Sailor Mars: A Soldier Torn Apart
My fellow pretty Sailor Senshi, Sailor Moon here again with a very
important issue to discuss. That issue is our dear friend and fellow
Sailor Soldier, Rei Hino, or Sailor Mars. Now, I know what your
thinking, this is just another extension of Usagi's and Rei's constant
fighting...but that is far from the truth, quite the contrary in fact.
Now, we all know that Sailor Mars and I don't always see eye to eye and
that most times Rei-Chan comes off as a "bitch" or a "skank" or a
"bitter, pathetic loser who is only trying to further her own career and
gain material wealth and fame, despite her obvious destiny of fighting
the evil of the universe", but what all of you loyal Senshi must
understand is that Rei does not really mean all the terrible things she
says and does to me. This is article's purpose is to shed some light on
that myserious and somewhat disturbed yet beautiful and powerful SAILOR MARS!
The first myth to dispell is that Sailor Mars and I are enemies, or
dislike eachother in any way...this is far from the truth, Rei and I are
are good friends - the best of friends really (although despite what
Michiru said we aren't as close as she and Haruka) - and I certainly would
never do anything to upset Rei, despite the frequent verbal and somtimes
physical abuse that she so eagerly serves to me. No, I care about Rei
very much, too much to treat her the way she often treats me. Besides, I know the truth of why Rei is so mean to me; it doesn't take much
to figure out. You only have to know the inner workings of Sailor Mars'
sadly flawed psyche.
Sailor Mars is jealous in nature, she does not like it when someone
else is put in a higher place of esteem then her. This is not really
her fault, it is simply the way her mind works (something that someday
may be treated with intense therapy and medication). Although Rei often
times implies (or ouright says) that she should be the leader rather
than me, she knows in her heart that in her mental state, she really
couldn't be a good leader. Usually she says these things simply to lash
out at me, who she views as prettier, more powerful and
smarter...superior in all ways really. Ms. Hino spends too much time
dwelling on what she doesn't have, or what others have, than focusing
on the talent that she does have. Rei has performed a few times through
out the show, singing "Oh Starry Night" for instance. Now that was
beautiful, wasn't it? We other Senshi were very impressed with Rei and
gave her an abundance of compliments, but yet she still focuses on the
things that I (Usagi) have that she simply does not.
Poor Rei, being her closest friend, I really feel the pain that she
does. It makes me sad to know that she feels all of this inferiority
that is mostly unfounded! Still, Sailor Mars has a ways to go; she
viciously picks on myself and some of the other Senshi (although
usually focusing on me because the extreme inferiority she feels). When
she finds a weak spot on someone , even if that person is a friend, she
feels the need to exploit it. For instance, she constantly brings up my
bad grades in school. She of course gets good grades. This of course can
be attributed to the lack of stress she feels as opposed to myself who must
deal with the mental strain of being a leader every day. Also, Rei has
less academic worries because being in a "special" private school, she
does not have to take the rigorous High School enterence exams that we
must take. She does not really mean to be so cruel when she capitolizes
on other's seaming weaknesses it is merely her unconsious defense
mechanism to the jealously and inferiority she feels.
Now many people dislike Rei for her what seems like her extreme
abraisiveness, but I implore those people not to look at what a terrible
person she seems to be on the outside, and to instead understand the
motives of her actions by looking at what a troubled, sad, distrurbed
person lies underneath that bitchy exterior. Rei has had a hard life
after all - she has grown up with her equally if not more disturbed
grandfather, who forces her to do manual labor all day long at the
temple, and who enrolled her in a school for "special" children
believing that Rei could not cut in in a "real" school. Although rei
seems to have a lot of friends at that school, she still feels like a
loner. None of her other friends really understand Rei like we
the Sailor Senshi do, although they admire her for her talent. None of
them really spend a lot of time with Rei, fearing her anger and
bitterness, not understanding that it comes from jealously and
self-loathing. No, Sailor Mars spends all of her time at the temple,
keeping her insane grandfather in line, sweeping and cleaning, and
talking to fire.
For all of these reasons I have pointed out, I must reiterate that
Rei-Chan is a good person beneath it all and we, her friends, should,
rather than scorning her as she does to us, treat her with respect and
love. Only then will she see that she has no reason to be so
jealous and hatefull. Although over the seasons some Senshi have grown
to bitterly resent Sailor Mars because of her unrelentless tearing down
and taking advantage of others, we should instead try to understand
her. Then we realize that Rei Hino does not deserve our hatred, but our
pity. -Usagi Tsukino
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