Title: Truly Happy Name: Cheska-chan E-Mail address: NMakalinaw@aol.com or Minnas hime@aol.com Web site address: http://www.angelfire.com/anime2/ake PG 13 Chapter 8 Author's Note: Hey here's chapter 8 and like yea...I changed it to their dubbed names since I seem to know it more..but...I will keep Haruka and Michiru's names in here because I'm used to it ohter than Amara and Michelle I'm not used to it!! *ack* Plus yea...you should know that their lesbians okay?!? So like..I'm more comfortable with that and no they're not going to be in this fic ..I don't think so at least. And same goes with Setsuna and Hotaru! ^_^ Once more I don't own Sailor Moon or it's original characters they rightfully belong to Naoko Takeuchi! Now on with the show!!! You know the rules I put in here!! ******************************* As Serena or should I say Serenity slept while the two boys or young men watched her sleep, silently. *She looks so peaceful lying there....o.o like a princess* thought Par as he watched her sleep. For awhile all the two boys did was look at her..watched her and wondered how this happened it never happened like this..with so much pain,sorrow, and yet has soo much power from the looks of it. They pondered about this for awhile. "Ughhh...huh? What happened? How did I get out from that horrible place?"Serena/Serenity asked with a strained voice. "We don't know..we were thinking the same thing though...do you remember...do you remember what happened in there and how this happened to you?"Seij asked pointing to her new transformation. "...no..I don't..I don't remember much except..a voice..a voice..called out to me...saying my name and in the end...it called me..Serenity..but..but..."Serena/Serenity trailed off remembering about what happened, her eyes cast down. *flashback* *Please.....please....you must...Serena..* *...no...No!* *please.....* *okay!!....I give up!.....I give..up..I..I ...accept* *Thank you...Serenity and remember...think back....think about this...* *End of flashback* (well it's something close to that..right?) "Yes...it called out to me in that name..but oviously...this isn't really fit for me... I need to change my name..with this outfit...hmmm..how about Silver? It fits.."thought Sernena out loud. "Well...Silver is a good name but I don't think...it suits you..."responded Par. "How about.... Silver Angel?"suggested Seij. "Hmm...i don't know..let's talk about this later..."said Serena/Serenity getting up. "Okay...I guess that would be a good idea..I think it's enough practice for now,"said Seij. "Yea...I agree..completely!"agreed Serena/Serenity. "Yea..."Par agreed. "First I think you should and turn back to regular ol' Serena..."Par said. "oh..oh yea..hehehe...hold on..."an embarrased Serena/Serenity said. Serena/Serenity closed her pretty silver eyes and thought hard about her past..her evil... memories that encircled her mind..thinking about the pain and sorrow that encircled her life. She thought about this and slowly white, bright light encircled her and then it enclosed her. Serena/Serenity screamed in pain and then she fainted, returning back to plain Serena with her flute disappearing with her silver style. "Serena!"gasped Par seeing her faint and scream. "Serena!"gasped Seij seeing her collapse as well. Then Par carried her to the car with Seij's help and together they put her in the car. "Well...you take care of her Par, bring her back to her house..I'll see you guys later..kay?" "Yea...ja ne Seij.."Par said, driving off. ****************************************** Once Par drove up to Serena's house he noticed that Serena just begun to wake up. "Serena? You awake?"asked Par lightly shaking Serena's shoulder. "Mmmm..? What? Oh...what time is it?"yawned Serena. "It's 8:20p.m...we just arrived to your house. You fainted when you transformed back... does it hurt everytime you transform?"asked Par worriedly looking at her blue eyes. "Welll..sort of...I'll get used to it though..sooner or later..."replied Serena looking to hte side sadly. "oh..."said Par letting it past. "Well..I should go...night Par..."said Serena getting out of the car. "Wait...how about we have lunch tomorrow?"asked Par hopefully. "Hmm...alright..how about...12:00? At the....?"suggested Serena waiting for his reply. "Hmm..alright how about I surprise you with the place?"said Par. "Another one of your surprises?"said Serena tilting her head to the side and raising her eyebrows. "Yup! How about it?"said Par. "Okay..deal.."said Serena and walked to her door and waved at Par. "Good-night!"waved Par and drove off. *That was a nice..time..