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What? You thought this was a weekend retreat?
Me: hey
Her: hi
Me: i wish there was something i could say that would make it all okay
Her: me too
Me: what do you mean by giving up?
Her: stop trying
Me: trying at what?
Her: attempting to change things
Me: ah, then by all means, give up (for now)
Me: i've been there, and the problem is toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
big for just you
Me: repeat after me: "fuck it"
Her: ahh i had the WORST day
Me: tell me about it
Me: but remember, fuck it
Her: i just did something really stupid on wednesday and im paying for it
Her: plus i kinda forgot how much i hated people over vacation
Me: what did you do?
Her: just dont tell anyone because if it gets out it'll just cause problems
that ill have to deal with. (Quantities
omitted)
Me: hey, that's fine by me, and besides, who am i gonna tell?
Me: wait, how are you paying for it?
Her: shes pissed
Her: my friend that is
Her: which results in everyone being pissed
Me: is she a real friend, or one of those "old" friends?
Her: shes my best..."friend"
Me: okay, then fuck her
Me: let her be pissed. she'll get over it, and if she doesn't, so what?
Her: i know, i know. i just shouldnt have done it because i dont want to have
to take this
Me: eh, so it wasn't worth it?
Her: no..and it wasnt worth it...it was stupid..
Me: ah, then at least you learned from your mistake
Her: did you have school today?
Me: yea, i did
Her: how was it?
Me: it was okay...we had a delay, so that was nice
Her: i was hoping for a delay..didnt sleep until 3
Me: anyways, what else was bad about today?
Her: oh yes...well i left all this shit in my locker over vacation so it smells
AWFUL, and that sucks. and then the day was just bad...its mostly the people
Me: i see
Her: it wouldnt be so bad if i had someone there worth being around
Me: right
Her: i want to be happy.
Me: who doesn't? it's a long process though, it takes work
Me: next time someone says something stupid, just try to shrug it off. "fuck
it"
Her: i can deal with the stupid stuff, i just need someone to help me deal.
people need friends
Me: find them, they're there, i promise
Her: i dont know. i just want to have a good day. one good day where im happy
and i dont make stupid mistakes
Me: so don't go to school
Her: but id be unhappy at home....stressing over my stupid mistakes
Me: oh, then, go somewhere that you wouldn't think, like...the dentist
Me: i dunno
Her: sometimes when i dont take my meds ....i cant concentrate and i get kind
of lost in all my thoughts and i feel really calm...despite me going crazy...and
i like that
Her: its hard to explain
Me: shit, if it's better that way, then don't take them
Her: yeah but i cant concentrate...so eventually i come down, and have to do
my work..but I cant..
Her: if i didnt have to do work, i wouldnt take them
Me: hmmmmm, well, i'm inclined to say work isn't important, but it sort of
is, so.....maybe don't take them once a week or something
Her: you know at the end of wish you were here-pink floyd..and theres like
that whistling wind sound..thats kinda waht i hear..its awesome
Me: nice
Me: the floyd rules
Her: its to dark to see it, but maybe its better that way
Me: ill try to get a better one later
Her: dont worry about it
Her: i told my french teacher i wanted to assassinate him today
Me: how did he take it?
Her: he sent me to guidance
Me: and what did they have to say?
Her: they asked me what was wrong...so i told them everything..but they dont
like dealing with people they dont understand, so they let me leave
Me: they always misguided me too
Her: how big was the rat?
Me: a good 6 inches
Her: ahh
Her: and dead?
Me: well, i'm going to bed. good luck with you endeavors
Me: most definetly deceased
Her: yeah, thanks..night
Her: remind me to remind you to define normal again for me sometime. goodnight
Me: okay
Me: goodnight