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Title : Cross My Heart part 13
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*sweatdrops*Cross My Heart Part 13
'You're a slut'
No.
'It's only a matter of
time before you let me touch your breasts and groin.'
No!
'I'll
fuck you.'
NO!!
'Forget Maxwell. You're mine now.'
NONONONONONONONO!!!
Laughter....
He ran. He ran until he
couldn't hear the laughter.
Where was he now?
So cold.... So
dark...... He couldn't see anything
Where was Duo?
He missed
Duo's warmth......
A pair of hands enveloped him, pulling him against a
solid chest. .
Duo's ........
He smiled as a warm mouth closed
upon his, warming his shivering lips.
Duo's .....
He was pushed
back to lie on the ground and then a warm figure hover above him
and rest on
his cold body, warming him entirely.
Duo's......
He sighed in
contentment but then he cried in pain the next second as he felt the
figure
above him penetrate him roughly. His sight suddenly came back and he
looked
up to see Mario grinning smugly to him.
'You're my
slut.'
"NOOOOOOOO!"
Duo jolt up from his dozing at the agony
scream. He felt the boy in his arms struggle and making distressed sounds.
"Heero?"
"Get away from me!" The Japanese boy frantically tried to push
Duo away from him. Duo looked at Heero's eyes and noticed the panic and fear in
the usually calm blue orbs. They didn't focus on him and looked through him
instead, as if Heero was still in somewhere else. Experience told Duo that Heero
was having a nightmare, a very bad one at that.
"Heero, calm down. It's
me Duo." Duo loosened his embrace on the Japanese boy, but he didn't let Heero
go. He ran his hands on Heero's back to soothe the boy. "Calm down,
shhhh..."
Heero stopped struggling as he recognized the familiar voice.
He looked at the braided boy in disbelief. "Duo?"
"Yeah, me Duo." Duo
smiled and was thankful Heero didn't think him as his Kuma anymore.
Heero blinked and trembled violently. What happened? He was so confused
and full of dread, not to mention his headache was still pounding his head. It
was so hard to think..... Was it only a nightmare? One second Mario was
violating him, next second he was in Duo's arms. Which one was the reality? Last
time he remembered, he was alone in a cabin, tied and gagged.
Heero
shuddered. No, he didn't want to know which one the reality was. He couldn't
bear if the reality was the one where Mario violated him, not when it was the
most possible thing happened since it was almost impossible for Duo to be here.
Duo didn't know where he was and he would prefer to be with Anne than searching
for him.......
"Heero? Are you okay? You're still trembling." Duo asked
worriedly.
"Duo...." Heero clutched Duo's shoulders tightly. It felt so
real.... Oh how he wished it was real.... "Do you still want me, Duo?"
Duo swallowed a sudden lump in his throat when he heard Heero's
question. From Heero's half aware confession to him earlier, he could understand
why Heero needed to ask him. Damn Mario, damn himself...... He tightened his hug
and kissed Heero's forehead. "Of course, I want you. I have wanted you from the
first time I saw you."
Heero smiled sadly as he heard Duo's answer.
Dream.... This was only a dream because he knew, in the reality, Duo had dumped
him for Anne. Heero pushed the reality away from his thought. Right now his
dream was the reality. He wouldn't spend his dream by dreading for reality; he
would enjoy his dream, where Duo was still kind to him and cared for him. Heero
focused back at his dream-Duo, who looked worriedly at him. He ran his hand over
dream-Duo's cheek, caressing it gently and smiled as he felt Duo's cheek lean
against his palm. Duo didn't refuse him. Not while in his dream. "Will you kiss
me, Duo?"
"Of course." Duo swallowed before he bent down and pressed his
lips on Heero's. He had been surprised when Heero caressed his cheek. It was so
gentle that he leant against Heero's hand. The caress made him realize several
things he had missed before because of his worry over Heero's condition.
One, Heero still looked beautiful despite the paleness he spotted.
Second, they were alone in the cabin.
Third, they were both
naked beneath the covers.
Fourth, Heero's slender body was pressed
against him, skin against skin.
The realization awakened Duo's teenage
hormones as he deepened the kiss. His tongue had sneaked out to lap Heero's
lips, asking the Japanese boy for access, which Heero gave in the next second.
Duo moaned as his tongue roamed inside Heero's mouth. It felt like years ago
since he did this last time. He moved his right hand down to caress Heero's
slender body and was delighted when Heero arched to meet his caress.
