Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon. It belongs to Naoko Takeuchi, Mixx, DiC, and some other companies. However, the story does belong to me so Don't take it without my permission. This part is in a person's point of view. I plan to jump back and forth between the characters' POV. I will probably have narration in one chapter/part and then POV in another so bare with me, here. I swear it is necessary. Don't Go...I Need You Part Two: Starting a New Life By: Silver Star "Would you like something to drink?" A plane-waitress asked me as she pushed the small cart between the aisles. I looked up, startled, waking up from my deep concentration. I looked at the nametag that was pinned on her and found out that the woman's name is Victoria Shanner. On the bottom of the tag, it said, "Just call me Vicki!" "Would you like something to drink?" Vicki asked again, still smiling. "Yes, yes please." I replied. "What kind? We have Coke, Dr. Pepper, Pepsi, Sprite, Slice, and all kind of juice." She said. "Well, you guys sure comes prepared!" I said jokingly. "I'll take a Coke, please. Thanks." "One Coke, coming up!" Vicki said as she dug into the cart. "What about your daughter? What does she want?" She added as she looked at the blond girl sitting next to me, looking out the window. "She's not my daughter." I said, smiling at the confused expression on Vicki's face. Suddenly, her face turned red with embarrassment. "I'm really sorry. It's just that you two looks so much alike and you guys are sitting next to each other and she looks so young and..." Vicki trailed off, still blushing. "It's okay, I think." I said. I turned and gently tapped the girl's shoulder. She turned, looking startled. "I'm sorry. I just want to ask if you want something to drink." I said gently. Obviously, she's very alarmed and scared. "Huh? Something to drink?" She asked. "Thanks but no thanks." She added after a few minutes. "Okay! I'll come back later for you guy's lunch! See ya later!" With those cheerful good byes, Vicki was gone. "I'm Sharon Glick." I said, sticking out my hand. "I'm S- Rena Mornally." She said hesitantly. "Nice to meet you, Rena." I said, smiling. <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> "Nice to meet you, too." I said, smiling back. Some how, I felt safe and secure in Sharon's presence. We started to chat and I realized that she looks a lot like me. We both have golden-blond hair and we both have sapphire blue eyes. However, she is much older than I am. "What do you do for a living?" I suddenly blurted out, not noticing what I was saying. "I'm a medium." Sharon said, smiling at my confusion. "What's a...medium?" I asked uncertainly, suddenly feels like a child in the presence of her mother and afraid that her mother might be mad. "How do I explain this..." Sharon said thoughtfully as she try to find the right word to explain to me what a medium is. "A medium can see a spirit. Maybe I should explain more..." <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> I suddenly trailed off as a figure in pure white silk approaches me. I am aware that Rena has asked if I am all right but I couldn't answer her. All I can see is the figure. As the figure came closer, I realized that it's a woman with long silver-white hair. Her dress is made out of pure white silk and it clangs to her body like a second skin. It had a bow in the center of her chest and it is bare shoulder. Her hair was done in the weirdest style I have never seen. It was put into two buns on top of her head and a stream of hair flow from each of the balls. She had a very serene look on her face and her eyes held kindness and love. "Please take care of my daughter." The woman said in the sudden silence. "Who are you? What do you want with me? Who is your daughter?" I asked her in my head and my voice echoed in the silence. "For the first question and the last, you shall find out in time. As for the second, I have already told you. I want you to take care of my daughter." The woman said. I was about to ask her again who her daughter is when she suddenly disappeared and I was back on the plane with Rena looking at me with concern. <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> "Are you alright?" I asked her again as I watched the glaze in her eyes disappeared and her now dark blue eyes cleared back into her normal color. "Yes, yes I'm alright, I guess." She said. "What happened? You just suddenly went into a trance." I said. She smiled at me and I relaxed when I realize she really is okay. "Do you have any place to live in America?" She asked me and I froze. <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> I screamed at myself as I watched Rena froze over my question. How can I ask her that?! "I'm sorry, Rena. I didn't mean to say that. It just kind of pop out of my mouth before I could realize what I was saying." I said, stumbling over my words. "It's okay. No, I don't