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Fragile as Glass

The Duel

Written by: Lady Eia

The next day the cadets began their fencing lessons. Fencing was, of course, not directly linked to a soldier's life of combat in mobile suits. Therefore, it wasn't taken very seriously. But His Excellency insisted the new cadets be trained in the art of fencing, and his orders were always obeyed. They handled their new foils easily; most had already taken a few lessons from fencing masters back at their family estates before setting foot at Victoria Academy. All were dressed in the standard whites, with mask in place. Their Instructor had not arrived yet, so they took the rare liberty of doing as they wished.

 

Excited whispering filled the large room and snaked up to the high ceiling. Noin glanced at it. She was unfamiliar with architectural styles and decoration but a word flew out of the depths of her mind, so deep inside she hadn't known it was there. Frescoed. This was a frescoed ceiling. She blinked and stared harder. Where did that come from?

 

"Why are you staring at the ceiling? Are you about to die of shock?"

 

Noin recognized the drawling voice without turning around. Grey Sommers. He was from one of the richest families on the Earth and his family name was so respected and widely known she was sure he felt that fact alone would admit him to Heaven without further examination.

 

"She probably has never seen anything like it before, coming from the gutter as she did." said one of Grey's 'friends' spitefully, recalling Noin's ragged clothes on Registration Day.

 

Noin turned around slowly. Grey and his hirelings stood behind her. Don't get upset, she told herself. They are not worthy of your contempt. Don't get upset, don't get -

 

"Yeah," said another one, "I heard her parents had to declare bankruptcy to send her here, didn't they, Lucrezia?"

 

Noin's resolution not to get upset fell faster than a shooting star. She stepped forward, drawing her foil from the sheath at her side with such fluid ease it astonished the jeering cadets watching. They didn't know - how could they? That she'd fenced with her father on the rooftop. Their foils were old and slightly rusty, but they gleamed like new under the milky moonlight, clashing as he showed her the feint, the riposte, attack au fer, and many others.

 

She never questioned how he'd gotten them in the first place; they'd always been there, like the constant aching of her belly or the spidery cracks in the walls of their apartment. Her grip was firm as she pressed the blade under the throat of the boy that just spoke, just short of cutting off air.

 

"Don't you ever insult my family again!" she breathed fiercely. "And don't call me 'Lucrezia'. It's Noin."

 

Grey and his friends stood stunned for a moment. Reginald, whose pulse beat wildly under the pressure of Noin's foil, was round-eyed and short of breath. Noin had never spoken so many words at once in the whole time that they knew her, or reacted to their insults. So as not to appear cowardly, Grey drew his own foil. He wasn't from one of the wealthiest, most powerful families on Earth for nothing. He'd had fencing lessons since he was five.

 

"You'd better not hurt him, 'Noin,'" he said dangerously, speaking the last word in extreme sarcasm "Or else."

 

Noin turned slightly and met his eyes. Despite himself, sweat broke out on Grey's forehead from the effort of holding her intense gaze. She lowered her foil and Reginald slumped in relief.

 

"Is that a challenge?" she spoke very softly, voice belying the hard glitter in her eyes. Too many times she'd been silent while they baited her, teased her, insulted her. She raised her foil, knowing the button on its tip would render it useless in actually wounding him -

 

"All right, everyone, line up by this wall!" Instructor Velorn strode inside, clipboard in hand to take attendance. The cadets scrambled into place, Noin discreetly re-sheathing her foil. "Nitta...Noin...good..." His eyes scanned the row of cadets, occasionally barking at a student to straighten up. "Merquise? Where's Zechs Merquise?" the cadets stared straight ahead, not even blinking. He sighed. Of course no one knew. Velorn felt rather sorry for his top student. He didn't seem to get on well with the other cadets.

 

Just then the door opened and Zechs stepped inside. He saluted to Velorn smartly and said

 

"Forgive my tardiness, Sir. It won't happen again."

 

"It certainly won't. One more tardy, Zechs Merquise, and I'll have to give you a demerit." Instructor Velorn indicated the line with his pen. Zechs took his place next to Noin. "You may choose your partners for today, cadets. You've all been doing very well, and I commend you. Reginald, come here. Watch me closely, everyone."

 

He whipped out his foil and then proceeded to show them the correct way to hold it, and a few of the basic positions with Reginald as an opponent, traditionally presenting his foil. They began the exercise, with moves such as attack, counter-attack, lunge, cross, and parry. Reginald, who was still feeling pressure of Noin's foil at his throat, was less than a decent fencing partner.

 

After his brief instruction was over, Velorn ordered them to pair up and practice the moves he showed them. All the cadets chose their partners and began the exercise; all, that is, but Zechs and Noin. They stood by the wall, uncertain of what to do.

 

"What's this?" he barked. Both of them started. "Start practicing! That's an order!" The two cadets saluted him and presented their blades, vaguely surprised he was making them fight each other.

 

Zechs was stronger, but Noin was faster. Their foils flashed in the brightly lit practice chamber. Most of the cadets were carrying on avid conversations as they fenced, but this pair was silent. Zechs couldn't think of anything to say, and Noin, still smarting from the comment Reginald made, wasn't aware of their unnatural silence. Soon both of them were sweating, cheeks flushed, but still they fenced, unaware that they weren't doing to basic moves Velorn showed the class, unaware of the sudden silence around them as the other cadets stopped their efforts and watched.

 

Noin executed a stop thrust, extending arm and foil to their full length. Zechs was momentarily caught off balance in his haste to get out of harm's way, and with an ease that comes to most people only after years of fencing, Noin disarmed him with a flick of her wrist. His foil clattered loudly on the polished wooden floor.

