Damn you, life...

 

SirdylanBob: how goes it?
another one: its fine whatsup
SirdylanBob: not much, how was your thanksgiving
another one: eh...we ate salmon..it was okay, yours?
SirdylanBob: eh, it was all right, better than most, but that doesn't neccesarily mean good\
another one: hows life
SirdylanBob: um, good, i guess, this holiday season is going better than most, but again, not good
SirdylanBob: hows life by you?
another one: why not good?
another one: its boring..but fine
SirdylanBob: um, i have trouble with the holidays because everyone's supposed to happy, and everyone seems happy, and a lot of times i'm not, and the consumerism, and a phonyness, and all this shit
another one: if it helps the kid im like in love with is giving me details on hooking up with my best friend
SirdylanBob: rough
another one: yeah it is
SirdylanBob: so i take it he doesn't know how you feel?
another one: no he does
SirdylanBob: huh
SirdylanBob: so he doesn't feel the same way?
another one: nope
SirdylanBob: now that, i know how it feels
another one: sucks
SirdylanBob: and your friend, she knows?
another one: yeah
another one: but friends suck
SirdylanBob: wait, friends don't neccesarily suck, she's just a bitch
another one: my friends suck
SirdylanBob: get new friends
another one: they'll just hurt me too
SirdylanBob: so find good ones
SirdylanBob: i have 6 friends, that's it
another one: is there such a thing?
SirdylanBob: cause most others suck
SirdylanBob: i used to have 2, then four, now six
SirdylanBob: i'm proud of myself
another one: i hate myself
SirdylanBob: yes, there is such a thing, but they are rare
SirdylanBob: oh, why?
another one: i suck at life
SirdylanBob: everyone sucks at life, but it's not us, it's life
another one: danas here
SirdylanBob: hello dana
another one: she says hi
SirdylanBob: the point is, that life is a very difficult thing for some people (usually the good ones), so you just have to hunker down with a few good things/people and try to get by
SirdylanBob: i know it's hard, and i wish i could help, but hell, it almost killed me when i was your age
another one: your only 2 years older
another one: do you move on that fast?
SirdylanBob: um, from almost dieing, yes, but I still haven't moved on from sadness
another one: eww i hate this kid
another one: hes such an asshole
SirdylanBob: who?
another one: the kid
another one: who hooked up with that girl..
another one: i g2g for like an hour ill ttyl
SirdylanBob: laters
another one: bye thanks for being cool
SirdylanBob: good luck
SirdylanBob: no problem