"Heero..." Duo purred as he broke the kiss and moved down to nip at
Heero's neck. His breath became ragged as he placed red marks over the slender
neck. Somehow he knew this was Heero's weak spot. A feeling of deja vu' brushed
over him as his hand caressed Heero's soft thigh. It almost looked like he had
done this before.... But when....?
"Mark me again, Duo." Heero moaned and
tilted his head in submission.
That act threw whatever Duo was thinking
away and made the American boy intensified his assault on Heero's neck. He
growled possessively, eyes clouded with passion, as he pushed the Japanese boy
onto his back and crawled over him while keeping his lips attached to Heero's
neck. Satisfied with the marks he made, Duo trailed up and claimed the luscious
lips, which had elicited moans and whimpers that drove him wild.
Heaven.
Duo thought that as he licked Heero's palate. Heero was so delicious and
welcoming. He would never get tired of this. Duo sucked hard on the Japanese
boy's tongue before pulling away. He withdrew a little and was mesmerized with
the sight beneath him. There, Heero was lying sprawled and panting in need. His
lips were swollen and red, courtesy of him and his neck full with many hickeys.
Duo's arousal twitched in need as his eyes traveled down and studied Heero's
naked body.
"Beautiful." Duo purred as he ran his hand over Heero's
spine. "I want you, Heero." What was left of the rational part in his mind tried
to tell him that Heero was weak and needed comfort after having a nightmare.
That part told him that he shouldn't take advantage of Heero's current
condition. That he should check Heero's condition rather than enjoy the Japanese
boy's body.
It would have succeeded to pound the point into Duo's
passion clouded mind if Heero didn't smile and parted his legs invitingly. "I'm
yours, Duo." Those red lips whispered in submission, allowing Duo to take
whatever he wanted. Duo lost it then and there. With a hoarse growl, Duo claimed
Heero's lips once again while his hands possessively caressed every part of the
Japanese boy.
Heero purred and moaned into the kiss. Never mind this was
just a dream. The important one was Duo wanted him now. Duo's lips, Duo's hands,
and Duo's warm body, they were so warm that it felt so real. Heero gasped into
Duo's mouth when he felt Duo's finger pushed into him. When it penetrated him,
Duo broke the kiss. Heero didn't have time to think or react as the second digit
followed quickly, plunging into him forcefully. This time, it hurt so much that
Heero couldn't help but crying in pain. He hadn't completely healed from Duo's
first penetration and Duo's fingers had prodded the inner wound.
"Heero?" Duo was startled at the sudden cry. No matter how blind he was
with his need, he still remembered to stretch Heero. He wouldn't want to hurt
Heero, not after what Heero had gone through. But it appeared saliva wasn't
enough as a lube. Duo thought of using his precum as additional lube and hastily
withdrew his fingers to gather it. To his surprise, Heero cried up in
horror.
"No, don't leave!" Heero's hand shot down and gripped Duo's hand,
preventing the American boy from withdrawing entirely from inside
him.
Duo was confused at Heero's behavior. "Heero, let go. I just ..."
"No." Heero tightened his grip and pushed Duo's fingers back into him.
He gritted his teeth as the pain shot inside him again.
Duo widened his
eyes as he watched Heero's expression. His aching need was forgotten as his
worry over Heero won over. "Heero! You're hurt!" The braided boy tried to
withdraw his fingers again but Heero's hand on him stopped his movement.
"Don't, please. I'm okay." Heero pleaded as he felt his grip on Duo
weakened. "I want you to claim me back, Duo."
"What do you mean by 'claim
me back' ?" Duo was confused but he didn't stop pulling his hand for he noticed
Heero was still in pain. He finally succeeded, withdrawing his fingers out of
Heero completely as the Japanese boy was too weak to stop him this time. "Listen
Heero, I don't think I ever ...." Duo stopped in mid sentence as his fingers
came in his vision. Two of them that were inside Heero just before were now red,
soaked in blood. Duo swallowed and stared in horror at his fingers. Heero was
bleeding! Men didn't bleed like this just from fingers insertion. Duo was
stunned and shocked. He had thought nothing could surprise him after Heero's
confession but now.... .. Had Mario managed to rape Heero?! No, it was
impossible without making Mario know Heero's real gender. But if it wasn't
Mario..... then who raped Heero?
A broken whimper shook him from his
shock. Duo looked down and met Heero's glassy eyes. "Heero?"
"Don't
go.." Heero grabbed Duo's arm weakly. "Claim me back, Duo."
"Heero... "
Duo swallowed. How could Heero still want him when he was bleeding in pain.
