James
They say there's a certain magnitude around Team Rocket. Once a Rocket,
always a Rocket, a
the saying goes. No matter what happens- whether you get fired, or quit,
you're never quite away
from the team. A part of it stays with you forever. And eventually you'll
find yourself back at their
doorstop, by choice or by force, to stay for good.
My name is James, and I, like so many other unsuspecting teens, was pulled
into the crime ring
of Team Rocket. Once and never again, I had sworn to myself those three
fateful years ago.
And yet, here I was.
I surveyed the slum-like area that Team Rocket had been forced to establish
it's new empire in.
The building itself was in shambles, but that was to be expected. The old
"Gym Leader" disguise
was no longer an option, and they had to be cautious.
I pulled up the collar of my coat, hoping that if I made myself as scarce
as possible that maybe
I would be overlooked. It was a pitiful hope, but I hung onto it
nevertheless. Digging my hands
into my pockets, I ran a finger over the letter that had been delivered to
the local Pokémon
Center for me. I'd read it over a thousand times, and the words were
imprinted in my mind.
"To Whom it May Concern,
Calling all ex-Rockets! You are required to attend a meeting that shall
take place on
January 17, 2003, 8:00 PM; at 1225 Darktree Lane, Ecruteak City. Those who
fail to show shall
be sorry... Mr. Thilar."
Why had I come here in the first place? Curiosity? For lack of a better
thing to do? Because of
the idle threat, "those who fail to show will be sorry"? Or was I actually
interested in rejoining?
Even I didn't know what had possessed me to come back to this damn
organization.
And yet, here I was.
I ducked under the awning and entered the crumbling building, unknowing of
how big a decision
that would end up being.
My name is James, and I'm just a pawn in the ultimate scheme of things.
Jessie
They call me a lot of things. I was and still am Jessie, for the most part,
but because of my job
I've had to be many different things, too. Sometimes I'm under my alias',
Terri or Kit. Once I was
even Kali Zealor, Italian crack smuggler. I've been called, "The Disguise
Queen" and "Detective
Mastermind." Some even call me a bitch. I get that a lot.
But today I was just plain Jessie, ex-Rocket looking to make it rich.
Arrogant, vain and moody
were some of my finer characteristics, not that those were hard to act out.
All-in-all I thought this
was my best case yet, and my easiest.
Welcome to the world of an undercover detective. My mission: to find out
who the leaders of
Team Rocket's new "force" were, what their strengths were, and how to stop
them before they
got out of hand. Simple, right? That's what I thought.
I pulled my jacket up tighter around my thin body. It was the dead of
winter, and here I was in a
paper-thin dress with a skirt that barely reached half-way between my knee
and ass. By all rights
I should have been in a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt, relaxing by the
fireplace in my cabin and
waiting for my next mission.
But someone as qualified as myself has learned to suck it up and deal with
it; I could only pray
they had some kind of heater in the condemned building I was about to enter.
I walked through the narrow door, my breath blowing out in white smoke in
front of me. No
heater. I'd live. Down a hallway, around a corner, and past a rat-infested
chamber, I finally
reached the waiting room. What a sight met my eyes.
Shady figures of all shapes and sizes lounged around in the big room,
smoking and gossiping
about the Lord only knew what. I recognized a few of them as some crack
junkies who had
managed to escape the police, and another few as drug smugglers. My hand
instinctively flew to
the concealed gun under my jacket.
Several big guys whistled in my direction; I answered with a rude gesture.
True, it wasn't the
smartest thing to do, but if I had to be my character I had to play my
character. I searched the
crowd for a familiar face. Any familiar face. I spotted a young man at the
far end of the room by
himself, reading some kind of magazine. His head was covered by a hat, and
his collar was
pulled up too high for me to recognize any facial features. Still roving the
room, ever on guard, I
noticed a blonde woman, maybe a year older than myself, chatting amiably with
a teal-haired
man. Cassidy and Butch, just my luck.
Oh well, this was no time to be choosy. I strolled over to their seats.
"It's been a while," I said coolly.
Cassidy jumped- I'd caught her off guard. "Oh!" She saw who I was. "It's
you."
"Really Cass, you get bitchier everyday."
Butch's hand roved around under his jacket. So, I wasn't the only one who
was carrying a
weapon. "Jessie, maybe you should get out of here. This isn't the time or the
place."
"Who died and made you God?" I countered. Stone cold looks were all I got.
"Fine, I'm going." I
turned, then stopped. I couldn't resist one last remark. "Oh, and Butch, a
single pistol is a lot less
conspicuous then an Uzi, and if you're a good mark it's just as deadly."
Touché.
And I wonder why I'm called a bitch so much.
James
I saw her right away. Red hair, blue eyes. It was so obvious who she was,
and she made it a
point to let everyone know exactly what she was about. Jessie was just as
gorgeous as ever, not
that that was a surprise, of course. She turned in my direction, but her eyes
passed right over
me. It seemed like my plan had worked. I was nonexistent, even to the person
I'd spent half my
life with.
I stared at the ten-year old copy of People Magazine, but I didn't read a
word of it. My thoughts
were moving too quickly. I knew that whatever was about to happen was going
to be big, but I
couldn't begin to guess how. Try as I might, my thoughts kept turning back to
my old partner and
long-time best friend. There was something different about her today, but I
couldn't quite put my
finger on what. She had a sense of authority about her, but that didn't seem
too unusual. It was
at the tip of my tongue...
