History Of A Return

"HISTORY Of A RETURN"

"Dedarr" was the first link in a very very long chain

Holding all of this together without causing much of a strain

I forget which names were next or the order they have been used

And if you recognize one from the past, I sincerely hope you were merely amused

ShiftDrmer was close to be'n next and related to the crazy, lonely hours I work

The first character I created, became, enjoyed which caused a mild smirk

Then DrDpresn was so depressing it won a "10" in a profile award

Numerous questions came from the land of AOL, asking why so heartbroken

Or why the depression, from the answers they were floored.

TazZeeDev, GaKrakker and HazzBeen were good names from this much-used list

Others slipped in, not used very much, slipped out into the dim mist

But the prize was Yoost2Be, inspired for a special purpose and meaning I "use to be married"

I learned many lessons, became known to many from the weight that I carried

From this name also came Yoost, Yooost and Yoosst, scattered about computers of friends

And a new account for me and my laptop, a new AOL life did begin

Then Tazzicane sprung, bursting onto the scene, spin'n and twist'n bringing a cute rhyme

And with the help of JuzStupid the poems came out in a simple matter of time

My heart and life had been changed and through them words became lines

My emotions were expressed, heartbroken again I touched other people's mind's

Many new friends were made with a lot of new names so I could hide in my pain

But I always returned with "Juzzi" to the Looney Bin and the hurt eased from my brain

New screen names appeared to go with my moods, but now at last I do like myself

So KrazziNut, EeZeeLvr, another Tazzzzi and others are placed high on a shelf

Which brings me to this name I use now, since I likes me own babbles

While my knowledge may be limited, I'm writing again, so Juz call me "DABBLEZ"

"BTW" (by the way), Juzzi and Tazzi are both still here with

another new name that's not going to be given

Unlike many credits at the end, this poem reflects only me and my words

And in defiance of others "Folkz Iz Still Be Liv'n"

LOL

Dabblez