She looked quietly out of the window of the carriage, and remembered
the last time she had passed this way. She had ridden that last leg to Kyoto
with a fading Aoshi Shinomori seated at her back.
It had only been a few
weeks ago, hadn't it? And how the tables had turned.
Their departure this
morning almost hadn't happened. If Aoshi had not insisted that they leave very
early, she would have had to face every single person's scrutiny. Even so, Mrs.
Takehima had looked her over carefully (as one could that early in the morning),
and had been convinced by Megumi's cheerful smile that she was in fact
okay.
Obaasan wasn't so easily fooled. Until this point, she had not been
completely pleased with Aoshi's interference on her behalf and their plan to
leave. She continued to say so until this morning, but she checked Megumi and
said nothing. She simply shook her head and waved her off.
Obaasan had,
despite her earlier threats not to, stepped into the carriage and was now
sitting next to her snoring softly. Megumi covered a smile with her hand;
Obaasan had stayed up late chatting with the Takehimas. What those three found
to discuss until the wee hours of the morning she had no idea.
Aoshi sat
across from her, his eyes closed. If he were any other man, she would have been
tempted to test whether or not he really was sleeping. But knowing him, he was
closing his eyes to either avoid conversation or to meditate.
She turned
her attention to the bouquet of flowers in her hand and brought it to her face
to inhale the fragrance. Aoshi had placed it in her hands after they had gotten
into the carriage. "From Kyu," was all he had said.
She kept her eyes
closed as she thought of the little boy who had cried last night when she told
him she was leaving. She had to console with a promise to see him again
soon.
When she looked up from her flowers, Aoshi was watching
her.
For some reason, she felt as if she had been caught doing something
that she wasn't supposed to be doing. Aware of the awkward silence, she spoke
the first thing that she thought of.
"When did Kyu find time to gather
these?" She smiled blankly, "He was barely up this morning."
"Last
night," Aoshi answered in his usual short way.
"Last night?" Megumi
puzzled. "He's not allowed to go out at night alone."
"We went after you
had gone to sleep. Kyu insisted."
She smiled at that. "I'm surprised that
he would ask you."
The corner of Aoshi's mouth moved slightly. "I was the
only one who would go. Everyone else absolutely refused."
"Kyu's father
isn't one for such gestures." Megumi laughed softly. "Mrs. Takehima complains a
lot about that."
"Men do not usually express themselves that way." Aoshi
responded.
"No, I suppose not," Megumi answered, "I suppose that's a
Western thing isn't it?" She continued on breezily, "Instead Japanese men write
some obscure verse or haiku in complete secrecy to their beloved and admire them
from afar."
He shrugged.
Megumi realized that her sarcasm and
feminine wit was lost on the man. Again, she changed the subject. "Do you think
there are wolves out there? Like the ones we met a few weeks ago?"
He
looked out the window. "They have been seen from time to time, but traveling
alone."
"I would like to see one again," she paused. "Not a pack, but
just one. I would like to understand what it is you understood about them,
Aoshi-san."
When their eyes met, she could tell that her answer had
somehow impressed him. "The fact that you do not fear them shows that you
understand them already."
His smug answer irritated her. Again, she
shifted the topic. "Does Morimoto-san expect us?"
"I sent a letter a few
days ago."
"I hope Aizu has not been plagued by as many cases of sickness
as Kyoto." She realized immediately her error in bringing up Kyoto. "I'm sorry.
I don't mean to bring up -- I mean . . . "
"It is not something you
should apologize for. You did not bring that sickness to Kyoto."
"But I
did not try hard enough," she looked down, thinking again of those who had died
shortly after she had arrived.
"The families of those who did recover do
not think so. Obaasan and Okina do not think so."
There was a pause.
"What I said to you that day you left was wrong."
Megumi looked up,
surprised. Had Aoshi Shinomori actually just apologized to her? She felt the
relief well up inside her. Too embarrassed to let him see her feelings, she
buried her face in the flowers and composed herself. When she looked up at him,
her face was smiling. "Thank you."
That smile was the first genuine smile
Megumi had given Aoshi in a long time. He nodded and quickly looked away. "You
should rest, Megumi-san. Your face is flushed with fever."
She brought
her hand to her face and dropped her eyes. "Yes, you're right." She held out the
bouquet, "Would you watch this for me?"
He took it and nodded. Megumi
closed her eyes and lulled by the movement of the carriage, soon fell asleep,
her head on Obaasan's shoulder.
And as always, Aoshi sat and watched them
both.
