Nerima's Ending Ranma turned pale and leapt backwards, slamming into the wall by the door to the examination room, one slender arm covering her breasts as she stared with wide, frightened eyes at Setsuna. Setsuna arched one eyebrow sharply. "I guess I can take that as a no, Ranma?" Ranma watched nervously as she sighed then pulled a chair out from near the examination table and sat down, crossing her legs. Ranma wasn't sure what he was more frightened... err, concerned about... No! I will not be like Kuno! I'm frightened, damnit, scared, just like a stupid, silly girl, he berated himself. He wasn't sure if the shiver that ran down his small frame was from his fear or the thought of being like Kuno. A vague feeling of disgust washed over him as it did almost whenever he considered Kuno while in this form. Much easier to face someone trying to kill him. He forced his mind from Kuno and back to the line it had been on when the thought first hit him. Was he frightened because only perverts like Happosai liked groping his breasts? Or because the thought that she might actually want that from him was battering at his self-control? Or was she afraid that she desired this, that she wanted Setsuna's surprisingly strong hands on her breasts? No, that couldn't be it, she insisted to herself and to her surprise, she actually believed it. Even as the thought had occurred to her she had sought those feelings of desire that she had remembered but she had not found them. "Come, sit down, Ranma. I'm not going to do anything to hurt you. We'll just talk, until you're ready," Setsuna offered, her hands folded in her lap in a deliberately non-threatening manner. Ranma fixed her wide blue eyes on Setsuna's face for several long moments, looking for the signs that she'd seen on Shampoo's face, and Kodachi's. Not finding them, she nodded hesitantly and stepped forward, taking a chair. She placed it on the other side of the table, wanting the comfort of its presence between them as she faced Setsuna's calm mien. "N..no," she said softly, her voice a bit husky from the strength of her emotions. Without the escape hatch of anger and humour to temper her fear and change it into a more acceptable emotion she found her fear and uncertainty eating at her as her stomach twisted itself in knots. All the attraction she had felt for Setsuna seemed to have fled in the face of her fear. Setsuna sighed again and Ranma shifted nervously in her seat. She had boxers on so the seat itself wasn't bothering her, but the cold metal was chilling against her shoulders. "I suppose knowing that this is a perfectly normal part of a young woman's exam is not exactly going to be reassuring to you considering your self-image, Ranma, but it is necessary." Ranma grasped at the thought. It would have surprised Setsuna to know how genuinely comforting that thought was. Not because it was normal for a girl; though Ranma had to a degree come to accept that he might never find a cure for his curse, he never felt truly comfortable with it. Considering all that had gone wrong in his life because of it, he doubted he ever would. No, his relief was simply because it was normal, because of Setsuna's calmness, her professional attitude. If this truly was a normal part of a feminine exam then that meant he didn't have to deal with the frightening situation of having admitted his attraction to someone who felt a mutual attraction for him. "You have what appears, so far as the examination I've done shows, a perfectly healthy female body. I won't say normal, since you are in far better physical shape than most young women your age." Ranma sat up a bit straighter at Setsuna's comment then froze as she realized that the comment and more pertinently her reaction to it was exactly the sort of ego-boosting Nabiki had accused her of seeking from his fiancee's. Forcing his mind away from that line of thought, which he really didn't feel up to facing right now, he countered with his new-found verbal skills. "If I'm so healthy how come you wanna gimme a...," Ranma blushed slightly when she realized what she'd been about to say, "another exam?" "As a martial artist, Ranma, you are less likely to experience certain ailments, such as cancer. At least, that would ordinarily be the case. On the other hand, your cells and tissues undergo regular stress from this transformation. If that stress manifests as cancer, which it well might, it could easily be missed simply because your otherwise excellent physique seems to mitigate the need to check for it." Ranma's eyes glazed over as he tried to parse her last sentence. "Uh... could you..." Setsuna smiled softly. "Your curse might be a cancer risk," she stated, understanding that he needed more simplification, "If caught early, most cancers are treatable. If not checked for regularly, however, it may have spread too far to cure by the time it is found. Now that you have this curse, you are potentially at twice the risk or more. You have both the risk of prostate cancer as a man and the risk of breast or ovarian cancer as a woman. Furthermore, if a cancer did develop, we have