"Excuse me? May I have your attention, please?"
I looked up. Cassidy had her arms raised, as did Butch. The company
immediately quieted
down.
"Our superior, Roger Thilar, is ready to begin the meeting," Cassidy began.
"Would you all
please enter the door to your left and take a seat in the board room?"
Something told me that the board room would be nothing more than a
dilapidated old ballroom
with a large table and some rickety chairs in it. I was right.
As I walked through the entrance. Butch plucked my hat off and grabbed my
jacket.
"The board room has a heater," he explained. Quietly he added. "And no one
gets out of here
without being identified. Nice try, Jimmy."
So much for inconspicuous, I thought grimly.
As luck would have it, I ended up being positioned as far away from Jessie
as possible. Her
head was turned towards the front of the room, where a 30-something man stood
waiting for
everyone to be seated.
A big man to my left elbowed me hard in the ribs. "Move over you stupid
prick; I need some
space to sit down."
I turned to tell him exactly where he could stick that idea, but thought
better of it. His neck was
thicker than my head, and I knew he wouldn't hesitate to snap me like a twig.
I moved over to the
far end of the table, pulling up a chair to sit in.
The man at the front of the room- who must have been Roger Thilar- smiled
at the group. It was
a vicious, humorless smile that reminded me of a snake. Even Giovanni hadn't
had such a nasty
smile. "Welcome, Rockets of the past, to our humble home. I apologize for the
building's
condition; I'm sure you realize that finding a worthy abode for our beloved
team was practically
impossible. We believe that before long we shall be able to change our
location to a more
comforting environment."
He was an intelligent man, like our old boss, but he used that to gain
superiority. By using the
best grammar possible he hoped to confuse them, maybe trick them into doing
something they
wouldn't normally do. I almost laughed; his little plan wouldn't work on me.
"I'm sure you're all curious as to why we- that is to say, myself and my
wonderful cohorts Butch
and Cassidy- have called you here," he continued. "You see, my friends, we
have been building
Team Rocket from the ground up. It has taken a lot of hard work and patience,
but we're finally
ready to begin anew! With your help I will be able to get Team Rocket the
world power it so richly
deserves!"
Someone I didn't recognize spoke up. "Just what are you saying, Mr. Thilar?"
"What am I saying?" Roger asked rhetorically. "Young man, I am proposing
that we reunite this
beautiful team for world conquest! That all of you come back to begin a new
Rocket era!"
"That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard."
It came out before I could stop myself. All eyes were on me in an instant.
Jessie's face read
recognition and surprise, as did many others.
'Yes, folks, the lenient James just contradicted a powerful leader,' I
thought dryly.
"Mr. Rosewood, do you have something you would like to say?" Roger asked.
"Only that this is insane," I stated.
"Go on. Please explain," he urged.
"What you're saying is absolute bullshit. This team was disbanded three
years ago, and I was
under the impression that Giovanni had no intention of re-opening it."
"And Giovanni didn't re-open it," Butch muttered irritably.
"He must have had a damn good reason to end his life's work, so why would
you want to start it
all over again?" I questioned.
I had gotten through to the group. More than half of them nodded in
agreement. Jessie's face
read nothing but mild amusement.
"Giovanni disbanded the team because he believed there was no passion left
in it's members.
But this will prove that wrong and show him Team Rocket's still worth it,"
Roger explained.
"Then where is he?" I argued. "Where is this boss who disappeared three
years ago without a
trace?"
Roger must have predicted this. He had an answer for everything, it seemed.
"He won't be
convinced until we come together and begin our new conquest."
"Oh, I take it you've spoken to him then. I guess you told him about your
little plan to bring back
people with their own lives to totally screw with their worlds and tell
them to just-" I
began.
"I have not spoken to Giovanni in years, but I was a very close friend of
his and I believe that
he would back me up on this-" Roger interrupted.
I was on a roll and he was not about to stop me. "May I finish?!"
Someone smothered a giggle. It was Jessie.
"Ms. Smitt, do you have an opinion too?" Roger asked tensely. I was getting
to him.
Jessie shrugged. "I don't really care either way."
Hm.
Roger straightened his tie. "Yes, yes... you were saying, Mr. Rosewood?"
"You can't just call us all in and expect us to drop our lives and come
running back to this team.
You may find this hard to believe, seeing as how you worship this place
religiously, but some of
us didn't like it that much anyway. All it ever did for me was make it a hell
of a lot harder to get a
job, must less get into a college.
"Now I'm finally doing something good for a change, and you just expect
me to throw
that away and become a wanted criminal again?"
Roger's teeth glinted in a deadly smile. "I don't expect anything. I know
for a fact that each and
every one of you will embrace our renewed empire with open arms- whether you
like it or not."
"What's that supposed to mean?" someone asked.
"You mean you don't remember the contract?" Roger wondered innocently. "Ah,
I shouldn't
have expected you to. It was a while ago."
"Cut the crap and tell us what the hell you're talking about," Jessie said
sharply.
Nice, Jess. You're making as great a first impression as I am.
Roger pulled out a legal-looking document. "Look familiar? It's the
contract you first signed
when you joined Team Rocket. Ring a bell?"
