Your Gone PG13 1/1 I don't own sailor moon. please don't sue me. also I don't own the lyrics for Your gone, sung by Diamond Rio. I would like to thank flame for editing my story. hehe. I just know she had *lots* of fun checking the spelling mistakes. There were quite a few. Oh ya, BTW this is my first fic, feedback is HIGHLY appreciated... thank you ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~* ** I said Hello I think I'm broken ** Mamoru's head was filled with confusing thoughts. Telling him to do this, telling him to do that. He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed in frustration. He had just had the worst night. Damn dreams. He thought. ** And though I was only jokin'`** ' Usagi ran through the park. ' Its not possible,' she thought. 'Mamoru wouldn't break up with her. They had been meant to be since the beginning of time. ~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~ "I'm sorry Usagi, I can't be with you anymore" Mamoru looked at the ground as he said this. Hiding his gorgeous blue eyes that were currently clouded with mixed emotions. Usagis eyes widened as she drew in a quick breath. She took a step back. Her heart breaking as she thought of what to say. " But.... Alright." Mamoru's eyes widened as he looked up, only to see her fleeing form. She.. Agreed with him? But. Why? ~~~~~~~~end flashback~~~~~ ** It took me by surprise when you agreed* His fist slammed against the wall. "Damnit!" he shouted, fighting the urge to go after her. Instead he turned the other way, walking away from her. He didn't get more then half way down the street when he felt her! calling. Usagi was in trouble. He looked around wildly as he doubled over in pain. "Usagi.." He ran off in the direction she had gone. He had to find her. ** I was trying to be clever, for the life of me I never would have guessed how far the simple truth would lead *** Usagi sank to the ground next to an oak tree in the park, silent tears streaming down her face. She didn't know why she had agreed. 'Mamo-chan, why?' A blast of cold black energy shot threw the air and threw her a few yards back. She cried out in pain. The energy had hit her right in the left side, taking a good chunk of her with it. She rolled on the ground her arms wrapped around her sides trying to protect herself as she weakly looked to see who had attacked her. Rubeus was floating about 10 feet above her. His laughter was floating through t he air. " Finally Sailor Moon, You are mine." Usagi got to her knees, everything hurt. Her hand closed around her broach. " I am not Sailor Moon," she said weakly, trying desperately to stay conscious. She inched her hand toward her communicator. " That's a lie and we both know it, now don't we." He hurled another energy ball at her, destroying her communicator. "Now, now Sailor Moon. No need to call all your little friends over." Usagi gasped in pain, her eyes shutting as darkness took over. Her last coherent thought was that of Mamoru. "Mamo..ch.an.he..lp." ** You knew all my lies, you knew all my tricks. You knew how to heal that pain no medicine can fix** He ran, following there think. She was in trouble. Major trouble. He could feel it, and her pain. Transforming into Tuxedo Kamen he nearly flew to his love. Bursting in upon the clearing to see Usagi unconscious and lying in a pool of her own blood. Rubues flouted above her getting ready for the final blow. ** And I bless the day I met you and I thank god that he let you lay beside me for a moment that lives on ** Rubeus felt him approach. His eyes narrowed as he turned toward Tuxedo Kamen. "Your to late. She will die and you are to late to stop it." With those words he threw the blast of energy that would end the life of Sailor Moon. Kamens eyes widened and he ran across the clearing, trying to make it before the blast did. ** And the good news is I'm better for the time we spent together** He dove for her, his eyes tightly closed as he realized he was too late. He gathered her limp and bleeding form into his arms. Tears formed in his eyes. Rubues laughed. " I've done it, the Wisema! n will be pleased to hear this." With that he was gone. Mamoru detransformed. " Usagi.. No.. Please.. Wake up." Usagi's eyes fluttered open and she took a ragged breath. " Ma..mo..ch..an.. I..love.. You.." her eyes closed as she died. Mamoru cried out in anguish. " No.. Usagi... no." he finished his voice in a whisper. **And the bad news is.. Your gone ** Rei gasped as the sacred fire died out. Her eyes widened as her mind took in the event the fire had just shown her. She grabbed her communicator and called the others, her eyes filling with tears. Ami slammed her book shut as her mind registered what her heart already new. Her hand went to her mouth as she stifled a cry. Her communicator beeped, she picked it up to she the sad face of Rei. "Rei-chan, did you.. ?" "Yes Ami, I saw what happened. Meet me at the temple." Ami nodded and closed her communicator, tears falling freely from her eyes. Makoto dropped the ceramic bowl. Her eyes wide as she felt what happened. She was already half way to the temple when she heard her communicator go off. " Makoto here, I'm on my way Rei.," she said in an anguished voice. Rei just nodded. Minako sat up quickly; glancing at Artemis she knew that he had felt the same thing. With a strangled cry she bolted out of the room, Artemis at her heels. Her communicator beeped but she ignored it. She knew who it was. She didn't need to answer it; she was almost there anyway. Luna ran. Her heart beating furiously. 