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July 28: Alicia Keyes on the stereo... my lonelyness expanding to fill my soul... my melodramatic style creeping closer to abnormal... *grins* Well... what has happened in my life? ... not much... I just feel so worthless right now, work's a hassle and a drag, wasting money, watching hard earned gratification for my hours of boredom and dissatisfaction slip through my hands like soft yellow sands from the Santa Cruz beach, surrounded by the frigid waters that beckon me still, the call of Poseidon all I can hear over the muted hum of couples and families enjoying the last few rays of a summer sun, slathered with pale sunscreen the smells like rubber to my nose akin to the oceans salt....
Ok, ok, I'll get off of my melodramatic kick. The ocean is my freedom, and I will find my solution to my problem while I walk the wet sands even if it is only in my dreams... ...*Loran*