It did, but I couldn't figure out what he was getting at.
"If you recall, the contract clearly states that 'You are in service of
this team until your contract
is destroyed.' When the team disbanded we all assumed Giovanni had torn them
up or burned
them. One day I was searching some abandoned rooms at Viridian Gym and
stumbled across
these." Roger slapped the paper for emphasis. "This is even further proof
that Giovanni had
every intention of coming back, or passing the title on to someone else." He
looked right at me.
"Not only that, Mr. Rosewood, but it also means that I own you and your life
as long as this
document exists."
"Then get rid of it, because I don't want any part of this," I informed him.
"You don't have that choice. Until our good boss returns I have full
control of these papers. And
I'm not tearing any of them up," Roger explained. He rolled the contract back
up. "Am I
understood?"
A murmur of protest rippled through the room.
"I don't think they're too happy about that," Jessie commented dryly.
"It's not their choice, is it?" Cassidy snapped. "And it isn't yours
either, so shut up."
"Oh, I'm hurt," Jessie said sarcastically.
Roger leaned over next to Butch and Cassidy. He whispered something I
couldn't hear; luckily, I
can read lips.
"Watch how I work these assholes," were his exact words. Roger turned back
to the arguing
group. "My friends! Please, calm down! I cannot keep you all here if you
really want to leave. But
think about what you would be leaving! We have what Giovanni did not! Perfect
timing! The
police are lazy- they think we are gone for good-" why did Jessie bristle at
that comment?-"We
have the moment of surprise and the cleverness to pull it off! What's more,
we have experience!
All of you are veteran Rockets, and you know what you're doing. Think about
it, my friends!
Riches and power beyond your imagination! Worldwide fear and respect! The
time is right and
the time is now! Who's with me?"
The cheer shook the building. Even Jessie whistled her appreciation for the
speech.
It really was ingenious. Roger mentioned their greatest motives: money,
power, fear and respect.
"Every" Rocket's dream.
I looked up. Roger had his eyes on me, teeth glinting in a venomous smirk.
He mouthed the
word, "Your move."
"It's not over yet," I retorted.
Just because he'd captured the first pawn didn't mean he'd win the game.
Jessie
My mind turned over the meeting's events as Roger calmed everyone down and started to finish up.
Roger was a criminal mastermind, and a smooth-talker to boot. I'd have to watch him- he might be one of the trickiest enemies I'd ever had. No matter. I could handle him.
James, now... I needed to talk to him later. Whatever had happened over the last three years must have been big. Damn, had he matured!
"...this meeting is over. You may exit out the door you came in. We will meet back here tomorrow at noon. Thank you for your time," Roger dismissed us, then turned and disappeared into a back room.
Butch and Cassidy got everyone into something of a line and we proceeded to the door. There was still one thing bothering me. It involved my safety on this mission. As I came up to Butch, I said casually. "I guess you did a background check on everyone."
Butch's eyes narrowed. "Why do you ask?"
"Oh, you know. Some of these people might be serial killers or something. Can't trust anyone these days," I commented.
"Nah, we didn't bother," Butch shrugged. "Roger figured if we didn't check if they hurt someone we could honestly say we didn't know anything... but why the hell am I telling you this? Get going."
I strolled off, but I'd gotten what I needed. No background check meant they didn't know I was a detective. I was safe- for now.
I pushed my way through the crowd of people, trying to get a little breathing space. I felt him on my left before he spoke.
"You're overacting."
James' voice was so low I hardly heard it. I tried to look only mildly interested at what he had said. Glancing at him slightly, I greeted him like nothing more than an old friend.
"And what does that mean?" I wondered.
"Later," James' lips barely moved as he spoke. "The walls have ears and lip-reading eyes."
He shoved a piece of paper in my hand, then walked off. I slipped the note into my pocket and waited for a safer place to read it.
So, James didn't trust anyone either. Smart. But if that was true, then why did he come to me? And what did he mean by "you're overacting"?
Once outside of the building I walked the block to my hotel. I decided I was safe inside my hotel room and grabbed the note James had given me.
"We need to talk tonight. 10 PM at the local McDonalds- James."
Instead of clearing things up, it only made them more confusing. Did he just want to catch up? Didn't seem likely. He could be a detective too... no, too far-fetched.
My heart caught in my throat. Could he be working for Roger? What if the fight was staged? Did he know who I was? Suddenly even my best friend couldn't be trusted. I had no way of knowing if this was an ambush.
"No," I thought aloud. "It can't be."
James was the only person I'd ever been able to get close too. I had friends at work, of course, but no one who really knew me. Even my ex-boyfriends didn't know as much about me as James. True, he had changed, but all the time I'd known him he'd been honest and loyal. He wouldn't do that to me- would he?
As a safety precaution I slipped a gun into my coat, then checked my wristwatch. 9:45, time to go. It only took a couple minutes to get to the McDonalds James had mentioned; before long I was there. I opened the door cautiously, looking around.
Sure enough, there he was. The same old James sitting in the corner. He looked over and smiled. With one hand on my gun I made my way over to his table.
James gestured for me to sit down. When I hesitated, he smiled dryly. "Roger's not going to burst out of the back door, and I'm not going to shoot you either."
"When did you get ESP?" I asked, holding back a laugh and taking a seat across from him. "What's this all about anyway?"