* thought Serena and went into the house. ******************************************** "SERENA!!!!!"shouted Luna. "What?What did I do?"asked Serena surprised by the cat. "What do you think?!?! You came home late and you were nowhere around! I went over the place looking for you!"yelled Luna all angry. "SORRY!!! OKAY!"shouted Serena. "GOOD! Now don't let that happen again! Plus there's a monster around here somewhere.. it's a good thing I got here before you..i just came back hoping you were here..now let's go!Transform!"said Luna running off. "MOON COSMIC POWER!!!"shouted Serena and bright lights and flashing colors came and in the end the super heroine ended up in it's place named Sailor Moon. "Alright I'm coming!"yelled out Sailor Moon and ran after Luna. ********************************************* *this is great! I was hoping to come home and go to sleep but I wind up with a nagging cat who asks me to go and save the world once more!*thought Sailor Moon angrily. "Here we are! There's the monster Sailor Moon now be careful!"warned Luna and ran off looking for a safe place to hide. The monster was 7ft. tall with grey skin and glaring purple eyes. It had spikes on it's back and had a horn on it's forhead. "Stop right there! I'm Sailor Moon and in the name of the moon I shall punish you!"shouted Sailor Moon and ran toward the monster who just glared at her. Sailor Moon rushed at the monster with a Moon kick and kicked it with a powerful blow toward the stomach but the monster caught her leg and swung her around and tossed her toward a tree nearby. "AHHH!!!Ughh..."yelled Sailor Moon as she hit the tree. "Hahhaha!! Foolish human!You'll never be able to beat Totare! HAHAHAHA!!"laughed Totare the monster and walked toward Sailor Moon. "Moon Spiral Heart Attack!!!" shouted Sailor Moon pointing at the monster. Totare looked at the attack and screamed out before the power hit him and in the end ashes only remained of the monster. "HA! I beat him! HAHAHA!! YES!!" shouted out Sailor Moon being happy with her victory. She didn't notice Tuxedo Mask high up on the tree though..not until.... "Good work Sailor Moon I'm proud of you!"announced Tuxedo Mask and jumped down to the ground and walked over to her. "Tuxedo Mask..you're here!"gasped Sailor Moon and walked over to him. "Sailor Moon..."said Tuxedo Mask and came closer to Sailor Moon. *oohh Tuxedo amsk..me Darien...wait a minute!* thought Sailor Moon her eyes going wide. *Oh my gosh! I'm cheating on him! I'm going out on a date with...Par..oh no! I can't do this! I just can't!* thought Sailor Moon shaking her head about these awful ideas. "What's wrong Sailor Moon?"asked Tuxedo Mask worriedly looking at her. "I'm...sorry Tuxedo Mask..i can't...ja ne.."said Sailor Moon walking away from him sadly. "Sailor Moon! ...Sere...tell me what's wrong?"asked Tuxedo Mask running up to her and grabbing her wrist to stop her. "Tell me...tell me what's wrong!" said Darien now detransformed. "oh...Darien...I'm...I'm sorry...I need to go..."told Serena, detransformed as well. "Serena! Please...we always used to talk about this before..why won't you tell me now?"asked Darien his beautiful dark blue eyes staring down at her sad face. "soo..much has changed Dairen..so much has changed..."said Serena pulling away from Dairen's grasp. "Serena.....why won't you tell me?"whispered Darien as he watched her leave from sight. ******************************************** As Serena got home and up to her bedroom she noticed Luna on her bed fast asleep. *Oh well..might as well go to sleep too!* thought Serena, sighing and changed to her pajamas and hopped onto her bed taking off her odangoes and brushing her hair with a comb. In her mind she thought of Par and Darien trying to figure out what who to choose between them. *I can't be with them both...so who do I choose?..*sigh* I can't do this! It's too difficult!* thought Serena brushing her hair harder as she thought about this. *Darien..I've been with him for soo long! Our love has survived for more then a thousand years now! Plus we've been through soo much! Yet still..he's with me even now...*sigh* but Par...that's a different story. I haven't been with him yet but something about him.. draws me closer to him making me feel..different. He worries over me and even though he doesn't have the powers I have..even though he's normal at that time..he tried to save me still..