[we all know that gendo, yui and kozo were close friends back then before the actual plot of eva started. So this is a song that shows what could be one of the things that happened back then, assuming that kozo did like yui as much as we think he did]
I found her diary underneath a tree.
[kozo referring to yui's diary]
and started reading about me
The words she's written took me by surpise
you'd never read them in her eyes.
They said that she had found the love she waited for.
Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
[him and gendo were both close to yui...and it looks like kozo assumed that yui was writing about him. about finally meeting the man who she wants to spend the rest of her life with. a man who is close to her.]
When she confronted with the writing there,
simply pretended not to care.
[after reading, kozo just kept it in his mind that yui did love him...she just didn't show it...probably because she's his student. but the fact that she cared made him happy]
I passed it off as just in keeping with
her total disconcerting air
and though she tried to hide
the love that she denied,
wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
[despite what she'd written in her diary, never once did yui show him affection as a lover would...]
And as I go through my life, I will give to her my wife
all the sweet things that I can find.
[reading about their possible future as a couple, kozo's already planning on how to spend life with her. and on how to give her the best things he could give to make her happy]
I found her diary underneath a tree.
and started reading about me.
The words began stick and tears to flow.
Her meaning now was clear to see.
[looks like he misunderstood something..]
The love she'd waited for was someone else not me
Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.
[she wasn't referring to him. she was referring to someone else who's also as close to her heart as him...]
and as I go through my life, I will wish for her his wife
all the sweet things that she can find
all the sweet things they can find
[and until now, kozo still wishes that she could have the sweetest things...]