no way of knowing how the change could affect its spread." "While cancer is less common here than in some other countries, it has been the leading cause of death in Japan since the early 1980s." Setsuna considered for a moment. "Admittedly, most forms of cancer are much more likely to appear after you reach twenty-five, with the probability rising sharply as you age, however, while cancer in the young is rarer, it is also more often deadly, especially because it is often not caught early enough to be effectively treated due to the lack of regular examinations." "Technically speaking, the examinations I've done are sufficient for our needs, in terms of giving me a baseline for the... procedure. However, I feel that you should have a full gynecological examination at least once sometime in the near future, even if you are unwilling to do so right now. Perhaps once you find a doctor you can feel comfortable with." Her words decided him. The very fact that she recommended that he get the examination done even if by someone else clearly indicated that she was suggesting it for professional reasons and though her words held no hint of sadness or reproof he still felt bad that she might think that he was unable to trust her. "It's okay, Setsuna," Ranma said softly, fumbling her hands nervously and looking down with an embarrased flush. "You can... I mean..." Ranma bit off her words, unsure of how to give permission without sounding, at least to herself, like she was asking for something perverted. Her renewed certainty regarding Setsuna's professionalism left her once again feeling desire for her and the crinkling of her nipples at the thought of the doctor's hands on her caused her blush to deepen as her embarrasment rose. She found herself hoping that the doctor wouldn't react to her obvious arousal or perhaps just put it down to the cold of the metal chair or the room. "Alright, Ranma. First, I'll tell you what's involved, so you can get used to the idea." Ranma grew steadily paler through Setsuna's description but when Setsuna finished, Ranma gave a shaky nod then climbed up to sit on the end of the exam table. She sat there trying to hold in her nervousness as Setsuna visually examined her breasts. She tried to focus on the clinical description Setsuna had given of what she was looking for but she simply couldn't help her arousal. She flushed again as her nipples hardened fully under Setsuna's clinical gaze and struggled to resist the desire to cover her breasts with her hands. "Alright, Ranma, now place your hands on your hips. Good, now roll your shoulders. Again. Now raise, whoa, slowly please. Put your hands back on your hips. Alright, now, slowly, raise your arms above your head. Mmmhmm. Now lean forward and place your hands on your knees." Feeling nervous and self-conscious Ranma moved as Setsuna directed her. Setsuna's eyes, fixed to her breasts, focused her own attention on them making her aware of each shift and jiggle as she moved. "Very good, Ranma. So far, everything looks normal," Setsuna reassured her nervous patient. Her effort was largely wasted because her next words raised Ranma's tension level above even where it had been before her reassurances. "Time to lie back on the table, Ranma." The words might not seem to be the sort to make someone's fears and expectations run wild but in this case Ranma knew what would come next from the talk Setsuna had had with her before beginning. This was the part where Setsuna would rub her breasts all over, feeling for lumps. Palpating, she called it. Of course, that was the same word she had used for the muscle massage when Ranma had asked about it the second time around. Given that that activity had thoroughly aroused her in spite of being on relatively innocuous regions of her body she felt she had good reason to be nervous. "Now, place your right hand behind your head." Ranma did as asked and once again she could not keep her mind off of the sensation of her flesh shifting and the momentary sway of her breast as it rose up on her chest, pulled upward as her arm moved. Her eyes tracked Setsuna nervously as she approached, coming to stand beside Ranma. Their eyes met for a moment and Setsuna paused waiting until Ranma gave a jerky uncertain nod. Despite her intentions and putative readiness, Ranma jerked in surprise when she felt Setsuna rest three fingers near the center of her chest. She gasped softly when Setsuna pressed lightly in a circular motion then drew in her breath sharply when Setsuna repeated the motion pressing harder then again harder still. Setsuna's fingers moved south just a bit before repeated their circuler motion with light pressure. Ranma was a bit more ready when Setsuna applied more pressure but she was still startled when the vaguely pleasant feelings that had been building since Setsuna's fingers first touched her fled at the third and hardest pressure. Her readiness and her appreciation for the look of focused concentration in Setsuna's red eyes and the air of competence it gave her brought the sensation of pleasure back with the next light caress. Once again it