"You're hurt."
"I don't mind. It doesn't hurt so much like the first
time you did." Heero's answer was like a thunder for Duo.
"First time....
I did?" Duo croaked in disbelief.
"Yes, after Anne's party, in your
room." Heero answered weakly. He had used all strength he had to hold Duo's
fingers in him. Now, he felt so tired. His hand couldn't clutch on Duo's arm any
longer and plopped down on the bed. So tired.... Was it the time to leave the
dream and face the reality? The reality where Mario violated him? No, he didn't
want to leave Duo... he still wanted to be with Duo. "I love you, Duo ... " He
whispered longingly before his eyes fluttered closed and he sunk back into
unconsciousness once again.
It might be the best for the Japanese boy
because Duo certainly didn't hear Heero's last whisper. No, Duo had stopped
moving, stopped listening, and stopped seeing after Heero answered his last
question. Whether it was God's joke or some kind of twisted thing Fate did, that
answer had unlocked his forgotten memories and they now flew into his mind.
//I want you, Heero.//
//Wh...what?//
Oh God, oh God, what
had he done?
//I want you, all of you.//
//Duo! Snap it out! It's
not funny!//
//God, Heero, you taste so good. I want you. Badly want you.
All of you.//
Duo trembled and felt his arms and knees go weak. The scene
where he undressed Heero's delicate body flashed in his mind. He actually had
done it? Another flash revealed Heero's sated face after he took the Japanese
boy in his mouth. Yes, he had molested Heero...... but it didn't look like that
Heero mind.... Heero was enjoying it, wasn't it?
//You're mine. No one
will touch you, but me.//
Duo sat down on the bed heavily as if he was
struck when Heero's gasp of pain echoed in his mind.
//Wha.. what are
you doing, Duo?//
//Showing you how much I love you.//
The braided
boy was shocked at the memory. No! He didn't .....
//Aahh, that hurt!//
An image of Heero, hands tied and he was sticking his fingers forcefully inside
the Japanese boy flashed before his eyes.
God, he did!
//Duo...what...?//
//Shh...it's going to hurt a
little.//
Duo shook his head, trying not to see how he was grinning and
ready to penetrate Heero. That was not him! No! That cruel bastard couldn't be
him!
//AAAAAAAHHH// Duo jumped out from the bed and landed flat on the
wooden floor. The image of Heero bleeding and screaming flashed again. Oh, God.
It was really him who did that? How could he hurt Heero like that? NO! It wasn't
him! It wasn't him! It wasn't him!!!!!!! He would never want to hurt Heero!!!
Duo shook his head as the memories from the night kept flowing into his head.
//God, I have been waiting for this moment. You're so
tight.//
//It hurts, Duo!!//
"NO!!" Duo shouted brokenly at the
same time as Heero's pain cry echoed in his mind again. He had forced himself on
Heero. Oh God, oh God, how could he..... Trembling, Duo stood up beside the bed
to find Heero had gone unconscious. Heero looked so tired... Duo whimpered as
the memory assaulted him again. He had taken Heero in brutal force. It had to be
very painful for the Japanese pilot. Duo caressed Heero's cheek and swept the
stray damp brown hair on Heero's cheek away with his trembling fingers. "I'm
sorry. Oh, God. Heero, I'm really sorry." Something inside his mind reminded him
that since he was Heero's first kiss, he was also Heero's first time then. "Oh,
God. No." Duo groaned like he was in pain.
// Du..o...// Heero's voice
echoed again. The pain in the voice was clearly heard.
Enough, that was
enough. Duo didn't think he could take it. He had hurt Heero. All of the people,
he had hurt his beloved Heero!! His trembling hand descended to search for the
Japanese boy's hand. Once he found it, Duo took the still cold hand and kissed
it. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Duo whispered brokenly as he kissed Heero's palm.
"You have every right to hate me, Heero.. I'm such a bastard."
//Stop it
Duo......../ / Heero had tried to stop him, but he didn't stop. He kept
thrusting into Heero's bleeding body.
Duo shook his head violently and
released Heero's hand, stepping away from the bed. He couldn't bear to look at
Heero again. He didn't deserve Heero! Duo snatched his half dried pants and
hastily put it on. He ran to the door and opened it.
// It hurts,
Duo......//
Letting out a broken cry, Duo stepped out and slammed the
door shut, leaving the Japanese boy he loved with all his heart but he knew he
didn't deserve anymore, in the bed.
Alone.
TBC...
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