James got right to the point. "Why are you really here?"
"I missed you too," I said sarcastically. "I guess I'm here outta curiosity- the promise of money is pretty nice also."
"Bullshit. What are you, a cop or something?"
I weighed my options. I could play dumb, and get interrogated all night, or I could tell him the truth and maybe get an ally out of this. I took the second one. "Try undercover detective."
"Ah, well, they're so completely different-"
"I liked you better as an ass-kissing wuss," I teased.
For the first time that day James' smile had humor in it. "Yeah, you and every other Rocket on this damn team."
"That was quite a speech today. Even Roger was having trouble," I complimented. "I didn't know you had the balls to say that."
"'Balls' are something you get when- uh, nevermind," he stopped short. "So tell me about your little CIA work. What got you into the law?"
I wanted to know why he had stopped mid-sentence, but let it slide for the moment. "It's actually kind of funny. I was caught shop-lifting three weeks after the team break-up. I ended up having to spend a little time, but got out on probation for the last two months of it. I made friends with my officer, and he recognized some potential. He gave me a chance to clean up my act by getting me a job at the local police station. One thing led to another and before I could blink I was an undercover detective for the Goldenrod police force." I paused to prepare my next question. "There's my little story- now what about you?"
"It's better if you don't know," he advised. "If you did you'd have to arrest me or something."
I raised an eyebrow. "James, you could easily rat me out to Roger, raise points for yourself and get me killed. You actually think that I would send you to prison? Besides that, you're my best friend. You know me better than that. C'mon... what's the story?"
James sighed. "I'm not proud of it... but here goes nothing. After the team got disbanded I tried getting a job, but no one would hire me. I guess my record was worse than I thought. Then I tried to get accepted into a college, but they wouldn't even let me take the practice tests. Things were getting rough- I had no money, no job, and nothing but a backpack full of clothes and my Pokémon.
"One day I stumbled upon an add in the newspaper that told about someone who could help you clear your record and start over. I decided to try my luck- after all, things couldn't get much worse than they were right then. The guy ended up being a computer hacking genius who could literally delete everything off your personal record and create a new one for you. I was desperate, so I took the offer."
"Oh my God, James," I breathed. "That's a huge offense."
"Don't I know it," he muttered.
"What does it say now?" I wondered.
"My birth and early childhood are about the same. I got sent to Pokémon Tech where they excepted me, graduated from the school and currently have no criminal offenses. Total bullshit, of course, but no one would know any better. The guy was so good that he even added my name to the list of graduates on the Pokétech computers. You're probably the only person who could remember that all being fake."
When he stayed silent, I urged him to go on. "There has to be more than that."
"Unfortunately, there is," he said. "All that work was pricey- and I didn't have any money. He understood my problem, so he hooked me up with some of his friends. His 'friends' were drug smugglers."
"You didn't."
"I had no choice. I was in too deep to get out now. I managed to get accepted into a small college within the next week, and got a job soon after. My job paid for apartment rent, but not for my other fees, like tuition and the little crime. For a while I was leading a double life- college kid by day, personal assistant to a smuggling leader by night. That's where my 'don't trust anyone' attitude came from. I also learned how to lip read, and the 'balls' came with the package too.
"I worked like a dog and aced the final exams in my Freshman year. The next year they gave me an actual scholarship. By the end of my Sophomore year I had paid back all the money I owed, and was finally out of crime for good. I thought, anyway. But here I am, halfway through my Junior year, and this stupid team calls me back to fuck my life up even more." James looked up. "Still so sure you don't want to turn me in?"
"Compared to you I had it easy. But at least your trying to turn everything around," I told him. "What's your major?"
He shrugged. "Law. I'm not sure what in law, though."
"After all that shit you did?"
"I figure I should try to give some back, you know? Stop the real assholes who don't care what they do to people," he said. His eyes flashed anger. "People like Roger."
"What do you have against him?" I wondered. "Sure, he's a cocky jackass, but you really hate this guy."
"I vowed I would never turn back to this stuff. I thought that maybe- crazy as it sounds- that I, James, could actually do something right for once. Get out of the crime ring that is my life. But this is me we're talking about. Sooner or later I'm bound to get screwed over again. Roger just happens to be the one who did it this time." There was a bitterness in his voice that I'd never heard before. James stood to go. "Thanks for coming out here. It's good to know I've got a friend in all this shit."
I stood up with him. As he turned, I grabbed his arm. "Hey James... you wanna come back to my hotel room for a while?"
He opened his mouth, then stopped. Finally he answered. "I better not. With both of us against him Roger might think we were planning something."
"Aren't we?"
He didn't have an answer for that.
"Oh, come on. I've got some champagne and we can order-up. I'm not about to touch any of the greasy shit they serve here." Without waiting for an answer I pulled him towards the door. He sighed in resignation, then followed.
Just like old times, I thought with a smile.
James
I took the drink Jessie offered, looking around at her room. It was nice- but compared to my low-rate motel, anything was nice.
"Do you mind if I throw on something a little more comfortable? This dress really isn't me," Jessie said more as a statement then a question.
"Go ahead," I conceded.
Was she trying to tempt me? Good Lord, the woman was beautiful enough. Now I was in her apartment, under stress, and she was about to put on something comfortable??
