Life's Choices...for Pam
For as long as my life has been my own,
it has belonged to you.
From the days of youthful bliss as a teen
to the present my heart still responds
from the things we do.
Early in our life, I made you my wife
and we learned, as we walked.
We made each other happy and life
continued to get better.
For we shared our thoughts, as we talked.
Then after three sons, our fun had just begun,
but life changes and we didn't grow.
For many years thereafter the things that make
love bond seemed not to come around and show.
We drifted apart by not confessing in our
heart, and love began to fail.
Our emotions flew rampant at the least little
thing and our life soon began to be stale.
But awaken we did, to repair our own damage.
And beauty again was restored.
We were important again to each other, loving,
crying, giving as needed, our life again was not bored.
But again changes occur, this time it was me.
I slipped and fell into a passion from hell,
my eyes to blind to open and see.
Through all the wrong doing you continued to love
and hope in time it will be made right.
My wish is for this truly so our future can again
become visions of heavenly sight.
But shattered hearts grow slowly
as pain continues to rule my heart and mind.
As your love surrounds and protects us to carry me through
to save and leave all these problems behind.
Our future again just hangs by a thread.
Though balanced securely in love.
May our Lord guide us through
as he has in the past and the
angels watch over us from above
We can make it again if we give up this sin,
and feelings grow as in the past.
With love and devotion we can still stir our emotions.
Then hold each other so love will always last.
Tazzicane/Dabblez
©29 Aug 98