ALL THE WAY UP TO HEAVEN


TWO WEEKS LATER....

	"Kait?" Spike walked into the kitchen still searching for her. He had
looked all over.

	"Kait?? Kait!" he called out.  No answer.  Sighing in anger and 
fright, he thought of all the places he had looked...the kitchen, living 
room, dining room, bathroom, bedroom...outside!

	Spike walked quickly towards the backyard.  He looked outside and 
saw her standing by the swing, her back to him, pushing on it gently.  After
the first night he had pushed her on it, she had been out there alot.  This 
confused him so much as to why she was always wanting to be near the swing.  
Making his way out to the tree, Spike walked up behind her.

	"Kait?"

	No Answer.

	"Kait, are you ok?" Spike walked toward her some more.

	"I didn't understand it then." she said quietly.

	"Understand what, Kitten?"

	"What you were......what you did.....that's why I never really 
connected it." she sighed.

	"Kait, sweetie, I don't know what your saying." he waked around in 
front of her. He looked into her eyes and was very confused to find anger 
there. "Kait....what's wrong?" he asked cautiously.

	"Your a vampire."

	"Yes, I know that. And you knew and do know that too. So...."

	"My mother was killed by vampires."
	
	Uh-oh, this was not good.  She's going to hate him now because he's 
the same thing her mothers killer's were.

	"I just don't understand it." she looked up at him, now confused. 
"How can you be so different from the rest of them.  Vampires are killers, 
haters, they feed off of pain.....but you...-you care so much for me.....
why-how can you be so different?"

	"Kait......I seriously don't know. I-"

	"You don't have a soul...that I know.....but if not, then how can 
you be so kind, even though you don't want to admit it?"

	Stepping forward, Spike held her face with his palms. "Kait, I don't 
know. And personally I don't care.  I used to be just like those vampires 
that killed her, until I met a little girl that I just couldn't turn away 
from and I swear that my heart actually beat everytime she looked at me with
those beautiful blue eyes." Kait smiled softly at that comment, "And I also 
know that when she was taken, all I wished for was someone to stake me 
because it hurt so much. And then, years later, a beautiful young woman came 
up to me with the same gorgeous eyes and squirmed her way back into my undead
heart.  And right now, I don't care how or why, I just know that your the 
only reason I'm not like them and for that I love you." he finished hugging 
her to him.

	Kait let her arms slid around his back and closed her eyes. "I love 
you, too, Spike." she whispered. "Forever and ever.."



THREE WEEKS

	"Spike you home?" Kait called into the apartment.  Her and Buffy had 
just been shopping for clothing and other things.

	"Yeah, hang on." he called from the bedroom. Kait sat down on the 
sofa just as he came from the hallway in just a pair of drawstring sweats 
that Kait had bought him and a towel in his hands as he dried his hair.  He 
smiled and sat down next to her, pulling her onto his lap.  Kait pulled out 
some stuff from the bag she had and put it in two separate bags, one for 
clothes, the other for food.  After she did that, she wrapped her arms 
around his neck and smiled at him.

	"It still amazes me just how much one person can buy in a few hours."
Spike huffed, earning a playful punch on his arm from Kait. She smiled again 
and kissed his cheek, then layed her head down on his shoulder.

	"Spike?"

	"Hmm, kitten?"

	"Tell me you love me." she requested quietly.

	"I love you, Kait." he said softly, smiling.

	"I love you too, Poppy.....Spike.......William." she whispered his 
real name. Spike was stunned, she had never used it before. Why now?

	"What was that for Kitten?" he asked,

	Kaitlin looked up at him. "Because I love you. More than ever." she 
smiled softly.

	"What do you mean?"

	"Spike, something's changed. Something very important. But, I'm not 
sure if YOUR ready for it." She said softly as if cautioning him.

	"I-I don't understand, Kait. What are you saying?" Now not completely
sure he wanted to know.

	"I'm saying that I love you. Not as a father. Not as a friend. But as
someone I feel very deeply for.  It's no longer just love in the 
unconditional sense. I'm starting to need you, Spike. In ways that I never 
thought I would."

	"What ways?" he was almost afraid to ask.

	"I feel like I need you to be around me more.  To hear your voice, 
to feel your touch, but more than that. I need you to hold me, to kiss me, 
to tell me you love me.  I want you to need me the same way I need you and 
want to be with me. There are so many things that I'm feeling and I don't 
know how much longer I can hold them in." she whispered.

	"Kait...." Spike sat wide-eyed and stunned by her conffession. He 
knew the same was true on his end, it was just very strange right now.

	Kait stood and stared to his bedroom. "I'm sorry, I know I've 
probably scared you off now, but I can't help it. Damn this weather, it's 
making me sick. So tired. " She mumbled to herself as she reached his room 
and stood staring out the large windows at the rainstorm outside. So dark so
cold.

