, it's just I thought that would be the end of
our relationship. I couldn't let that be the end, I just couldn't bare
it. I hope so that you forgive me. It means nothing to me now, not
enough for us to be apart. I love you and I can't bare being away from
you any more. When you get this letter, I'll be on my way over. When I
arrive please, let's talk this over. If you do forgive me, I'll have a
surprize waiting for you.
-Your Love Always
Zelgadis
Lina's eyes filled with tears as she read the letter. She looked
up at Amelia and she was still bawling. Lina folded the letter up and
riped it up, then hid the ring and the letter in her pouch. Amelia's
heart was already shattered, and why break it more?
* * *
The truth of the letter was it was written a week after he left.
He intended to send the letter the next day but he was too scared to. So
he postponed it until he went insane. After that he forgot all about
it. The engagment ring was bought after he wrote the letter. The surprize
that if they got back together, he'd ask to marry her. As the letter,
it was forgotten too. However, the letter wasn't needed to ask
forgiveness, because Amelia had forgiven him the second she saw him
leave.
* * *
The point of the story isn't of explict goriness, violence,
or heartbreak, but of forgiveness. If you get in a fight with someone,
don't wait to say you're sorry. Friends are a valuable thing, probally the
most valuable thing in your young lives right now, besides your family.
Say you're sorry, because if you don't, you may just loose that person
forever.....
To My Best Friend and Brother:
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