Webie's Useless Blog-ish Thingie!

Basically, this is just where I ramble and rant about stuff that may or may not be related to this site in any way...mostly this is for my benifit so my head don't explode o_O

December 2, 2002: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEBSITE!! ^-^ Yay! the Bloodstained Business Suit celebrates it's 2nd birthday! *does glee jig* Thank you to everyone who has continued to support his Crawlie-ness and the newly turn Carford worshippers ^-^ Starting a new contest in celebration, this one hopefully with prizes. yay!

Anyway, need to babble or head go boom o_O Got 2 jobs now, one working as an usher the other as a coffe shop person, both wich I adore ^-^ I've got an +80% average so far this semester *crosses fingers for it to stay so* I broke up with my boyfriend for a total of 5 days but it's all good again ^-^ *sigh* life's good right now, save for my late night bursts of paranoia and stupidity o_O oh well, nothing's perfect ^-^

*sigh* I want sooooo much to work more on all my websites but time hates me >.< But hope, HOPE to update and at least complete the unfinished business I have with all the sites (mainly ((brain tumor)) and OhK!) Either way, I wish everyone a Merry X-mas/Christmas (meh, secular, sacred, I just want presents ^-^)

April 03/01: Anyone who's visited the site in the past, oh, about 3 months probably noticed that not much has been happening with the site. Actually, I've had heaps of stuff pilling up to upload but numerous things have been either stealing my time or just plain pissing me off. I've been working looong shifts at work (I worked Telemiracle for 11 hours straight), school is being the usual bitch, I've been out of town, writting fics for contests, working on my own manga-dealie, screwing around with video editing stuff and the usual everyday things that waste my time.
As for things that have been pissing me off, I've recently been seeing a therapist or whatever at the urging (more like shoving) of my parents. I've had a horrible cold which led to "perscription cough syrup" (sounds funny, no?) containing codine (sp?) being constantly shoved down my throat and to add to that I have to see some child and youth services doctor about taking anti-depressants. Sorry if I sound bitter and spoiled but I've just plain had it with doctors and therapists and what not. I go every week to some woman to talk about why I think self-mutilation is dandy while stressing the point that it's neither a cry for help, for attention or attempted suicide.
I thought it would be fun to pretend I was crazy and talk about how my refridgerator door's been talking in tounges but that didn't work too well. There's no amusement in answering the bland and incessant question of "How's your boyfriend/family/friends/grades/extracuricular activites/work/health/sanity?" Sanity's not been too well these days.
On a less whiney note, I've recently become obsessed with the Hellsing anime (after I figured out the gender of Indegral Hellsing it was more enjoyable o_O;;) and am broke after buying 4 books of Clamp's Clover series (keep in mind it's Canadian money I'm using *shakes fist*) Am broke but still thought it'd be fun to order the complete Tokyo Babylon manga series from Tokyo 7 ^-^
In short (not really, this is long o_O), life's being stupid but I still have my yaoi ^-^

January 18/01: *counts on fingers* 2 more days until me birfday! *does little jig* Ack though, Finals are starting! *cries* I hate math...grr at math I do...other than that my finals will be pretty easy since I really only have 3 plus one final presentation thing in Creative Writing...eep! hehe, not much to write this time around...I came up with horrible, horrible things in "our hallway" at school dealing with anatamy and vampires *sweatdrop* no one needs or wants to hear about that though...so on I move...jeebus I have nothing to blog about, this month's been boring and there's no events comming to where I work so thus I have nothing to work. I worked one Symphony performance this month and that was all there was for work. Grr...but yay! my Yami no Matsuei and Gravitation DVDs came! same with my Downtown shuffle and Bronze manga! hehehe, I had to go to the post office during my spare with Squee so she took a little look through Downtown shuffle and I wish to Jeebus that I had a camera ^-^ hehee...Evil! ^-^ heh. Hmmm, what else to babble about...*ponders* There's really nothing so I think this will become no longer and I will run off to do much studying. *waves and runs off*