*sigh* this is too...hard for me to choose.* *Darien's sweet and kind but Par has that too...Darien has beautiful eyes that makes you weak in the knees when you look at him but with Par..it's different his eyes show you kindness and caring ones that makes you like him. Darien's mysterious that makes so many girls want him plus he has that hair and body! With Par..he's a bit mysterious but he's not distant with people like Darien is but he's learning. I still have to figure Par out some more and I'm sure I can do that by going out with him tomorrow. I'll need some time to do this..but wouldn't that mean I'm cheating on Darien?*tears form* I can't believe that I'm doing this to our relationship! i'm not suppose to do this..but he did this before right? Then why do I feel so much pain in doing this to us? Maybe this happened to Darien when before? *sigh*.....man maybe sleep will clear things up...* thought Serena and put her brush down and fell asleep. **************************************************** After Serena left him he stood there..stunned. Not moving at all till he saw four figures running toward him.After awhile he turned and saw Venus,Mercury,Jupiter,and Mars walk up to him. "Hey where's the fight?"asked Jupiter with nods of agreement with the other scouts. "Yea..we passed by Luna and she told us there's a fight here!"complained Venus. "It's over..Sailor Moon finshed it already by herself and I mean "by herself""told Darien. "You mean Meatball head did this on her own!"gasped a shocked Mars. "Yea..."sighed Darien sadly. "Why so glum?"asked Jupiter. "It's..Serena..."sighed Darien. "Having problems with your love-life?"asked Venus. "...I don't know..really...she's been sort of distant now..even with me!"said Darien. "Oh..my! This is serious! You two are THE couple of the century and yet THIS is happening to you!"said Venus. "Yea....she won't tell me her problem!"said Darien. "Hmm...."thought Ami powering down. "What is it Ami?"asked Mars. "Maybe...Serena is feeling confused right now about everything....like she's not sure of herself anymore?"suggested Ami. "Huh?!?!"three confused senshi plus Darien said. "Uhmm...what I'm trying to say is what if Serena is being depressed at the moment." "oohhhhh!! Of course!"nodded the four people. "Okay then...now that that's figured out why don't we see if that is happeniing?"suggested Mina now powered down with the rest of them as they all powered down to their normal forms. "Good idea! Each of us will follow Serena and see what she's up to!"said Lita. "I'll go first!"offered Ami. "Really?!!? You really want to get into this?!?"a shocked Mina announced. "uhmmm..yes since..uhmm......I think helping out a friend to see if she's okay is something I should do, so I'll sacrifice my studies to help her! Plus..I haven't seen her in awhile and I'm worried about why she hasn't been to the arcade at all yesterday,except at the afternoon but that was only for a little while! So where did she go?!" blushed Ami. "She hasn't been to the arcade...." pondered Raye. "Yes..."whispered Mina. "Yea..... I wonder where she went..."thought Lita outloud. "When she left yesterday..I wonder where she went to..."thought Darien ouloud. "Soo...Ami you go and check it out tomorrow.."said Raye and then waved to them and went off. Then the other left as well including Darien ************************************ Dakness...nothingness..that's all she saw and felt..nothing and saw nothing but darkness. Drifting off...to nowhere as she went....seeing nothing and feeling nothing.... *Where am I? Where am I going? Is this it? Nothing will happen?* thought Serena as she drifted off to nowhere... *Serenity....Serena...Serenity..* a voice called out. *Who are you? What are you?* thought Serena as she looked about. *You can't see me...Serenity...Serena....* *Why? Who are you? Why and how did you get my name?* *I'm deep within your mind..I have no name....no body..just voice..within your head.... you must accept your memories..your evil memories...those were only words that you have said before..and even though you have your power you won't be able to control them!...you must... accept..this time I can't force you..you must do this on your own....remember* *You mean I'm not in full power or controling it..yet?* *Yes....remember Serenity..Serena* *Why did you give me the transformation then?* *All you did was transform and you already fainted..it doesn't mean you can summon the powers within it....you must completely accept your memories first!