 

They stood there panting, and suddenly realized the silence in the room. They looked up and saw everyone staring, the cadets with mingled expressions. Some were awed, some admired, some were even frankly jealous. Even Instructor Velorn was at a loss for what to say.

 

Zechs stood, his hand still feeling the reverberations of Noin's foil against his. I was defeated, he thought wryly, and truth be told, with some surprise. At least it was Noin.

 

Noin took off her mask and wiped her face. I did it, she realized, I beat Zechs. Strangely though, she didn't have any sense of triumph or accomplishment. She felt empty. Her right hand hung limply at her side, foil touching her leg. It was cold.

 

Instructor Velorn gathered his wits and settled them about his startled expression like the ceremonial cape he wore on special occasions.

 

"You two obviously don't need lessons from me," he said to them warmly. "I see that there is little more that I can teach you." He glanced at the clock to his left. "And our time is up. That will be all for today, cadets. You are excused."

 

The cadets left, a few glancing back at Zechs and Noin, and all of them talking.

 

"They must've had lessons before they came here."

 

"But Noin couldn't have ever held a foil before today!"

 

"How did she do it?"

 

Noin heard them. She didn't know how she did it, she just did it. It was natural. How could it not be, after all those late nights on the roof? Father beat her easily every time though; she didn't notice that her own skills were that advanced until she crossed swords with Zechs. She bent down and handed picked up Zechs's foil. He was very still, looking at her. When she straightened up she saw that he wasn't really looking at her; rather, he was staring through her, seeing something only he could see.

 

"Here." She held out his foil, hilt first.

 

"Hmm?" Zechs was startled out of his reverie. He took the foil from her confusedly. "Oh, thank you. And Noin...I --"

 

"You two were magnificent!" called Instructor Velorn from the doorway. "I need to see both of you tomorrow morning before mess, understood?"

 

"Sir!" both of the saluted and exited.

***

He was remembering that duel he'd had with Pargan. It had been too easy, too quick. He hadn't wanted it to end, and handed Pargan another sword. I must be losing my edge, he thought, to be defeated so easily. At that thought cold fingers of dread went down his spine. Noin is good, better than me. She can score higher, fence faster…and what of all the years I spent trying to be the best? If I'm not the best, how will I defeat my enemies? Defeated by a girl, Zechs. The voice was back, taunting his efforts at perfection. You were beaten even though you were trying your hardest. Going over and over again in your mind the last days of the Cinq Kingdom. You cried, I must be the best so revenge will be all the sweeter when I purge the Earth of all that destroyed my country… It is revenge that you want? Such bitter rancor cannot prevail against purity of feeling and soul. You saw the look in her eyes - she is everything that you are not. You are unfit to cross swords with her and unfit to lead the Peacecraft monarchy. You -

 

The voice was silenced as he protested aloud into the stuffy darkness of his room.

 

"But I'm not going to lead the Peacecraft monarchy! I will destroy my enemies, and free the Cinq Kingdom..." Even though no one else was there he flushed with embarrassment at how ridiculous that sounded. He could no more free the Cinq Kingdom than he could testify in court with his mask on. And if, even if he somehow pulled it off, fooled everyone for years who he really was and became a famous and feared soldier, how could he take such a personal stance in freeing the Cinq Kingdom from under the thumb of the Alliance? If he did so, who would rule? He might resign and rule, but that would mean revealing his identity to all, and no one would accept a former soldier with bloodstained hands as the leader of a nation with pacifist ideals. But if he was to free the Cinq Kingdom, the only way would be becoming a soldier and rising above his enemies!

 

He pounded the wall in frustration. It wasn't too late yet; he could leave the Lake Victoria Academy...but how could he live the rest of his life with the Cinq Kingdom so close...yet so far away? How could he live with the memories? Relena, taking her first wobbly steps...Father slumped over the polished surface of the table in the meeting room...his entire country blackened and bloodied by the evil taint of power-hungry villains?

***

Noin sat on the edge of her bed and pulled the foil into her lap. It was very plain, with the slender blade as sharp and business-like as the instructors that trained her. She thought very hard about the events of the past fencing session. How did she know the ceiling was frescoed? It was so unlike her well-disciplined mind to come up with a word out of nowhere like that. She reached further, looking deep inside herself. And came up with...nothing. Vexed with her own ignorance, Noin turned to other thoughts.

 

I heard they had to declare bankruptcy to send her here, didn't they, Lucrezia? At this her fists clenched involuntarily, fingernails biting into the mattress. She took a few deep breaths to steady herself. They've been at you like that for months, she told herself. Then why? Why did you get so upset? Because he called you Lucrezia. When was the last time anyone called you by your first name? Father called you Lucrezia when he teased you. It was his pet name for you. It hurt, didn't it, hearing someone saying it in such a derisive tone?

 

Yes, it did. A sour smile flitted briefly across her face when she remembered how silly he'd looked when she pressed her sword under his throat, gooseberry eyes bulging like a frog's. Father was an excellent teacher, she thought, tears blurring her vision slightly as she remembered his kind, deep voice and gentle touch.

 

I fenced for him, in his memory. It was like he was holding me up, whispering that I could be faster and stronger. Better. I could almost feel his presence...

 

Noin remembered that part of her cheering in triumph as Zechs's sword fell to the floor. She'd met his eyes right then, and shocked was to see their expression. It wasn't anger, or shame; being defeated by a girl would be the height of embarrassment to the other cadets, she knew. It was something she couldn't quite put her finger on... Bitterness? Surprise? Vexation? Something of all three were there, but they couldn't have what shocked her. She'd seen them often enough in the eyes of others.

 

Her mind had chosen to provide its slow counterpart with the answer. Longing? What for? A slight blush rose in her pale cheeks and she shook her head. No, not that kind. It was as if he was longing for something she had and he didn't

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