Near the end of this month I will not have used money for 10 years.

Quite a reflection back. June 27th, 2003.

What the heck am I supposed to say? It was never a religious thing or a 'mystical searching' or what have you. I just saw how insane money was. That the suffering and death of all that I loved would be better than using it... that's how bad it is.

Its been a blessing that oft times has felt like a curse of curses. Amazing karma... really, this karmic experience could be the basis of a scientific study. When people know you don't want their money they are so much less guarded... that is to say, I've made a lot of friends.

Patience be with us. Just so you know, my character is not my character because it doesn't use money. I'm my ego because I figured out how there is no such thing as choice; that we've just been confusing the divining process. Essentially I've seen the wisdom that made all the messiahs and now I'm weird.

So, I'm God and I have no idea what's going to happen next... just like everyone. You are a life form that comprises the universe, with no beginning. You are Life, personalized by the winds of experience that surround your vessel; your ego... just like everyone else. Nothing is separate. It IS a play; a singularity that sometimes pretends evil can be real.

May everyone be too smart to be a slave. Patience be with you.

In peace,

this ego named David Arthur Johnston

nfa

Victoria, BC, Canada