Heart over Mind

I know in my heart, I love you both

And because of it, I destroy my own mind

I know my feelings for each are real and sincere

Because I see the pain in the eyes, the fear

The hurt is there, waiting for me to decide

Who feels the grief or who swells with pride

Or seeing more pain in the other one's eyes

Not knowing when l decide to say my good-byes

I hurt too, from within my heart to my mind

Regretting, but still loving, I can't choose to leave the other behind

Most people dream of our kind of love, to be shared by one

And I have you both, at least for today, and its so strong,

Loving, learning, sharing and bonding but when life's done

Praying you both can forgive me for what I did wrong

I know I can't continue to keep feeling this way

Loving you both is so special, its breaking my heart

I'm destroying precious worlds around us all every day

God, help me decide, I'm to weak to split this apart

Wondering if truly the mind can over rule the heart

Dabblez/D. Sanders

©26 May 98