A couple minutes later Jessie was in a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt. She must have seen my relieved look, because she said, "You didn't really think I was gonna come out in lingerie, did you?"
I couldn't help but laugh.
She poured a glass of champagne for herself and took a seat across from me. I stifled a yawn. Jessie looked in my direction. "You can't actually be tired."
"Well, it is midnight," I reminded her.
Jessie glanced at her watch. "God, I didn't know it was that late. But you shouldn't be tired, not after working the late shift..." she saw my look. "Nevermind."
"If it's all the same to you I'd prefer not to talk about it," I said a little tensely. "Those're two years of hell I'd like to forget."
"Hm," was all she said.
I remembered something. "You know, back in the restaurant, you never actually said if you'd turn me in or not."
She thought for a moment. "Well now, that depends."
"Depends? On what?" I questioned, starting to wonder if telling her the truth had been such a good idea.
Jessie laughed. "Relax James, I'm not going to ask you to sell your soul to me or anything. I just want to make a little deal."
I tried to count how many steps it would take me to reach the door. "Deal?"
"Exactly. Now, usually I work alone, but this case is pretty big, even for me. You yourself said you wanted to get into law. I'm giving both of us a chance to get what we need."
I shot her an odd look. What was she getting at? "I'm listening."
"I could use your help. The fact is there's too many involved, and I can only be in so many places at once. An ally, someone I can trust, would be perfect," Jessie began. "That ally is you. You're the only person in this hellhole I know won't rat me out; number one because I've got that little piece of blackmail, and number two you're my closest friend. Now, if you could just keep your ears open, remember even the tiniest bit of information, and keep those beautiful lip-reading eyes on Roger, I'd be eternally grateful. Who knows? Maybe I can win you a spot on our detective squad."
I understood why Jessie made such a great detective. She always kept her eye on what was important- at this moment it was completing her case. Also, she knew she couldn't do it alone, so she made it sound as if I'd be getting something out of the deal too. The only thing I was getting was her silence. But with the kind of things I've done, that's plenty to get.
Besides, I never could resist Jessie.
"So, do you agree? Partners again?" Jessie asked expectantly.
I smiled. "As if I could ever say no." We clinked champagne glasses regally, downing our cups in one gulp. "You know, you didn't have to wait to ask me this. You could have said it in the McDonalds."
"And miss seeing your face when I told you I was changing? Never."
Jessie
Don't panic, Jess. I kept saying that to myself over and over. It wasn't
like I hadn't been in this
kind of situation before. Several times I'd been cut off from my chief, and
I'd always made it out
without getting killed. Barely, but I did it. The question was, could I get
myself and
James out alive?
I glanced over at my temporary partner. He leaned against the wall not half
a foot away,
thoughtful but unafraid, no doubt trying to sort a clear solution out of all
of this. I knew that if I
asked him, he would stay by me until the end. But with the end possibly
drawing near, I couldn't
ask him to do that. And I wasn't going to risk his life if there was a chance
of survival.
"James?" I began. He turned to face me. I took a deep breath; this wouldn't
be easy. "I want
you to stay out of this case from now on. It's getting too complicated, and
the fact of the matter
is-"
"You don't have to explain," he interrupted. "I understand perfectly."
"You do?"
James' voice tone was icy. "Of course. The fact of the matter is that you
don't need me
anymore- I've given you enough information, and now as soon as you figure out
a way to escape
you can take the info back to your superior. Mission completed, end of story."
I stared at him in complete disbelief. "You really believe that?"
James shrugged. "I had a feeling from the very beginning. People use you,
then they lose you;
it's that simple."
"My God James, you have been hanging around with criminals too long," I
told him. "I guess it never occurred to you that maybe I actually wanted to help you too.
That I had every intention of trying to get you a job on the squad. That maybe, just maybe, I
wanted to spend more time with you and the only way I knew how was to blackmail you and get
you to help me out? Crazy as it may sound, but could it be that I liked you as more than a
tool?" Somehow we'd moved closer together, so that there was very little space between us. "That
I was attracted to you?"
I think I made the first move, but it was pretty much simultaneous. James
and I had locked lips in an instant, arms around the other. I hadn't realized it until now how much
I wanted him. Everything about him- from his newly developed mysterious quality to his
natural friendly charm and good looks- screamed desirable .
We moved as one towards the bed, angling away from the wall. I had just
about gotten his shirt
unbuttoned when James pulled away.
"Jessie, Jessie," he repeated, holding me back. "This isn't right."
"What are you talking about?" I questioned. "We're two horny adults in
love, so what's the harm?"
"Both of us are stressed and under a lot of pressure from this whole thing.
We're trying to use
sex as a way out of our problems," James explained.
"So?"
James put his shirt back on. "I'm leaving."
"James..." I started to persuade.
He flung open the door. "If I find out anything else I'll talk to you." As
he turned to go, he added
one last stinging comment. "I do love you, Jessie, but I'm not so sure if you
feel the same way."
Then he was gone, leaving me alone with my own thoughts.
The veteran detectives down at the station used to talk about how everyone
had a moment of
weakness in their career. Under pressure, in a desperate situation, they
would grab at anything
they could find to ease the stress off a little. I had used my moment of
weakness on the one
person I truly cared about, and now he might be gone for good.