have a place to live." Rena said quietly and I closed my mouth over my unfinished apology. "W- would you like to live with me?" I asked. I have no idea where that came from but it seemed to be the right thing to say. "Would you like me to?" She asked me hopefully. "Yes." I said. "I would like you to live with me and my family." <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> "How can this happen?!" Lita yelled in frustration. I just sat there, stunned. "She- she left?" I asked quietly although I already knew the answer. I just had to confirm it one more time. "Yes." Mina sighed. "How could this happen?" I looked around the room through the heavy air. Lita was pacing back and forth in front of the phone for any news the police could give them. Mina was sitting on the chair beside Amy. Mr. and Mrs. Tsukino were just sitting on the couch opposite mine. Sammy was sitting on the floor and Darien is sitting on my left. "Why did she left?!" I asked, disbelieve shown clearly on my face. "Why? Read this aloud." Lita said angrily as she shoved a piece of paper into my hand. I looked at her and then at the piece of paper. I took a deep breath and opened the folded paper up. I tried to hold my tears back as I read the letter to myself first. I took another deep breath and started to read the letter. It goes like this: Dear Mother, Father, and all my used to friends, I'm sorry. I know I'm a coward. That's why I'm leaving. Don't bother trying to find me. You can't, anyway. I'm sorry but I can't live up to the expectation you all want me to fullfill. I just can't! It may be not hard for you but it is for me! That's why I decided to leave. You don't have to worry about me. I'll be okay. I'll find a place to work and then I'll go to school. Maybe someday, I might come back as the way you expected of your princess. Perhaps someday, I shall come back to be the way you expected of your daughter. Raye, I'd like to say sorry. Sorry that I wasn't what you expected me to be. That's what made me go, isn't it? And Darien, I'm sorry that I wasn't the princess that you expected me to be. That's the reason you don't love me anymore, isn't it? Too many questions and I doubt I'll be back for the answers. Raye, I would like you to be the scout leader. You deserve to be the leader. You are strong, talented, and smart. I could never be like you. Mina, thank you for been my friend even though we barely met. Perhaps one day we could meet some where else other than Japan. Perhaps then, I could get to know you better. Amy, you are a wonderful friend. Thank you for all the time that you spend on me so I could be better at school. I'll admit it now I'm no good for anything. But I'll promise you, Amy, I'll study hard in my new life. Lita...thank you for been my friend and stood by my side for so long. I guess you finally opened your eyes and realized that I wasn't worth all that. Please protect my family, they are much more valuable than I am. Luna...what can I say. I wish you a good life without me. I'll bet you'll have a wonderful life without me dragging you down. Artemis...well, I don't have much to say about you since I just met you. But I'll wish you a good life, too. Mom, Dad, I wish I could be what you want me to be. But I just can't. I'm sorry. I hope Sammy will be what you expected him to be. I know there are things I wrote in here that confuses you. Ask any of the girls and they'll explain it to you. Sammy...well, have a wonderful life, brat. I don't know how you will react to this but I do hope you will be happier. I'd never thought I'll be saying this but I'll miss you. Darien...I don't know what to say. But whatever happens, I'll never hate you. I'm sorry that I have dragged your career and your future down. Maybe now, it'll soar up into heaven. Well, I guess that's it. Goodbye, everybody. May you have a wonderful life without me. Love, Serena <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> Oh, god, she left! How can this happen?! I'm sorry, Serena. I never should have told you that I don't love you. But the stupid dream! If I don't leave, you'll be in danger! I'm sorry, Serena. I truly am. <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> "Well, what do you think?" Sharon asked as we walked up the front steps of a huge manor. "It's awesome! This place is huge!" I exclaimed in awe. "Is this whole place, yours?" "Yep! Come on, Rena. I'd like you to meet your new family." Sharon said cheerfully. I stopped in mid step. My new family. Would I disappoint this one, too? Or would I be different and be what everybody expected me to be? "Come on, Rena! Don't just stand there!" Sharon yelled to me. I took a deep breath and started toward the door. This is my new life. And I'll make something out of this one. <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< * >>> <<< To be continued... >>> Well? What do ya think? 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