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In Memory of...

IN MEMORY OF CESKA

WHAT YOU READ NEXT, REALLY HAPPENED, PLEASE DO NOT FORGET IT, OR HER.

CESKA AND I MET ONLY A SHORT WHILE BACK...WE BECAME FRIENDS QUICKLY...SOMETIMES TALKING FOR HOURS, I CARED A GREAT DEAL ABOUT HER, SHE WAS A GOOD AND KIND PERSON ALWAYS WILLING TO LISTEN TO WHAT I HAD TO SAY, AND FORGIVE ME WHEN I ERRED. WE WERE MORE THAN FRIENDS FOR A TIME, BUT AS IT HAPPENED, SHE WAS TAKEN FROM THE EARTH BY A TRAGIC EVENT. SHE WASN'T A REGULAR DRINKER, JUST AS WELL SINCE SHE WAS ONLY 17, BUT ONE EVENING, SHE WENT OUT WITH SOME FRIENDS, JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT, AND THE DRIVER WAS DRINKING, WHETHER HE WAS OVER THE LIMIT OR SPEEDING, I WAS NEVER TOLD. AT AROUND MIDNIGHT, EASTERN STANDARD TIME, THE DRIVER LOST CONTROL OF THE CAR AND IT FLIPPED OVER ON THE ROAD. THE NEWS WAS BROUGHT TO ME BY HER BEST FRIEND, SHE TOLD ME THAT MY EX, MY FRIEND, HAD BEEN KILLED INSTANTLY WHEN THE CAR FLIPPED OVER ONTO ITS SIDE. DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU. IT IS IN SOME WAYS WORSE FOR THE SURVIVORS, THAN IT IS FOR THE VICTIMS. WHEN HER LIFE ENDED THAT EVENING, SHE TOOK A PART OF ME WITH HER, A PART THAT I WILL NEVER FORGET, BUT I DOUBT I'LL EVER BE ABLE TO TOUCH AND UNDERSTAND AGAIN. BUT SHE ALSO LEFT ME, AND ALL THOSE THAT NEW HER, SOMETHING MORE. THE DEMONSTRATION OF HOW PRESCIOUS LIFE REALLY IS, AND HOW CLOSE WE ALL ARE TO THE END, NO MATTER WHAT OUR AGE, ON THE ROAD, DEATH IS INCHES AWAY. SHE ALSO LEFT ME HER MEMORY, AND I'LL CHERISH THAT UNTIL THE END OF MY LIFE. REMEMBER WHAT I'VE SAID, EVERY THING HAS A CONSEQUENCE, AND ONE OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF DRINKING AND DRIVING IS DEATH, AND PAIN FOR THOSE YOU LEAVE BEHIND.

FAREWELL CESKA, YOU WILL BE MISSED. YOURS TRULY, KING ARCHOS.

HERE IS THE MEMORIAL TO MY FRIEND, RAGING STORM(ALEX IRL), HE IS NOT YET GONE...HOWEVER, HE IS NOT EXPECTED TO LIVE. THESE ARE HIS WORDS, THEY SAY THAT THE DYING DO NOT LIE, WELL JUDGE FOR YOURSELF HIS WORDS TO YOU ALL.

okay, here goes

To all my friends and family in real life and the Chathouse:

I just want to thank you for the wonderful times we all had together, and don't worry about me too much...I'll always be with you in any shape or form. I'll be watching for you always, and hopefully someday we will be reunited. I leave you with this: Live every day of your life to the fullest..every minute, every second...cherish it with love, because that very life may be taken from you, leaving only regret and sorrow...

