| DEPRESSION This
deep dark emotion is so all consuming, Everyday shall be
as the same as the last one, I am assuming. They say time
is the best healer for heart aches and pain, As time goes
by and I see only more tears and more rain. Emotions such as these
can never be erased, Awakening every morning, another
long night I have faced, Each moment is an eternity in
this everlasting nightmare, Oh please turn off the
emotion, the feelings and the care. To cease this agony,
I would give my last breath, Relief I would find gladly,
as life gave way to death.
FACESI
have two faces, yes this is true, One can be happy, while
the other is blue. The one I wear is for people to see,
The other is seen only by me.
SEARCHINGVoid
of color, all gray, dark and cold, A deep and painful
emptiness inside my soul. Nothing to live for, no reason
or rhyme, Nothing, stretching into eons of time. Dealing
with the all consuming grief, Desperately searching for some form of
relief.
STRENGTH RENEWEDI
need no one to help me, I do not need to be shown, No
apprehension, I embrace the wide unknown. Darkness has
broken, the dawning is near, Strength is renewed, I will
have no fear. The winds I have weathered, here, all alone,
The tears in my sail, I alone have resewn. I alone am
captain, I sail a course of my own choosing, I am
incontrol of my own winning or loosing.
C.T. Turner
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