was driven away and Ranma found her curiousity aroused. Much though he disliked the old freak and frightened as he was by the concept of showing affection, much less sexual desire, for any of his admirers, and without the slightest desire to prove himself manly in the way his mother would prefer, Ranma still understood that the time might come, if he could ever escape the trap his father had woven for him, that he might wish to bring pleasure to a girl he liked. If it was this easy for a girl to lose the mood then by paying attention now he would have a better chance on keeping her interest when the time came. She didn't notice the faint glimmer of surprise that flickered briefly in Setsuna's crimson eyes when Ranma's face took on a look characteristic of deep focus and concentration. Her eyes closed as she tried to concentrate on the sensations and so she was taken by surprise when Setsuna's palpations reached her areola and Setsuna's index finger lightly brushed her nipple causing her to gasp in shock as it rose up, firm and ready. Her eyes flew open, unfocused, staring into the distance as she tried to deal with the unexpected flood of sensation. Ranma felt a tingling deep in the pit of her belly, a feeling akin to the disturbing sensations she had felt when first learning to harness her ki. Setsuna took Ranma's nipple lightly between her first and second fingers and squeezed gently, watching for any discharge. Ranma gasped explosively, her face turning a deep red as her eyes lost all focus, staring with an unseeing gaze at the ceiling. She slowly came back to herself as Setsuna moved onward, continuing her palpations. I never realized, Ranma thought in wonder, that it could be that intense. She had been woefully unprepared for the strength of the sensations that had flooded through her at Setsuna's touch. Her attention was returned to her surroundings when Setsuna's pattern ended just beneath her shoulder and Setsuna spoke. "Alright, you can lower your right arm now, and raise your left arm to the same position." Ranma shivered as Setsuna's fingers began their deliberate massage of her left breast and she wondered for a moment how she was going to be able to handle the next part of the exam. If Setsuna's hand on her nipple had such a profound effect on her, how could what would come after not have an even greater effect? The answer came to her immediately and when Setsuna completed the exam and helped her up, Ranma made no complaint as she was given a gown and assisted into it. Setsuna led her from the examination room into another room where the centerpiece was a rather disturbing looking chair covered with strange devices. Some of the clamps put Ranma in the mind of Kodachi's delight in the possibilities of restraint, but she forced the thought from her mind. Setsuna was mildly surprised by Ranma's willing acquiescence, even when faced with the gynecological examination chair. Ranma did not even wait for Setsuna's request to drop her boxers, and willingly allowed Setsuna to assist her into the chair, placing her feet as directed into the stirrups, thereby opening herself to Setsuna's view. Setsuna looked at Ranma's face, somewhat concerned that she might be harming her chances with Ranma by pushing her too quickly. When she saw the life fade from Ranma's eyes, she understood. She was not familiar with the technique but she could guess that Ranma had somehow withdrawn his awareness. She proceeded with the examination as quickly as she could. She prepared a tray of warm water, then placed cold metal speculum in the tray and waited for it to absorb the heat. Picking it up, she dried it with a cloth, then laid it against her arm. Feeling no chill, she nodded once, then set it aside and pulled on a single thin rubber glove. With her gloved hand, she reached out and laid her hand upon Ranma's folds. She felt a blush stain her cheeks as she remembered her fantasy and felt a strong desire to lean forward and learn what Ranma tasted like. Forcing her desire down, she carefully spread Ranma's folds, opening Ranma's tight vaginal passage to view. Looking carefully and inserting a single gloved finger to be sure, she noted without surprise that Ranma's hymen was already gone, doubtless due to her constant physical exertions. Lifting the speculum in her other hand, she slid it gently within Ranma then carefully opened it. With her face on a level with Ranma's mound, she looked up Ranma's passage and holding the speculum open, she moved it forward until it rested to either side of Ranma's cervix. Releasing Ranma's folds with her gloved hand, she slowly inserted two fingers. Small as Ranma was, Setsuna was able to reach her cervix and apply upward pressure to it. With her other hand, while still holding up on Ranma's cervix, Setsuna palpated her abdomen, noting the position of Ranma's uterus and ovaries. Satisfied that there were no obvious signs of problems, she proceeded to use a long swab to collect liquid from Ranma's cervix for a Pap smear. Examination completed, Setsuna opened the speculum wider to allow Ranma's cervix to pass between without