HERE ARE MY OWN WORDS TO HIM, I HOPE HE DOESN'T MIND: RAGING STORM (ALEX) IS A GOOD AND LOYAL FRIEND, I ALWAYS HAVE CHERISHED HIS FRIENDSHIP, AND I ALWAYS WILL, LONG AFTER HE AND I ARE GONE FROM THIS WORLD. IF THERE ARE TWO WORDS THAT CAN SUM UP HIS LIFE THEY ARE "HE SUCCEEDED". IN CASE THIS NEEDS EXPLAINATION, I WILL PUT IT SIMPLY. HE LIVES HIS LIFE WELL, AND COMFORTED OTHERS WHEN HE COULD, THAT IS THE FINEST THING WE CAN DO WITH OUR LIVES, IF EVERYBODY WERE AS STOIC IN THE FACE OF DEATH, AND DECENT AND HONORABLE AS HE, THE WORLD WOULD BE A FAR MERRIER PLACE THAN IT IS. WELL ALEX, IF THERE IS MROE I CAN SAY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT EXCEPT, YOU WILL BE MISSED, AND REMEMBERED. GOOD LUCK MY FRIEND. SEEYA AROUND. -ROB/ARCHOS

IN MEMORY OF HEAVEN LEA

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HEAVEN LEA WAS THE CHILD OF WILLIAM AND CLARA DRACONIUS, TWO VERY DEAR FRIENDS OF MINE, SHE WAS A WONDERFUL BRIGHT CHILD, BORN WITH DOWN SYNDROME, SHE TOUCHED THE LIVES AND HEARTS OF MANY OF US. DURING THE CLOSING DAYS OF THE WAR AGAINST THE MUTINY ALLIANCE, AND THEIR ALLY, TRINITY, I ENTERED THE SHIP, TO TAKE ON THE LOST ONE, THE FOUL MAN THAT ATTEMPTED TO KILL MY BELOVED GRANDDAUGHTER, JADEN ROSE. HE WAS NOT ALONE, HE HAD WITH HIM, ONE NAMED KAIN ONE OF THE TRINITY LEADERS. THE LOST ONE FLED, AND KAIN ATTACKED. WE FOUGHT, AND JADEN ENTERED, PLEADED WITH US TO STOP...HE DIED AFTER STICKING A SWORD IN HER BELLY AND JADEN LEFT. BEFORE I COULD RESUME THE CHASE FOR THE LOST ONE, BLACKBLADE OF TRINITY ATTACKED. HE WAS A FORMIDIBLE FOE, AND WE FOUGHT FOR SOME TIME, AND THE 5 YEAR OLD CHILD, HEAVEN LEA ENTERED, SHE PLEADED WITH US TO CEASE FIGHTING. I DID NOT BELIEVE THAT EVEN ONE OF TRINITY WOULD STRIKE DOWN A CHILD. BUT I TRIED TO STOP FIGHTING ANYWAY...HEAVEN LEA APPROACHED, AND TOUCHED BLACKBLADE, HE CUT HER NEARLY IN TWO...SHE DIED IMMEDIATELY. HIS EXISTANCE WAS RENDED ALMOST IMMEDIATLY AFTER...HER LAST WORDS WERE, "PLEASE STOP FIGHTING" WITH THAT SHE DIED, AND I FOREVER EARNED THE HATRED OF SOME OF MY DEAREST FRIENDS, AND CARRY THE GUILT OF NOT HAVING DONE SOMETHING TO PREVENT HER DEATH...HOWEVER, I WILL NOT LET HER BE FORGOTTEN. HER LAST INNOCENT WORDS DID NOT FALL ON DEAF EARS.

I WILL NOT LET HER BE FORGOTTEN, NOR WILL I FORGIVE MY FAILURE, NOR DO I EXPECT EITHER MY GRANDDAUGHTER, MY DEAR FRIENDS WILLIAM AND CLARA, NOR ANY OTHER TO EVER SPEAK TO ME OR FORGIVE ME. THE WAR CHANGED ME IN WAYS THAT I DID NOT EVEN REALIZE, UNTIL MY GRANDDAUGHTER SAID THE WORDS EVERYONE HATES TO HEAR FROM THOSE THEY LOVE. "I HATE YOU."