	Kait started when she felt hands on her arms, turning her to meet 
the intense stare of eyes. Spike ran his hands up to her face, holding it 
gently, almost timid and nervous as he cautiously, as if to gage when to 
pull back, lowered his head and pressed his lips softly to hers. Kait moaned
softly, wrapping her arms around his neck as he immediatly pulled her in 
deeper.

	Kait pulled away after a few minutes and smiled, taking his hand. 
"Come on." she whispered and lead him toward the bed.

	"Kait, I don't think-" he started as she pulled him down onto it 
with her.

	Kait pressed her finger to his lips."Shhh. Just hold me. Please?" she
begged softly.

	Spike smiled."Alright." he wrapped his arms around her, pulling her 
into his embrace as they both stared off at the storm outside.

	"I love you." Kait whispered as she drifted off to sleep.

	"I love you too, Kait. I love you, too." he whispered back, kissing 
her head.


TWO WEEKS LATER....

	Kait smiled evily as she walked into the Kitchen and saw Spike bent 
over looking in the refrigerator.  She carefully walked up behind him and 
drew her hand back.

	"DON'T....even think about it." he said from inside the fridge.

	"Damn." she cursed, then smiled and smacked his ass anyways.

	Spike jumped and whirled around. "I said don't! NOW YOU WILL PAY!" 
he grinned and grabbed her waist, tickling her mercilessly.

	Kait squealed and struggled to get away. "NONO! STOP! AHAHHAHAH! 
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!" she said as she squirmed under his grasp and ran into 
the living room.  She rounded the couch, blocking him off.  He stood opposite
in the ready position to jump her.  Suddenly the doorbell rang. They both 
jumped and Kait started cautiously to walk toward the door.  Just as she 
opened it, Spike darted in and grabbed her up, tickling her as they wrestled 
around the room, laughing maddly. Kait turned the tables and flipped him onto 
his back, straddling him and tickling his sides. Spike tried to grasp her 
hands away and bucked, sending her off of him as she tried to crawl away, he
grabbed her ankle, pulling off her shoe and tickling her foot.  Kait squealed
and squirmed maddly, tears on her face from laughing so hard.

	"Help! Help! AHHHAHAHAAHHAHHA! NO! NO! Please! ahahahh!"

	Buffy, Willow and Xander stood in the doorway, trying desperatly to 
keep the smiles off of their faces. "AHEM!" Buffy pulled their attention to 
her.

	After tickling Kait one last time, Spike stood and started off.  Kait
quickly turned around and reached up, pinching his bottom, making him yelp. 
Willow giggled as he glared back at Kait, now smiling smugly.


One Week Later....

Spike entered the living room to find Kait sitting on the couch in her pjs
watching cartoons.

     "Aren't you a bit old for that?" he asked raising an eyebrow at her as she
turned to face him. She grin broadly and pat the seat next to her. Spike sat down
with a smile on his face. Kait just laughed and looked back at the TV screen. 
After a moment, she leaned on his shoulder to which he put an arm around.

   "So, how are you this morning?" he asked as the cartoon ended.

   "Pretty good.  You slept late. Good dreams?" she smiled at him. Spike glared
at her. She knew that he dreamt about her, so it only made her brag even more.

   "What do you want to do today?" Spike asked as he stood to make him a cup
of blood for breakfast.

   As he walked into the kitchen, Kait's eyes followed his every move, watching him 
closely. A strange look appeared in her eyes and Spike turned just in time to catch
her hide it. He furrowed his brow and walked back over to the couch and sat down, 
his eyes on her the entire time. She looked away quickly.

   "Kait. What's wrong?" he asked placing a hand on her arm. He stopped when 
he caught a strange scent from her he hadn't smelled before.  Her face turned
an interesting shade of red before she turned to look at the tv again, trying to
make him forget it.

   Spike was in shock. He couldn't beleive what he was smelling, but there it 
was clear as day.  She was aroused.  

   Leaning closer to her, his lips almost on her ears, he whispered, sending a
shiver down her spine.

   "Kait...I can smell you from here.  Don't hide it from me." he kissed her 
earlobe softly causing her to moan softly. At this, Spike took her face in his
hand and turned it, kissing her full on the lips. Kait again moaned and wrapped her
arms around his neck, pulling him toward her, back onto the couch.

   Kait smiled into his kiss, running her hands through his blond hair and
pulling him even closer. Spike sighed unneccesarily with joy and slid his tongue
along her lips, begging entrance. Kait obliged, opening her mouth to his soft
sweet tongue. Kait moaned softly making Spike moan in return.

   Spike wrapped his arms around her and pulled her up off the couch with him as
he stood. Leaning down, he lifted her up into his arms and began back into the bedroom.
Reaching the door, he kicked it gently open walking in then kicking the door shut.

   Laying her softly on the bed, he backed away as she reached for him, leaving 
her with a confused look.  Smiling at her, Spike started pulling his clothes 
off slowly. Kait smiled as she realized that he intended to give her her 
own personal show. Laying back, Kait ran her fingers though her hair and watched
as this beautiful man's skin was slowly revealed. Perfect pale marble carved 
by the most skilled artist's hands. He was truely a marvel. 