catching, then closed and removed it. Standing, she stripped off the rubber glove and placed it in the second trash can in the room, the one for potentially contaminated materials, before returning to Ranma's side. Peering into her blank eyes, she shook her lightly by the shoulders. Getting no response, she sat down to wait for Ranma's return. A little less than ten minutes later, Ranma stirred and life returned to her eyes. Setsuna stepped up and helped Ranma out of the chair. Ranma was quick to grab her boxers and restore them to their rightful place. Setsuna opened the door for her. Ranma turned bright red with embarrassment as she scurried across the hall. Setsuna's receptionist had arrived while Ranma was being examined and Ranma could see her sitting at the desk down the hall. In spite of being covered by the gown she'd been given, Ranma felt exposed and ashamed as she reentered the original examination room. Pausing above the pile her clothes had made on the floor, she glanced at Setsuna for permission. At Setsuna's nod, Ranma dressed with undue haste then sat at the table and folded her hands. She waited impatiently until Setsuna sat across from her, then fixed her with a wary gaze. "Well?" "There were no signs of any problems, Ranma," Setsuna reassured her. "That'll be more certain when the test results come back. You certainly seem fit and I see no signs of any problems. I've got your baseline now, so we will have that to compare with once we begin the retraining." The wariness left Ranma's eyes to be replaced by a fervent excitement. "Can we look at the scroll now, Setsuna-san?" Setsuna sighed but smiled, and shook her head. "Not yet, Ranma-kun. I have a business to run and my first appointment will soon be here. I should be catching up on paperwork even now. Why don't you go on about your day. I close the clinic at six. Can you meet me here then?" Ranma nodded, grinning. Standing, she gave a deep bow. "Thank you again, Setsuna-san. I am glad I had the chance to meet you!" "As am I, Ranma-kun, as am I. At six then." "Oh, uhm... I kinda, uh, cut school to come here, Setsuna-san, since, uh, most of my... problems... would be busy then. Could I get a note or something, to explain it to my teachers? I don't really feel like getting ki-drained again on top of everything else." --- Ranma leapt to the roofs the moment he was out of the clinic, wanting to spend as little time as possible in incriminating proximity to the clinic. The longer he could keep its location a secret from the rest of Nerima, the better off he would be. Once again he practiced the dual vortex technique, rocketing towards Nerima at a considerable velocity. He released the technique just as he entered Nerima, well aware that it was still early morning and any of his enemies might be watching for him. Continuing in the direction of the school, he ignored the lack of his books and lunch. Ukyou would doubtless be there again for lunch and as for his books, well, though he was getting more out of school these days, it was due to careful observation in line with Nabiki's teachings, and not from the texts nor the lectures they were meant to accompany. The absence of the books would hamper his new knowledge gathering pattern very little. Indeed, the reactions their lack would provoke from his teachers might prove enlightening in itself. Ranma was curious about the effect the Void and the Flame technique would have on Hinako-sensei's ki drain. Landing lightly on the school fence, he was startled into stillness by the figure sitting on the school steps. Why would Nabiki of all people be at the school's front door? Dropping easily from the fence he walked towards the school. His unease grew when he recognized his pack resting against the wall beside her. He scuffed his foot against the stone walkway and Nabiki looked up. He shivered when for just an instant he caught of look of fleeting pain in her eyes before they went cold again. "Ranma," she said softly, as he approached. "I'm..." She looked down. "I'm sorry, if... if I helped force you to this. I..." She reached up and wiped her eye and Ranma's eyes sprang wide as he caught the glint of light off moisture on her hand. Was Nabiki... the Ice Queen... crying? "All your things are here in your bag, Ranma-san," Nabiki said, a bit stiffly, then stood and turned away. "I'm afraid my father is quite angry, Ranma-san. He does not wish to see you at our home again." Without waiting for a response, she walked inside the school, leaving Ranma standing dumbfounded before the doors. He glanced at the bag. Force me to this? She must be talking about defending myself from Akane, he thought. I guess Akane finally told them... or someone else did. Shouldn't have expected it to go over easy with them... well, actually, I didn't, I guess I just assumed after nothing happened that first day that it would just blow over. Man was I wrong, or what? I thought sure Tendo-san would engage me to Nabiki or Kasumi if things ever really fell out between Akane and me. Good thing I know Oyaji's Umi-sen-ken techniques, 'cause I gotta get those scrolls