Whirlwind

When I first saw you
I was an innocent child
You threw my life to hell
I have changed because of you

When I saw you I loved you
And you loved me too
But you feared rejection
And fled from my grasp

I spent my whole life
Living another's dream
But those few moment with you
I was myself

You stole my childhood
And for that I curse you
But when you look at me
Your blue eyes melt all within
I hate you and love you
And it tears me inside
Why can't you just hold me
My mind is a whirlwind