December 22/01: Dear...Lord! How could I not update for so f*@#!%$ long?!! Ack, I make myself mad. Anyway, This page is 1 year old and it makes me happy!! I miss working on my beloved Crawlie page and neglected Schu page *waterfall eyes* Anyway, I'm happy that I'm actually doing well in school this semester and next semester will be so much more fun! (*dreamy eyes* Visual Arts 20 and Media studies 20...Wheeeee!) Been VERY busy with 25-35 hours on my paychecks....and most of that goes to buying naughty yaoi mangas ^_^ Hehe, I'm such a hentai...Oh well.

Another little obsession keeping me from working on the sites is making anime music vids which has got me on the computer all night downloading Gravitation and Yami no Matsuei video clips x_O

I also have ben feeling NOT depressed but fairly bitter and such *kicks self* Recently I've been spending waaaay more time with my firends than my boyfriend since both him and I have been working lots. At least I get to catch up with me pals (one of which drew the lovely "Naked Stick-Man Crawford" that can still be found on the [Entries] Page. Ahhh, things aren't all bad since I was able to have some fun with the girls *Makes bottle and "Glug-Glug" motion* ^_^ While a friend and I were working a University ESL grad, we both couldn't stop drooling over all the pretties (male and female, best of both worlds^_^).

Also been leaving some rather strange tips for our usual waiter at Smitty's (ranging from crayon drawings on napkins, assorted change, Laura Secord Ice Cream cards, etc.) when my friends and I go for Coffee. Meeep, I LOVE MY FRIENDS DAMNIT!! I'm also quite proud to be the most vulgar female in "our hallway" (about 10+ of my friends and I eat, sleep, study and basically live in our hallway at school). I even surpass the guys with my "Scrotocus, God of Ballsacks" made-up Bible versus and "Man-Sword Fencing" (The "Lemur Lance"!)...yeah maybe not a huge achievement but it makes me happy ^_^

Had a very disturbing converstaion with my mother and sister dealing with School Hockey Team initiations and shaving *screams* A mother shoudl never say such things!! o_O

Some not so good things is that I've fallen into some of my old bad habbits again. Alls I can say is I've been wearing allot of long sleeved shirts lately. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a "Cruel world let me die!" person. I just like weird things that my parents don't like o_O Ahk, this is getting long! Must...stop...RAMBLING! Before i go, EVERYONE WATCH THE X OVA "OMEN"!! IT'S FRIGGEN SHORT BUT AWESOME!! Okay, must go NOW before I kill my wrists. HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!!! *runs off in chibi-santa-get-up*

-Everyone's not-so-favorite-maker-upper-of-bible-versus Nicole

October 22/01: first blog! ^_^ Where the hell have I been? Well school and work are a bitch but gotta do both ^_^ the majority of my teachers very much dislike me (one hates my yaoi stuff and told me to stop using the idea in my Creative Writing class. Grrr...oh well, so I put some yuri to use too ^_^) and make it evident so that's kind of irritating. I'm also animating an online comic with a friend and am hard at work on fics for my creative writing class (some of which may be put up on the site for their Crawlie-ness ^_^). Anyway, I've also been spending allot of time with my friends at concerts and stuff. It's gotton to the point where the guys I know can be freely vulgar and disgusting around me since I'm vulgar and disgusting so it's alright ^_^ (happy days theme music here. Why? I dunno just because...)
Hmmm, what else to ramble about...My grandma now lives with my family so now I can sit around drinking with her while she asks me uncomfterable questions in regards to necking and kissing. Ah, good ol' grandma ^_^
Started watching war movies and mini-series with my dad...I call my mom a silly bitch nearly daily and she laughs (yay!)...Ummm...that's about it...of course also been basking in the positive feedback from my K site as well as all the other lovely e-mails people send me (Arigatoo!).
Well, If I want to get some more work done I better go...

-nicole/webie/nonsense blogger

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