"Dammit Jessie, you are such a fucking idiot!" I scolded myself. "You did
exactly what he
accused you of: using him. Dammit! I really am a stupid bitch!"
I slammed my hand into the wooden door in frustration. I started to do it
again, but stopped.
James' last words hit me hard.
"I do love you, but I'm not sure if you feel the same about me."
Did I love him? I'd made a promise to myself back when my mother died that
I would never get
close to someone again- but hadn't I done just that?
And this was James, of all people. My best friend since I was eight, my
punching bag,
and the person I'd never even glanced at twice before. So why should I
suddenly feel like this?
Maturity? His new personality? Even I didn't know the answer to my own
feelings.
"And why the fuck am I worrying about this now?" I asked myself.
Like it or not, I did have a mission to carry out; James or no James. I
picked up my room key
and walked out the door for my daily spying mission, trying my hardest to
focus my mind on
everything but him.
James
Butch caught Jessie, throwing her limp figure over one shoulder. There was
blood in her hair,
and it was impossible to tell if she was alive or not.
I whirled to lash out at Roger, but found my own arms pinned to my sides.
While I had been in
shock, he'd snuck up behind me and put me in much the same hold Jessie had
been in. As I
began to struggle, Cassidy stuck a gun to the side of my head.
"Don't even try it."
"So now what?" I asked, accepting the fact that my life was over.
"Now, James?" Roger hissed. "Team Rocket's reign begins again. We take over
the radio tower
and no one stands in our way."
"The police will stop you, just like they did to Giovanni," I told him.
"Those pigs don't have a clue, now that their precious spy is gone," Roger
insisted. "You know,
it's a real shame you didn't join with me. I could have used a mastermind
like yourself... but that's
life."
He covered my face with a damp rag. Things started to haze out within
milliseconds. My knees
collapsed underneath me; I was out before I hit the ground.
I woke up draped over a couch in a completely different room than I had
just been in. The
furniture was first-class, but there was something odd about it. Then it hit
me: there was radio
equipment lining the walls. I was in Goldenrod's radio station.
I sat up, but had to lean back almost immediately. The pain in my head was
horrible; I imagined
Jessie couldn't be much better. My heart started racing. Jessie!
I made myself stand, then started to work out the stiffness in my legs
while I tried to sort this
out. I was in the radio tower, in a production room. Checking my jacket, I
found my gun still
there. Now I knew something was up. Roger had taken the pains to drag me to
the station when
he could have easily killed me on the spot, and I had a weapon too.
More games? That had to be it. Roger wanted a little sport before he got
rid of me- or us, if
Jessie still lived. I was sick and tired of his tricks; all I wanted to do
was get Jessie and get out.
But chances were that wouldn't be an option.
I tried the door to the office. It opened easily. Stepping out into the
hallway, I took a look at my
surroundings. The walls were completely void of windows or doors- in fact,
the only exits were on
either side of the long hall. I tried the door nearest to me. Locked. Which
meant that I only had
one option, and more than likely it would lead me straight to Roger and
Jessie.
Still, it was better than sitting around waiting for death to creep up
around the corner. I opened
the big paneled door and entered what had to be the producer's office. And
behind the desk
stood the one man I hated with every molecule of my body.
"Ah, James. So good of you to come. We were getting impatient," Roger said
calmly.
My eyes took in the scene at once. About five feet away from Roger sat
Jessie, held down my
Butch. Both Butch and Cassidy had their guns pointed directly at her head.
"I thought about killing you," Roger said, as if reading my thoughts, "but
first I thought I might
have a little fun."
"What's the point? What're you trying to prove?" I demanded.
"Nothing except the simple fact that you and those like you are fools. To
think you could
actually escape the deadly crime web? You were born a delinquent and you will
die one. Prove,
James? I only want to show you how much of a idiot you really are."
"You'll kill me in vain, then, because I'll die knowing I did everything I
could to stop a jackass
like you!"
Roger chuckled darkly. "We'll see about that." He pulled out a 9millimeter
and cocked it directly
at Jessie. "The way I see it, there's about two ways you can get out of here
alive." He paused for
emphasis, then continued. "The first way is out that door. If you put down
your gun and walk out,
we'll let you go back to your own meaningless life. We will always be keeping
an eye on you, but
you'll be able to escape part of the crime ring. The other way out is by
joining our side. I've told
you many a time that having an ally like you would have its rewards. You
pledge your allegiance
to this team and your life is spared... for the moment, anyway."
There was more to it than that. There had to be. "What's the catch?"
"Either way," Roger jerked his head towards Jessie, "we kill her."
"You sick, twisted bastard," Jessie growled.
"You're too kind," Roger said viciously. He spoke to me, but kept his eyes
and weapon on
Jessie. "There is, of course, one other quick solution to this problem."
"And...?"
"You turn this into a suicide case and try to save Ms. Smitt yourself. You
might be able to kill
me, or Butch, or Cassidy, but there's three guns aimed at her and one of us
is bound to pull the
trigger. And then it's only a matter of time before you get yourself shot
too. A noble death, some
might say, but a stupid one nevertheless." He shrugged carelessly. "The
choice is yours- you
should consider yourself lucky to even have options."
"James, don't worry about me," Jessie said suddenly. "Get the hell out of
here while you still
can-"
Butch strengthened his hold, cutting her off.