~
It would
take several days to get up to Aizu, using a combination of trains, horses,
carriages and whatever other means were necessary. It was not the most direct of
routes - but it was necessary in order to spare Megumi and Obasaan too much
fatigue.
Normally, this type of roundabout way of traveling would have
taxed even Aoshi's patience. His preference was to be direct when possible.
However, with two mostly cheerful women, it would seem to the impartial observer
that the man actually found the situation tolerable.
Obaasan particularly
enjoyed their stops at some of the larger towns along the way. Not having been
much out of Kyoto and the south, she was enjoying the scenery considerably. She
would walk around slowly, looking at the buildings and shops, hanging back as
Aoshi and Megumi walked slowly ahead.
They made a handsome pair, Obaasan
noted. It had not even occurred to her as such until Mrs. Takehama had taken her
aside one time and asked her about 'Shinomori-san.' "The old women still think
he's cold, Obaasan," she had wagged her finger, "But Kyu seems to think of
Shinomori-san as a potential rival, even though Megumi-san insists that she is
waiting for some baka wanderer."
Soon after that Obaasan had decided that
Megumi needed to get out more. Not only because Megumi was chafing at her
confinement to the house, but also because she wanted to see if giving Aoshi the
task of caring for her could repair the rift between them. It seemed to have
worked, but beyond that, there were no promises. Still, at least she could enjoy
the pretty picture the two of them strolling arm in arm down the street
created.
Before they retired for the evening, it had become a habit to
take tea together. This particular evening Obaasan had wanted to wander over to
a tea garden. "For business research," she had stated, with a twinkle in her
eye. "Okina will want something out of all this journeying, won't
he?"
They sat companionably, the three of them. Megumi and Obaasan did
most of the talking - mostly about the town and the things that they thought
interesting.
"We should be in Aizu tomorrow afternoon," Aoshi suddenly
spoke up from his tea.
"Yes?" Megumi had been watching a child across the
room stuff his own face with various pastries for the last few minutes. She
looked back at her companions and smiled. "It will be very nice to not have to
sit in another train car or carriage or boat or whatever other form of
transportation exists in Japan."
Obaasan laughed. "Ah, my backside can
not possibly stand any more sitting, Megumi-san or any more tea houses or tea
gardens. There is only so much bean cake I can eat before I become
one."
You won't be the only one becoming one," Megumi laughed as she
carefully pointed out the little boy still eating his pastries while his mother
was chatting away with her other companions. "His mother has no idea that her
little angel is such a bean-pastry monster."
The little monster toddled
over then to Megumi and gave her a curious stare. With something of an impish
look, Megumi slyly handed the child another bean cake.
"Megumi-san!"
Obaasan gave her a stern look.
"One more won't hurt him," Megumi sniffed,
"I'm a doctor, I should know. Besides - it's good for his
digestion."
"Spoiling a child is not good medicine." Aoshi spoke up as he
reached over and coaxed the cake away from the child.
As the child's eyes
threatened to tear up, Megumi quickly placed another cake into his hands and
shooed the happy child away. "Aoshi-san, sometimes you are too
sensible."
"A sensible man lives longer than the fool." He replied
calmly.
"A man who lives according to what's most safe does not live at
all," she retorted.
"Indulge now, pay later," he answered
automatically.
"Better happy today, sad tomorrow," she leveled
back.
"Only fools fight a battle they can't win." Obaasan placed her tea
cup firmly on the table to quiet this strange battle of wills. "I admire your
display of proverbs but I'm too old for these games." She bowed, "Good
night."
They sat quietly for the next minute before Megumi spoke up. "I
think that's the first time I've made Obaasan upset."
"She dislikes
fighting." He tapped his fingers on the table. "That and she hates
proverbs."
Megumi smiled mischievously. "Oh does she now?" Her eyes took
on a faraway look then, "Perhaps when I return to Aizu I will ask Morimoto-san
to lend me some of his philosophical books. I must learn a few more to share
with Obaasan."
"You're incorrigible." Aoshi sighed. "And
disrespectful."
"I was trying to just be clever."
"You are not
making sense, Doctor," he gave her a faint smile, "I think that it is time for
you to follow Obaasan." He picked up the last tea cake in one hand, then stood
offering his other arm for support.
She took it gladly, for by day's end
she was very tired. As they passed the table of the now sulking little boy, the
boy was startled when a little cake found its way on to his plate. Before his
mother could stop him, he greedily shoved it into his mouth.
Aoshi's
hand, now free, opened the gate outside for Megumi and they walked back to their
quarters.