   Spike purposly went slow as he striped himself of his black jeans, moaning
softly as his hard cock was released from it's confines. The cool air 
hit it, making it twitch under Kait's lustful gaze. Smiling at her, Spike
decided to make her a little more excited by reached carefully down and 
taking hold of his cock in his own hand. Gently he began to stroke it, 
running his smooth fingers up and down it's length. Closing his eyes in
bliss he leaned his head back a bit and breathed a moan from his undead 
lungs. Kait shifted on the bed, eyes wide as she watched the man she
loved stroke himself harder, moaning as he started to bring himself pleasure
in front of her eyes.

    Spike was so distracted that he didn't notice her crawling toward him 
until her scorching hand was already wrapped around his manhood and was
stroking him harder. Her hands movements were fast and unbridled, quickly 
bringing him to an orgasm. Before he could stop it, Kait leaned forward
and opened her mouth, enclosing his length in her heat and moisture
before she began to suck gently on him. Spike moaned loudly this time
and grabbed at her shoulders as Kait sucked on him. Within moments 
Spike began to shake and jerk until Kait felt a cool stream of liquid 
shoot gently into her mouth. Three more strings of semen followed 
the first as Spike moaned and shook at the feeling of cumming inside 
her warm mouth.  

    Kait smiled as she pulled her mouth off, swallowing. She
had never done that to anyone before and wasn't sure if she had done 
it right. In the next instant, Kait found herself pounced upon, 
Spike smothering her mouth with greedy kisses, his tongue licking 
inside her own mouth, searching for her tongue. Kait returned his 
urgent kisses with her own and moaned as Spike trailed his kisses and
tongue down her neck, to her breasts, taking one nipple gently 
into his mouth and sucking softly on it. Kait moaned and ran her 
fingers into Spike's blond hair, pulling lightly at it as he continued 
downward, eager to taste her. Reaching the junction between her
thighs, Spike gently licked up the inside of each leg, causing Kait 
to gasp and raise each one in turn. This opened her up enough for him 
and Spike leaned forward, pushing his tongue between her lips and 
running it up to her clit. Circling his tongue around the little bud, 
Spike flicked it, then wrapped his lips around it, sucking gently 
at first on 
her clit. Kait moaned louder than ever and Spike began sucking harder 
on it as it grew with the little pumps of blood filling it 
up. As her clit became hard and pressed out more, Spike moved 
to gain more access to it. He began licking on it as he sucked, 
sending Kait into fits of convulsion everytime he hit an extra 
sensitive nerve. Running his hand up her leg, Spike quickly 
filled her tight passage with three fingers, pumping them quickly 
in and out as he sucked and licked her clit. In mere seconds, Kait 
shouted out his name as he hips thrust up off the bed and her juices 
began to flow into Spikes willing mouth. He lifted her and licked 
quickly at her clit as her orgasm took her over and waves washed 
over her. Kait felt as if she would pass out as Spike continued to 
pleasure her more and more. Finally, she felt as if she were going 
to faint and she grabbed at his head, pulling him up off of her.

   Spike looked up into her red passion-filled face and smiled, 
licking one last time before climing up to kiss her mouth with 
all the love he had. Running his hand down her side until he reached 
between them, Spike grasped his now twitching erection and placed
himself inbetween her legs. 

   "Ready?" he asked her softly, making sure she really wanted this.

   Her smile and nod was all Spike needed before he pushed into her 
and gently broke the barrier of her virginity. Kait moaned her pain 
and pleasure out to him and Spike stroked her face gently waiting 
for her to let him know when it was ok to start moving. 
After a few minutes, Kait began to genty thrust up and squirm, 
striving for that every close orgasm that she could feel building
up inside her. Spike took this as his time to start his gentle 
thrusting. Kait moaned out in pleasure and grabbed as his back, 
verbally urging him on faster and harder. Soon their rythm had 
taken over and they were each thrusting frantically against 
each other.
  
    "Oh, Spike!  Please...."Kait moaned, grabbing at him as he 
kissed and nipped her breasts. Reaching between them, Spike found 
her clit and gently rubbed against it with his fingers. 
Kait screeched and pulled on Spikes upper arms, lifting up 
higher into his chest as her orgasm exploded within her.
 
   Spike groaned feeling Kaits inner muscles sqeezing his painful 
throbbing cock. Moaning out her name, Spike thrust three more 
times before jerking out his orgasm into her. Kait could feel 
his cool seed spraying inside of her and moaned loudly. 
 
   Collapsing against the bed, the two new lovers caught their 
breathe. Kait smiled and hugged Spike to her, feeling his muscles 
in his back flinching as he tried to relax from his incredible 
orgasm.

  Sleep soon took the two eager lovers as a last kiss for the night 
was shared.
 
TBC...