"Do you have an answer?" Roger asked.
I looked around, trying to find a simple way out of all of this. I wasn't
about to run off, but what
was the point of trying to save Jessie if it was hopeless anyway? There had
to be a something...
A golden flash caught my eye. Glancing down casually, I saw someone I
hadn't thought to see
ever again. Meowth was crouched underneath plush chair, seated in what I knew
was a cat's
attack position. He mouthed something I understood perfectly. "I've got a
diversion plan- just wait
a sec."
I gave the slightest bit of a nod, indicating that I'd gotten the message.
Roger sighed. "I grow tired of your unsureness. Give me an answer soon or
I'll kill you on the
spot."
Suddenly a white blur streaked through the air to latch on to the closest
thing it could find.
Meowth had attached himself to Cassidy's head.
She yelped, dropping her gun and trying frantically to get his claws out of
her hair. This was the
only chance I was going to get. Debating quickly, I decided that I would try
to take Butch out first.
He had a better range than Roger and was more likely to get Jessie. I began
to pull on the
trigger...
I heard two quick shots from Roger's nine mill. He'd shot Meowth and
Cassidy point-blank in
one hit, but I felt the second bullet before I saw it.
There was a splitting pain in my chest. Unwillingly I crumpled to the
ground. I tried to stand, but
my own body wasn't obeying me. The pain wasn't so bad anymore; it was numbing
faster by the
second. In fact, everything was numbing. I couldn't keep my eyes open.
Jessie...
No, too tired.
But she...
Just rest...
Game over.
Jessie
Everything happened so quickly it was like a giant blur. I saw James hit
the floor, I heard
Cassidy's scream. There was a thump behind me, and I knew both she and Meowth
were down.
Were any of them alive? It didn't matter anyway, I was about to join them as
it was.
Or so I thought.
Roger spat contemptuously. "Stupid, noble idiot." He turned to Butch. "Go
ahead and kill her."
I realized Butch had released his hold on me. "You- you shot her! Cassidy
wasn't even doing
anything and you-"
"She got in the way, just like that idiotic cat," Roger said, no pity in
his voice. "That bitch wasn't
good for anything anyway."
Butch glared at his former colleague. "You self-centered, mother fucking
asshole! She backed
you up even when you had nothing but a dream of re-building this damned team!
And you can
just shoot her like she's your arch enemy?"
"Ruthlessness is a virtue. Now, kill the spying bitch or I'll do it
myself," Roger ordered.
Butch must have fired five times, though he probably only need two. Roger
was dead before he
hit the ground.
I heard the sound of a gun clatter to the floor. I didn't bother looking
over to see what had
happened to Butch, or Cassidy- the only thing I was worried about was James.
I raced over to him, desperately seeking a pulse. My trembling hands moved
down his wrist
until I found it. The slightest bit of a beat, but he wasn't gone. Yet.
Next I needed to find a bullet hole. That wouldn't be easy; there was blood
everywhere. It had
been hard to tell, but I was almost positive that Roger had shot him in the
chest. Carefully I
flipped the limp figure over, feeling around for a mark of some kind. I could
only pray it hadn't hit
an organ. There! I pulled off my coat and tried to stop some of the flow. It
was next to
impossible- the bullet must have hit an artery or something. I didn't know
much about medicine,
but I'd seen enough bullet wounds that I knew this was bad. I had to get him
to a hospital.
"Butch, help me-" I turned, but stopped short.
Butch was slumped down on the floor next to Cassidy, head between knees.
Making sure I had
done what I could for James, I made my way over to him.
"Butch?" I said gently.
He looked up, a deep sadness in his eyes.
Realization hit me. "You've never killed anyone before, have you?"
He shook his head.
I didn't know what to do. Killing someone was never easy, but the first
time was definitely the
most mentally damaging. I turned my attention to Cassidy and Meowth.
Cassidy's head had been
grazed by the bullet- she was alive, and probably would be okay if we got her
to a doctor in time.
The cat was lying a few feet away from her. I didn't have to find a pulse
to know he was dead,
the bullet hole in his head was enough proof. I cradled the cat Pokémon in my
arms. He'd given
his own life to save us; Meowth had stuck by us until the end. He was a
better friend than I ever
could have imagined.
"Is James alive?" Butch asked shakily. Apparently he'd recovered from his
moment of shock.
I nodded. "For now. It doesn't look good, though. Cassidy should be all
right." I stood up. "Come
on, I need to call 911 and you're the only one who knows where the phones
are."
Butch didn't move. Sighing, I offered him my hand. He snapped out of his
trance, taking my
hand and allowing me to help him up.
"Phones?" I reminded, getting impatient.
Butch nodded. "Yeah, over here."
He led me into a back room where the phone sat. Quickly I picked it up and
dialed the number.
"Yes... we have two seriously injured victims... the radio tower... Yes, I
know damn well Team
Rocket took over! This is first-class detective Jessica Smitt, I was sent
here to... you know who I
am? Then get the fuck over here!... Fifth floor, producer's board room...
hurry.... thanks." I hung
up. To Butch I added, "They're on their way."
"What should we do 'til they get here?" he wondered.
"Not a damn thing," I told him. "Pray that they make it, I guess."
Butch fumbled with a pack of cigarettes. He pulled one out and started to
light it up. As an
afterthought, he added, "You want one?"