* *I see....I still don't have the powers yet...* *No..you do have the powers..it lies within you but you need to accept these memories as your own...to not hide it..to not say that they are actual memories..if you accept it then your powers will listen to you instead of it taking over you. The only thing you can control is your transformation, your sword, and being able to fly!* *That's not soo bad..* *It isn't but you may need your powers when you need it sometime in your life and the powers within your sword!* *The sword has a power?* *Yes..it does!* *oh...* *Yes now I must go! You may awaken Serenity....Serena..and remember....accept!* ************************************************ *BRRIIINNNNNGGNNGNGNG* *BRRRRINNNNNNGGG* *BBBBBBRRRRIIIIINNNNNNGG* "Huh?!?! OH man some informationg that thing gave me!"mumbled and gasped Serena as she woke up to the sound of the alarm clock. "Serena! What are you mumbling about?"yawned Luna as she woke up. "Nothing Luna you can go back to sleep. I'll prepare your kitty food!"told Serena getting up. After 1 1/2 hours, a dressed, showered, and prepared Serena Usagi Tsukino went and got her breakfast and Luna's breakfast ready. "Luna! Your kitty food is ready!"called Serena. "Alright I'm coming!"shouted Luna as she came down to the kitchen. "So..Serena are you going anywhere today?"asked Luna as she ate. "Yea..with Par.."answered Serena quitely. "Again? Don't you think you're playing it a bit close with this guy?"said Luna. "What do you mean?" "I'm saying Serena that going out with this guy could be bad for your relationship with Darien!"explained Luna glaring at her. "I know..Luna I forgot! I spent the day with him and so I forgot about Darien for awhile!"sighed a frustrated Serena. "Serena! You forgot! About Darien nonetheless! Oh my!"gasped Luna. "Yes..I know..."whispered Serena finishing her breakfast. ******************************************************** *Why is Serena acting so distant to me?Why?* thought Darien over and over in his head as he looked out at the city from his balcony. *oh..Serena...why have you changed so much? This never happend to you before...two days ago...you were this perky, happy, and loving girlfriend I know and love..but now...you seem so distant and sad like I was before I met you...so..shy is this happening?* Darien sighed and went back in and took his shower and got ready to go out and think this through some more. ************************************************ *DING* *DONG* *DING* *DONG* "Coming!"called out Serena as she came down wearing all white. She wore her hair in her normal style, a white tank top, white shorts,shoes,socks,and even her odango bows! She wore all white but she wore no makeup except perfume of vanilla and a lip gloss. "Hey Par! How are you?"greeted Serena seeing Par wear a white shirt and blue jeans with his hair in the same hair style as yesterday, his bangs almost covering his pretty brown eyes with his brown hair. (Imagine it like Heero's from Gundam Wing *sigh*) "Fine! Care to go?"asked Par smiling at her. "Sure thing!Let's go!" announced Serena getting her keys and money and then putting it in her pockets and closing the door behind her. "So we're taking the car over to the park again?"asked Serena as she stared at the red car. "Yup! But..."started Par. "But what?"asked Serena looking at him questioningly. "Well..you'll have to wear this!"replied Par holding up a long, white handkerchief. "You don't want me to know where we're going?"asked Serena mockingly. "Yup! It's a secret now let me put this on you,"said Par turning Serena over and placing the handkerchief over her eyes. "Now don't take off this off once we're there. I'll tell you when we are there kay?"said Par as he finished tying the knot. *Her hair feels like silk threads.It's soo soft* "Alright can we go now?"asked an anxious Serena. "Yea..let's go!"said Par and placed Serena inside and putting her seatbelt on for her before going in himself. "Well let's go!"said Par and drove off with an anxious Serena. To be continued... ************************************************* Anyone know a good name for Serena/Serenity's new identity? I need a better name for her or else I'll start calling her Silver! Now what would a good name for her? Give me suggestions! Kay? Also some feedback!Kay? Now go and think up one for me or do you want her to be named SilveR?!?! SO GO AND TELL ME PLEASE? ONEGAI?!?!?!