out of there, even if Tendo-san doesn't want me around no more. Sighing, he picked up his pack, noting that it was heavier than usual, and slung it over his shoulder. Entering the school, he made his way quickly to his class. When he opened the door, he glanced first at Akane, and was surprised to see a brief expression of relief and gratitude there before she looked down to her notes. He crossed the space to the teacher's desk, not waiting for a reprimand, his excuse held out before him. The sensei took it and looked it over, then nodded. "Acceptable. Take your seat." Ranma stoutly ignored the murmurs of his curious classmates, realizing too late that having a legitimate excuse was far more unusual for him than causing a disruption. Doubtless his behavior would fuel the rumour mill for some time to come. He couldn't get his mind of that look on Akane's face, though. It seemed clear enough, in light of his earlier thoughts. She genuinely did not want to marry him. He had recovered enough perspective to not think that her actions, resisting marriage as they were, implied any actual hatred or even dislike for him. They were sufficiently explicable if she even simply liked him but not enough to want ot marry him. Her look confirmed that... if she had truly hated him, then she would not be in the least grateful to him for causing her father to break the engagement, however grateful she might feel about the end of the engagement itself. If, on the other hand, she liked him but didn't want to marry him, then her gratitude made sense. He had prevented her from playing her angry role and keeping them apart, but he had, in doing so, broken the engagement and removed the reason for that behavior, and she had shown relief and gratitude. Finally, a Tendo makes sense, he exulted to himself. When lunch came around, he deftly propelled himself through the window, his pack resting easily against his back. Flipping once, he landed lightly then glanced about the yard for Ukyou. Sighting her, he headed in her direction then slowed as he took in her sorrowful mien. Shaking himself, he resumed his progress, digging in his pants for the money with which to pay her. Stepping up, he smiled softly in response to her sad gaze. "One extra-large pork special, please, Ucchan" he said, holding out his money. When he said her name, or her nickname rather, she brightened immediately. Taking his money, she immediately poured his batter. Slightly worried that her reaction indicated that she had taken the nickname as an endearment or term of affection implying that he still considered her his fiancee, he accepted the okynomiyaki and said, "Thanks, buddy." He was surprised when her smile grew wider rather than fading and pondered the meaning as he ate. Could she have somehow believed that he no longer wanted to even be her friend, after what had happened? What had he done that could imply that? He could think of nothing yet he could come up with no other reasonable explanation for her reactions. After he finished his okynomiyaki he turned back to Ukyou and was startled to find her bowing to him, her griddle already cooled and repacked. "Ranma-san," she said, her voice choked with emotion, "If my actions contributed to your decision and your action, I sincerely apologize." Looking up she took a deep breath, she continued, "My father has agreed, Ranma-san, that your action resolves my blood-debt satisfactorily, but I want you to know, it doesn't change the way I feel about you. If I can only be a friend, I will, I don't want to lose you, but I'll never stop loving you." Tears flowed down her cheeks as she stared at him for a moment, as he stood in shock. She bowed again, then turned and ran, her face buried in her hand. "Foul sorcerer! How dare you..." Whatever remonstrance Kuno had prepared was lost as a heavy mallet struck him down. "Shut up, Kuno!" Akane glared down at him then released her mallet and walked up to stand before the startled pigtailed youth. She smiled softly at him and Ranma caught his breath, that one smile recalling for him all the times he'd thought her cute. She was, that he could freely admit now, to himself at least. It had been a long time since that pleasant expression had been bestowed upon him. "Ranko-san," Akane began, and Ranma felt a shiver run down his spine. Why was everyone being so respectful towards him all of the sudden? "I apologize for my unreasonable behavior towards you in the past." Akane bowed deeply to him, then rose again. "I hope that we may still be friends... and... I thank you for finding a way out of our parent's foolishness." Ranma glanced around and noted that all of the students within hearing distance looked about as stunned as he felt as they and he listened to Akane's patently rehearsed speech. Still, the final blow was yet to come. "Please forgive my family, and especially my sister Nabiki, for any pain that we have caused you. I thank you for the restraint that you showed with myself and my family. Please accept our sincere apologies, Ishida-san." Ranma's jaw dropped, as did those of the surrounding student population.