'It couldn't be. Wasn't possible' she thought. Why hadn't she been there to protect her. Know it was to late. She made her way up the temple steps. The sight that greeted her was four anxious girls deciding what they should do and all of them with tears running down there faces. ** Looking back its still surprising, I was sinking you were rising, with a look you caught me in mid-air. ** Mamoru stood up, holding Usagi's body closely. He walked with his head hanging, toward the temple. He knew the girls would be there waiting. They had a right to see her. His mind replayed the events of there past. The times they had argued and the times when they had first met. ~~~~~~flashback~~~~~ The ballroom was packed with glittering dresses and suits, people laughing and dancing. No one noticed the earth prince in the dark corner of the room. Hiding from his fan club. His eyes taking in the crowd he saw the most beautiful girl he had ever see! n. Her golden blonde hair reaching to the floor, her hairstyle that of the royal family of the moon. Her blue eyes twinkled as she laughed with her friends. She looked up as if she had felt her stare, her perfect pink lips smiled at him. He smiled back. With determined steps he advanced on her. Her eyes sparkled as he held out his hand for a dance. She curtsied and accepted the offer. " My name is Serenity," The angel said, introducing herself. " I'm Endyimon," he said. In that instant he knew he would never be the same again. ~~~~~~~~~~end flashback~~~~~~` "Please don't leave me here." he whispered. *** Know I know god has his reasons, but sometimes it's hard to see them.** The girls crowded around Usagi's body as he laid her down on Rei's bed. Rei with tears falling down her face, Ami leaning on Makoto sobbing,! Mina holding Artemis and crying silently, and Makoto with her hand against her mouth stifling her sobs as her tears fell. Luna jumped on the bed next to Usagi's face, tears falling freely. "We have failed to protect the one thing that is most important to us." Rei whispered. Luna looked up at her, her sad eyes betraying her guilt. Mamoru took a quick intake of breath as the Silver crystal flared to life casting a silver glow on Usagi. Her voice echoed through their minds as her body disappeared. " Its no-one's fault, please don't blame yourself. Mamo-chan, I love you. Don't ever forget that. And please, don't feel guilty; it's not your fault. Minna, take good care of him. I love you all," and with that she was gone. *** I awake and find that your not there** Rei sighed as she gazed at the fire. She was getting confusing images. She kept seeing a crystal palace, and its queen wh! o looked very much like the Princess Serenity. Her thoughts took her to Mamoru. He had withdrawn. It had only been two days since Usagi had died. They had told her parents everything. Luna explaining most of it of course. Luna had taking up residence with Minako and Artemis. Saying that it wouldn't be right to stay with Usagi's family. Mamoru hadn't been seen since that day. He hadn't even come to the funeral. She was worried about him. But she didn't know what to do. She prayed to Serenity for guidance. But getting only silence in return. ******* You found hope in hopeless, you made crazy sane, you became the missing link that helped me break my chains *** Mamoru dropped his head in his hands. His apartment was almost pitch black. The only light was a lit red candle perched on top of his table. He sighed. He didn't know what to do with himself. His life was going down the tubes fast. It felt as if part of him was missing, and in truth it was. His light was gone; his one bright point in his life had dimmed. He dreaded waking up in the morning, knowing that he would never feel her lying in his arms. His mind swirling with the need to be with her again he quickly made his way out of the house.. He knew what he had to do. ** And I bless the day I met you, and I thank god that he let you lay beside me for a moment that lives on** Moonlight bathed the path, and the wind blew threw the trees. Mamoru walked to the secluded area. Flowers were everywhere, some in full bloom some not even grown enough to blossom. He approached his destination with his head hung low. The half moon shining with a dim light.&nbs! p; Standing in front of the headstone he quickly dropped to his knees. His head still bowed he placed the two roses on the ground, one white and one red. Both tied together with a black ribbon. His hand caressed the smooth stone surface of the gravestone. He took a quick intake of air as he allowed himself the tears he never let anyone see. ** And the good new is I'm better for the time we spent together** His hand reached under the black trench coat he was wearing. He clenched his fist tightly around the hilt of his sword. The same one that Serenity had used a thousand years ago to kill herself, when she wanted to follow her love into death. He raised it high into the air, positioning it right over his left breast. His sword started its murderous decent. 'My Love, NO!' He jerked his head up as a force stopped his sword and his loves voice filled the air. ' You cannot die. If you die then who will keep the senshi together? Who will help them in their battles.' He hung his head. " How do you expect me to live without you?" He cried into the night. " How can I live knowing I will never wake up with you in my arms. Knowing that I will never again see your smiling face and feel your lips against mine?" he sobbed. Silver light encased him as he felt her spirit around him trying to comfort him. ' You are never alone, I will always be with you.' ** And the bad news is... Your Gone...** The light dimmed and he felt her presence leave him. His eyes wet with tears he picked himself up off the ground and stood staring at the moon. His thoughts filled with emotions he no longer cared to feel. The wind picked up and the petals from the roses flew threw the air. He watched them go, dancing in the breeze. Memories floated in his head causing him to smile. That smile quickly turned to a look of anguish as he turned his back on the scene. ** And the bad news is.. You're gone...** His dark figure strode down the moonlit path. Gravestones flanking both sides of it. The wind rustling the leaves and the clouds gathering in the distance. ** Your Gone *** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Alright alright I'm done.. I don't know how good it turned out cause I am not good at judging my own stuff so I guess you'll have to tell me okay? E-mail me at Terras_Silver_Moon@prodigy.net