Some of the guys back at the station had gotten me hooked on them a while
ago. I'd quit for the
most part; I only smoked when I was under a lot of pressure. This qualified.
"Thanks," I replied, taking the one he handed me and lighting it.
We waited for what seemed like hours, but it couldn't have been more than
five minutes. Finally
an ambulance arrived, along with a shitload of police cars. Six surgeons, or
whatever they're
called, came into the room soon, accompanied by two of my closer cop friends,
Tyler and Dena.
"Jessie?" Tyler questioned. "You're alive? I can't believe it-"
"You don't have to," I cut him off. "Just get these two back to the
hospital."
The doctors had brought up stretchers, thankfully. They eased James and
Cassidy onto
separate ones, two people to a stretcher. The remaining duo looked from
Meowth to Roger.
"What about-" one began.
"They're both dead," I said holding back a sob for the cat. "Take Meowth,
please. I don't give a
shit what you do with Roger; he's the team leader."
Dena jerked her head at Butch. "Who's he?"
"An ally," I lied. "All of them were. Butch over there killed Roger."
Tyler went up to him. "Thanks pal, you did the world a favor." Butch nodded
absentmindedly.
Tyler glanced at me. "What's his problem?"
"First kill," I explained simply.
Dena nodded. She put a hand on Butch's back and led him to the door. "Poor
guy. I'll take him
down to the station and let him get some rest..."
Butch pulled back. "No, I- I wanna stay with Cass. She's the girl who, who
got shot."
I exchanged looks with my friend. "Let him. It might be better to let him
stay with her as it is." I
reeled back suddenly, caught by a wave of nausea and dizziness. Tyler and
Dena rushed over to
see what was wrong.
"You okay Jess?" Dena questioned.
I put a hand on her shoulder to steady myself. "Yeah... I'm all right now.
I don't know what
happened."
Tyler, who was standing behind me, announced, "I do. You must have gotten
quite a blow to
the head- the back of your skull's a mess. Probably a small concussion. Come
on Jess, you're
riding in the ambulance with Butch. We'll take care of the mess here."
I didn't try to protest. I wanted to be nearer to James anyway. All this
time I'd managed to keep
cool, letting my natural emergency instincts take over. Once inside the
ambulance I just about
broke down. It took every ounce of my remaining strength to keep something of
a straight face. If
I freaked out Butch would have some kind of nervous break down or something,
and I couldn't let
that happen.
By the time we reached Goldenrod hospital I was emotionally and physically
exhausted. All I
wanted to do was collapse in a chair, but of course that was impossible. I
had to fill out some
dumbass forms, get myself cleaned up, and even then I couldn't sleep. I was
too nervous for
Cassidy and James to do anything but sit by James' bed.
In a couple hours the doctors (I didn't bother getting any names) had
decided that Cassidy
would definitely live, but it was hard to tell if there would be any
permanent damage; they
wouldn't be able to tell until she woke up.
James, on the other hand, had a bleak diagnosis. Luckily the bullet had
missed his heart, but
had struck an artery. They'd had a time getting the blood to stop flowing,
and by the time they
were able to stitch it up James had lost an unbelievable amount of blood. No
one knew if he'd
make it through the night, and even if he did they needed to find a blood
donor.
Naturally that meant I didn't sleep for an instant all night. I doubt if
Butch did either.
The next morning he still lived, and step two came into play.
"We have to find someone who will donate, and fast," a male doctor
explained.
I spoke without hesitation. "James and I are the same blood type. I'll
gladly volunteer."
They were skeptical about my decision. I'd lost some blood in the past days
too and losing more
wouldn't do any good.
"I'm not going to die if I lose a little," I snapped. "He will."
No one could argue with that. The process was quick and painless- but at
that point I was so
exhausted you probably could have cut off my arm and I wouldn't have noticed.
A day and a half
of no sleep is too much, and a transfusion doesn't help. Despite my protests,
my body just was
too tired to stay awake anymore. I drifted off to sleep around noon, hoping
that when I awoke this
would all have been some terrible nightmare.
James
I was in complete and absolute darkness. That was my first and only thought
for several
seconds. Then, slowly, I noticed that something- it was impossible to see
anything- was pulling at
me. Without thinking I fought back, wondering who and what was going on.
Was I dreaming? No, this was deeper than even the deepest sleep. I had no
idea what was
going on outside of the small part of my mind that was thinking straight. But
I couldn't be dead;
death wasn't an eternal struggle in pitch black.
It hit me like a thunderbolt. I was still alive, thankfully, but clinging
onto the barest strands of
life. And what was fighting me? It could only be death itself. I'd heard once
that even in your last
moments your body struggles valiantly for life; that's what was happening to
me.
I fought with all my heart and soul, but the strength was being drained
from me all too quickly.
At first I had been determined to survive, but soon I was too exhausted to
really care either way.
I felt myself slipping on the threshold of the netherworld... suddenly,
energy! Sweet beautiful
energy! I think, deep in my subconscious, I was thinking "blood donor" but
most of me was so out
of it I really couldn't say. All I knew was that I was gaining the upper hand
in my battle; soon
there was only the slightest bit of a tug. Then it stopped all-together. I'd
won.
Exhausted but not weakened, I settled back down into the depths of a
regular and dreamless
sleep.
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